I go there and light as many as the place will let me. I think the limit is 21 before it goes to some default thing. I don't have any antennas, so this is what I do.
Goodbye my friend. I am so glad I was given the chance to know you and love you. I know one day some how we will be able to talk to each other again... I am going to really miss you until then.
I know you are at peace now and the pain is gone for you and even though you didn't believe the things I do about the afterlife I really am hoping you were pleasantly surprised when you walked through the gates.
My rosary beads are worn and I never prayed as hard or honestly as I did for you my friend.
If there is any way you can ever come visit (just don't pop in and scare the hell outta me please even though your sadist self would love that), I hope you come see me so we can talk about all the things we always have and maybe even about what the antennas in heaven are like or what famous writers you got to meet...or the pretty angel girls...or if there are canes and floggers...or anything we want tot talk about.
I miss you so much already dusty old man...wherever you are now, be happy.
I feel like a big ol' chunk of my heart was ripped from inside me and I will never forget you.
Love ya'
