No, I have yet to hang up on my mother- I wouldn't give her the satisfactionI make her hang up on me by being an ass and ticking her off
HYE tried to play off your tears as "just a cold" when you're on the phone?
*grins* Yeah, I do that every other day
Um. Yes. But more often than not I get mad cause I'm cryin' and am able to use that anger to distract. *waves to Crikey!*
HYE had a friend not let you get away with the "it's a cold" excuse?
Just once I was caught red-handed... and I lost it- not my temper, my tenuous hold on my tears and cried my heart out. I felt like such a dolt, but she listened and walked me through things, and I felt a million times better... and way too exposed and vulnerable, but there's my need to remain emotionally distant shining through
HYE wondered if you'll find that one person who makes you want to tear down all your walls?
I think that might be a good theory
HYE wondered if it really hurts to tear down your walls- or will it be the most liberating experience ever?
Saw through you there
Yes, I wish I wasn't... then I could be ignorant and blissful and blame the men I've been with rather than blaming myself for choosing men who just aren't right for me. I'd also not have to worry about altering my pattern, which I constantly worry about now, because I wouldn't recognize that I have a pattern when I feel as though I'm getting too close to someone.
HYE wondered if everyone sees your pattern?
*blinks* Molly? Bedtime for you!!!!! *glare*
*sighs* That's a really difficult question for me to answer. I don't trust myself because I don't believe in myself. I couldn't make that make sense for the life of me lol
HYE wondered how your view of events could be so different from the way others view the very same events?
hehe It's almost bedtime, but I need you to answer things for me- things that I need to know that I can't answer for myself
No, I don't wonder that at all... it's all about perceptions- and each person's perceptions are coloured by their personal biases and experiences. Therefore, we all see different things- there is no black/white. Not ever.
HYE considered the idea that there is no reality- just perception?
Yes, and I don't know how I feel about that, but I'll figure that out.You can probably answer them better than I can!
Ohhhhhhhhhhh now that's gonna screw me up!
And on a totally different note . . .
HYE sensed someone holdin' back because they wanted to protect you?
*sigh* All the time. I'm a dolt.
All the time!
I just did it earlier today, but I got over it heheAgain, more often than I would care to admit... Opening up can be a tough thing- I consider this to be desensitization therapy for me- it's cheaper than going to a professional
So thank you Gracie 
Yes.All the time!
Again, more often than I would care to admit... Opening up can be a tough thing- I consider this to be desensitization therapy for me- it's cheaper than going to a professional
HYE felt exhausted, looked at the clock, and thought it was too early to go to bed even though you should go?
No. But the alcohol probably wasn't a cool thing to do
HYE wanted to reach through your monitor and hug someone?
Crvyyyyyyyyyysnorter!
)YESSSSSS! and also yes yes yes yes! (also occasionally a pinch or grope or hugglesmoosh would be nice to squeeze through a monitor
HYE thought...see, now I NEED some alcohol to tame this caffeine buzz?
*blinks* Would you be pervin' on me, Miss Crvysnorter?
Yes, I have thought that, as a matter of fact.
HYE purposely gotten a caffeine buzz so you could tame it with alcohol? *ahem*
Me? Perv? I believe you may have me confused with some other hugglesmooshin' snorter.
No. I seldom plan my beverages, just curse my choices later.
What is the very best coffee drink on the Starbucks menu?
Just choose ONE?! Are you INSANE, woman?!
HYE been asked to choose whether you wanna exhale or inhale?
