phoenixosho
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- Jun 6, 2018
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I can't sleep. Not sure I can think either. I have this blinding pain all over my chest and I've been crying for almost an hour. I think I'm all cried out and fold into a fetal position but the tears just come back. I never ever want to feel like this again. I feel stupid for feeling this much pain. Especially when it's my fault and when the matter has been resolved. Do you ever get so scared over the possibility of something happening and even when the disaster is averted you still mourn? I feel beat and sick and I hate it. I just want to crawl into a dark place and unplug my feelings and be numb. This hurts.