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Old 06-16-2017, 04:34 PM   #2926
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I'm beyond sad to have to say that today cancer won a very long and hard fought war. My sweet, loving brother died this morning after an extremely long and painful fight with neuroendocrine cancer.

He suffered more than I can even attempt to imagine. While I'm heartbroken that we will not be together again on this life's plane, I'm happy that he is relieved from his pain and suffering. I loved him dearly and the loss is more than painful, but it would be selfish and cruel for me to have wished him one more day. I prayed he would be released from the body that was failing to protect him and from the ugly cells that were reeking havoc upon him.

Now, I pray that he is at peace and that once again he will be in the arms and care of our parents.

To say thank you to all of you who messaged or posted words of support, love, or encouragement would be to fall short. Sometimes, this thread and you were my only escape and were a lifesaver for me. I thank you from my heart and wish you all the best of health, happiness, and peace.

As I've said several times, the only words that matter are the "I love you's." I'm happy to say that those were said a hundred times in the past 24 hours and were the last words I said to my brother.

Peace and Love to you.
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Cancer has taken too much from me. I refuse to give it anything more, including my hatred.
Sending my love and a prayer for peace to you and your family and friends Apple. I am so very sorry for your loss and I know your heart is broken but I hope that you take solace in the knowledge that your brother no longer hurts. Sending you a big hug and all of the comfort I can possibly give to you my friend. I am here if you ever need to talk sweet girl.

I realized that this was the end of last year...I was a bit confused when I saw it again because we had talked about your loss before and I thought about deleting my response but the truth is I know you are still hurting beautiful so I continue to have you in my thoughts and prayers...

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Old 06-21-2017, 08:24 AM   #2927
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Checking my e-mail, and getting the one I was afraid off.

A long time member, and one of my best friends passed away on Sunday.
The "older" ones here, must sure remember him, elron77.

F****you cancer, its going to be a sad day.

RIP my sweet wonderful friend.
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Old 06-21-2017, 12:02 PM   #2928
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Checking my e-mail, and getting the one I was afraid off.

A long time member, and one of my best friends passed away on Sunday.
The "older" ones here, must sure remember him, elron77.

F****you cancer, its going to be a sad day.

RIP my sweet wonderful friend.
I don't remember him, but I hate the way cancer tears away at the landscape of our lives, leaving a clear-cut, scarred gash where once there was green camaraderie and friendship.
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Old 06-21-2017, 02:11 PM   #2929
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Checking my e-mail, and getting the one I was afraid off.

A long time member, and one of my best friends passed away on Sunday.
The "older" ones here, must sure remember him, elron77.

F****you cancer, its going to be a sad day.

RIP my sweet wonderful friend.
Fuck You Cancer, indeed! So much loss, so much destruction! Sorry for your loss, sweetie!
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Old 07-28-2017, 01:16 AM   #2930
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Friend of mine died in his sleep last night after five years with glioblastoma. He was a lovely guy and he deserved better from life :-/
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Old 07-28-2017, 01:40 PM   #2931
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Friend of mine died in his sleep last night after five years with glioblastoma. He was a lovely guy and he deserved better from life :-/
So sorry for your lost Bramble.

FYC.
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Old 07-28-2017, 06:42 PM   #2932
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Mom's fighting breast cancer right now. It's really hard to not randomly burst into tears. Especially when I'm at work.
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Old 07-28-2017, 06:45 PM   #2933
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Mom's fighting breast cancer right now. It's really hard to not randomly burst into tears. Especially when I'm at work.
(((hugs))) - for you and your mom and all other people who care from her.
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Old 07-30-2017, 10:14 PM   #2934
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Mom's fighting breast cancer right now. It's really hard to not randomly burst into tears. Especially when I'm at work.
I'm so sorry, VB. My mom died of breast cancer two years ago. I don't know what your mom's condition is, but mine got considerably more time than anyone expected. If not a full cure, I hope it's true of your mom too.

I know that feeling of lead in your chest. In addition to your mom's care, I hope that you are taking care of yourself. The emotional weight you are carrying might seem inconsequential or to pale compared to what your mom is facing; it's not.

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Old 07-30-2017, 10:29 PM   #2935
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Sending my love and a prayer for peace to you and your family and friends Apple. I am so very sorry for your loss and I know your heart is broken but I hope that you take solace in the knowledge that your brother no longer hurts. Sending you a big hug and all of the comfort I can possibly give to you my friend. I am here if you ever need to talk sweet girl.

I realized that this was the end of last year...I was a bit confused when I saw it again because we had talked about your loss before and I thought about deleting my response but the truth is I know you are still hurting beautiful so I continue to have you in my thoughts and prayers...
Thank you cmslt...I am still hurting. I cried re-reading my words from my initial post and your words of comfort and caring. The pain and sadness is still so very great. I gladly accept all of your love and prayers. I send mine to you and hope things are going better for you.

To everyone...positive thoughts, prayers, hugs, and love. Stay strong.
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Old 07-31-2017, 09:56 AM   #2936
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Friend of mine died in his sleep last night after five years with glioblastoma. He was a lovely guy and he deserved better from life :-/
Sorry you lost a dear friend! FYC
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Old 07-31-2017, 09:59 AM   #2937
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Mom's fighting breast cancer right now. It's really hard to not randomly burst into tears. Especially when I'm at work.
Sorry that your mom is facing this battle and I am sorry too for the pain that will bring to her friends and family! Be strong for her, show her love whenever you can and be sure to find care and comfort for yourself!
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Old 08-10-2017, 10:26 PM   #2938
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I fucking hate you..

I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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So sorry for your loss and for your deep pain.

Thank you for telling us. Holding you in your grief.
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Old 08-10-2017, 11:01 PM   #2940
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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I don't know you, but I am so sorry to hear about your dad. Sending sincere condolences to you and your family. It's devastating to lose a loved one. I hope one day you manage to move past your pain and can replace it with fond memories.
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Old 08-10-2017, 11:16 PM   #2941
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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Oldenburg - what a blessing you could be with him and that his passing was peaceful. Wishing you much grace and love in the coming days, weeks, months as you heal the empty space in your heart.

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Old 08-11-2017, 09:31 AM   #2942
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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Old 08-11-2017, 10:27 AM   #2943
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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Devastating. (((hug)))
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

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I am so sorry for your loss and your pain! The only way I have traveled a similar path was to focus on all the good things with my loved one and all the time I did to get to have with them. The hole never really left, but gradually I came to find that the pain was less and I moved on. I fucking HATE cancer! Positive thoughts and prayers for you.
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Old 08-20-2017, 01:05 PM   #2945
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Fuck You Cancer....

For some reason this struck me as a powerful photo of what happens to many of us after we hear those "you have cancer" words.

Peace, Love and Light to all touched be those words....
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Fuck You Cancer....

For some reason this struck me as a powerful photo of what happens to many of us after we hear those "you have cancer" words.

Peace, Love and Light to all touched be those words....
That really does grab the essence of those first few minutes or hours or days, or whatever length of time we are stuck in that great darkness! I read your words Shank..."Peace, Love and Light to all touched by those words" and could only think... Amen.
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Fuck you cancer!

He beat your ass! Then the fucking imuno-therapy kills him!? What the fuck!
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Hi all....I haven't been here in awhile because I'm Mom's full time caregiver now, and sometimes it's just too hard or there is never enough time just to reach out and touch base with all of you - a fantastic support system, by the way.
Her cancer has progressed from the lungs to the brain, but she did qualify for a clinical trial - 10 shots of full brain radiation, avoiding the hippocampus to hopefully preserve her memory. We weren't prepared for the after effects that didn't start until a month after the last treatment.
Long story short, I'm working, caregiving and am just grateful for each day we make it through, with the hope of a longer life. No cure - but working on making the time that we have with her the best memories one can have.

Peace, love, healing and light to all of you walking this path.
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Sending hugs to you! Cancer has invaded many corners of my life in various forms. I send you my support and encouragement. Life is hard. All we can do is try to endure gracefully. (Oh, and hope nobody goes crazy. Because once family member gets totally off the rails, all bets are off!)

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Hi all....I haven't been here in awhile because I'm Mom's full time caregiver now, and sometimes it's just too hard or there is never enough time just to reach out and touch base with all of you - a fantastic support system, by the way.
Her cancer has progressed from the lungs to the brain, but she did qualify for a clinical trial - 10 shots of full brain radiation, avoiding the hippocampus to hopefully preserve her memory. We weren't prepared for the after effects that didn't start until a month after the last treatment.
Long story short, I'm working, caregiving and am just grateful for each day we make it through, with the hope of a longer life. No cure - but working on making the time that we have with her the best memories one can have.

Peace, love, healing and light to all of you walking this path.
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Hi all....I haven't been here in awhile because I'm Mom's full time caregiver now, and sometimes it's just too hard or there is never enough time just to reach out and touch base with all of you - a fantastic support system, by the way.
Her cancer has progressed from the lungs to the brain, but she did qualify for a clinical trial - 10 shots of full brain radiation, avoiding the hippocampus to hopefully preserve her memory. We weren't prepared for the after effects that didn't start until a month after the last treatment.
Long story short, I'm working, caregiving and am just grateful for each day we make it through, with the hope of a longer life. No cure - but working on making the time that we have with her the best memories one can have.

Peace, love, healing and light to all of you walking this path.
So sorry your mom is going through this horrible disease and the effect it must be having on you and the whole family. Sending healing thoughts and hugs your way
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