It is quite amazing how quickly the desire drops after orgasm. Yesterday I had not cum all day, so I knew it was going to be a big load. The first one or two shots were onto my hand and were quickly swallowed. I was able to pause slightly so that the next few shots could also be collected on my hand, which they were and quickly brought to my mouth. I did not swallow immediately and by the time the last of the load was brought from my hand to my mouth, I really had to force myself to swallow it along with what was already in my mouth. And that is after many years of experience, you can still lose the desire.