Leetah
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Ceridwen
OOC: No problem...I'll be glad to do so.
Delicate, feminine script filled the pages, along with small drawings of flowers and herbs, and various other things. There was no date or greeting, just a flowing of words.
Today I am 18! Soon, I will join the ranks of the many others that have been the Tribe's Healer over time. I am excited, frightened and nervous. I love helping others and seeing their faces brighten when their pain is eased. I hate to see anyone in pain, even if I don't particularly care for them personally. Idris, for example. He hurt himself quite badly pounding a stake into the ground earlier today, and I went to help him. He was cursing and growling until I applied a soothing poultice, then he became much gentler. He pulled me to him and kissed me! I don't like him, but there was something about that kiss...something about being commanded for a minute that was exciting. He says he's going to marry me someday, that I am his Betrothed, but I have not made that decision yet.
I want a man that can appreciate not only how I look, but what I know and what I can do. I am not just a face and a body, although I am told they are attractive. I want someone who cares about what I do and wants to listen when I talk to him, and wants me to listen to him when he talks. I don't think I'll ever find that here, but one never knows what the Gods have in store.
Another day gone...Idris cornered me again today and kissed me. It was thrilling, and I kissed him back. When I did, he pulled me really close to him and began rubbing my back, and kissing me harder. He even touched the side of my right breast, which I have to admit, felt really good, but I managed to get away from him. I am afraid of what he might do someday, if I'm not careful. The kisses and caresses feel so good to me. How can I feel that way, when I don't like him? What would I do if I couldn't get away? I know he wants me, and sometimes when he touches me, I think I want him too, and that frightens me. Other girls don't seem to feel this way. What's wrong with me?
She wrote for pages and pages, telling of learning from Glyns, about walking in the woods, more about Idris pursuing her. She was obviously a very sensual person by nature, and was having trouble coming to terms with that in herself.
Ceridwen neared the wagon, wondering if Cael was awake and if he was hungry. She parted the curtain and stepped inside, seeing him absorbed in a book that looked all too familiar. Too angry to even speak at first, she finally found her voice.
"Just what the bloody hell do you think you're doing, boyo?"
OOC: No problem...I'll be glad to do so.
Delicate, feminine script filled the pages, along with small drawings of flowers and herbs, and various other things. There was no date or greeting, just a flowing of words.
Today I am 18! Soon, I will join the ranks of the many others that have been the Tribe's Healer over time. I am excited, frightened and nervous. I love helping others and seeing their faces brighten when their pain is eased. I hate to see anyone in pain, even if I don't particularly care for them personally. Idris, for example. He hurt himself quite badly pounding a stake into the ground earlier today, and I went to help him. He was cursing and growling until I applied a soothing poultice, then he became much gentler. He pulled me to him and kissed me! I don't like him, but there was something about that kiss...something about being commanded for a minute that was exciting. He says he's going to marry me someday, that I am his Betrothed, but I have not made that decision yet.
I want a man that can appreciate not only how I look, but what I know and what I can do. I am not just a face and a body, although I am told they are attractive. I want someone who cares about what I do and wants to listen when I talk to him, and wants me to listen to him when he talks. I don't think I'll ever find that here, but one never knows what the Gods have in store.
Another day gone...Idris cornered me again today and kissed me. It was thrilling, and I kissed him back. When I did, he pulled me really close to him and began rubbing my back, and kissing me harder. He even touched the side of my right breast, which I have to admit, felt really good, but I managed to get away from him. I am afraid of what he might do someday, if I'm not careful. The kisses and caresses feel so good to me. How can I feel that way, when I don't like him? What would I do if I couldn't get away? I know he wants me, and sometimes when he touches me, I think I want him too, and that frightens me. Other girls don't seem to feel this way. What's wrong with me?
She wrote for pages and pages, telling of learning from Glyns, about walking in the woods, more about Idris pursuing her. She was obviously a very sensual person by nature, and was having trouble coming to terms with that in herself.
Ceridwen neared the wagon, wondering if Cael was awake and if he was hungry. She parted the curtain and stepped inside, seeing him absorbed in a book that looked all too familiar. Too angry to even speak at first, she finally found her voice.
"Just what the bloody hell do you think you're doing, boyo?"