darlingmara
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These days I fantasize most about someone to wash my 2nd floor windows, paint the outside of my house, and give me new flooring.
one of my bigger secrets: i can't orgasm without thinking about being raped. i've been with nice men who actually loved me, but it didn't make a difference. to cum, i still have to fantasize about being violated and forced to perform against my will. i felt horribly guilty about it for a long time.
i don't really feel so bad about it anymore and i guess there are other people out there who are into the same sort of things?... it's liberating accepting yourself even when the people around you would never get it.
anyway... my fantasy. i am so hung up on the idea of being bound and restrained, getting passed around from man to man while the others watch. i get off on the idea of being the object of someone else's pleasure. the thought of being completely dependent on someone else's will and having no control over what happens to your body is scary, but it gets me wet to think about it
These days I fantasize most about someone to wash my 2nd floor windows, paint the outside of my house, and give me new flooring.
I'm a typical internet lurker. A total straightlace in real life...whereas my my fantasies involve being dominated, forced to take a man deep in my throat, choke on him, submit to him, be treated roughly, fucked so hard I scream...but then be soothed and treated nicely, and have him do it all again tomorrow.
I don't really tell anyone at all about this side of me, and I wish I could explore it more in real life, but don't see how that could happen.
one of my bigger secrets: i can't orgasm without thinking about being raped. i've been with nice men who actually loved me, but it didn't make a difference. to cum, i still have to fantasize about being violated and forced to perform against my will. i felt horribly guilty about it for a long time.
i don't really feel so bad about it anymore and i guess there are other people out there who are into the same sort of things?... it's liberating accepting yourself even when the people around you would never get it.
anyway... my fantasy. i am so hung up on the idea of being bound and restrained, getting passed around from man to man while the others watch. i get off on the idea of being the object of someone else's pleasure. the thought of being completely dependent on someone else's will and having no control over what happens to your body is scary, but it gets me wet to think about it