Mom Son in a cold winter night..this one sounds like a true story

Steve18m said:

This is kind of sick and maybe inappropriate but I do not know who to talk to or what to do. I can't talk to anybody so maybe anonymous website is the right place.

This is about a one time incest and I'm having problems.

My mom and I live alone. My parents are divorced and I have a good relationship with both though my parents despise each other. Last winter our furnace went out and after the repairman looked he said we needed a new furnace but They had no openings for at least a week to replace it.

My mom went out and bought a kerosene heater but she got sick within a few hours of use from the smell. I called my dad and he gave me money and I went out to Walmart and bought I bunch of ceramic heaters.

The second night it got really cold and my mom plugged all 5 of them in her room and had the bed loaded with blankets. We snuggled for shared heat. It was totally nonsexual. I never even thought of my mom like that. I mean I think she is pretty and she is slender but i mean shes my mom.

During the night I dont know what time I vague remember spooning my mom with a hardon but it was more like a dream then real. I cant remember how it happened but I ended up on top of my mom with her face down and I was fucking her. It was more like a dream like I was not even there. The only thing I remember is looking at the side of my moms face and being on top of her. She was biting the end of her pillow with her eyes squeezed really tight.

I don't really remember the sex or even cumming. When I woke up my mom was not in bed and I first thought it was just a fucked up dream. I realize it was real when I got up to take a leak and my dick had a white crust on it which not being a version I knew it was sex juices.

My mom was gone and a note was on the table that I should go spend time with my dad. I spent 2 weeks with my dad and then came home. My mom acts like nothing happened but she wont make eye contact and I feel tension between us. Nothing is the same.

I don't know what to do. Do I push the issue and talk about it or act like it never happened and try to forget about it? I guess I really need to know the how, what and why it happened. I dont know if I did this while she was still sleeping and she woke up to find her son raping her or what? I know a counselor is totally out of the question. My mother would never discuss something like this with a stranger.

I want to tell her I'm sorry. I don't know how it happened. My memory is very vague. I am having trouble and I just want us to be like it was when I could give her a big bear hug without her getting tense.

What should I do?

I am troubled and lost

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JRaven said:

It would definitly have to go into the Non-Consent category. There's no way I see Mom enjoying getting ass-raped.

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jeninflorida said:

for me, the family fun is a major turn off. that that is my two cents, if i had two dollars i would be drinking coffee at starbucks....lame humor on my part TGIF...well TGIAWF - thank god its a wet friday

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jeninflorida said:

for me, the family fun is a major turn off. that that is my two cents, if i had two dollars i would be drinking coffee at starbucks....lame humor on my part TGIF...well TGIAWF - thank god its a wet friday

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sirhugs said:

wet? wet? You and JRaven been playing without me again?

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JRaven said:

Well... We didn't see you on line!
What else was a girl to do?

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JRaven said:

Well... We didn't see you on line!
What else was a girl to do?

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JRaven said:

It would definitly have to go into the Non-Consent category. There's no way I see Mom enjoying getting ass-raped.

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