Whispor
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Aug 16, 2005
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I, too, fit this category.
I cannot express to you all how much I associate with the statements you've made in this thread. I also want to thank all of you for sharing, as it helps me realize I'm not alone in feeling the way I feel.
My wife and I are both in our mid-40's. We've been married for over two decades. We most definitely love each other. Of course our sex life could be better, but the stresses of daily life and her hormone issues definitely have a detrimental impact on it.
Like some of you, I never really thought about cock in my earlier years. I've still never had an attraction to men in general. The thought of kissing, cuddling, etc. does nothing for me. In fact, it is somewhat revolting to me personally. Most of the time I've expressed that opinion other places and have received ridicule. I hate labels, and do not consider myself gay.
Most of my masturbatory fantasies focus on submitting to an older, well-hung, "alpha" male in an oral servitude role. I fantasize about what it would be like to orally service a big cock and large pendulous testicles. To taste the sweetness of another man's precum. To successfully pleasure him while servicing his cock until he ejaculates his seed in my mouth and I have the privilege of swallowing it.
Telling my wife is not an option. She wouldn't understand. She just wouldn't...
There needs to be some kind of private support group for guys like us. A secret society of married, curious cocksuckers. I constantly ache to talk to someone who shares my fantasies, yet no one wants to be open in the "real world" about this when their identities are known.
Please, keep sharing your thoughts, your fantasies, and your ideas on this thread. Or perhaps maybe we could take this elsewhere. Feel free to PM me as well! Regardless, I desperately want to have a group of like-minded me to communicate with.
This turned out a little longer than I intended. Thank you in advance for reading!
I cannot express to you all how much I associate with the statements you've made in this thread. I also want to thank all of you for sharing, as it helps me realize I'm not alone in feeling the way I feel.
My wife and I are both in our mid-40's. We've been married for over two decades. We most definitely love each other. Of course our sex life could be better, but the stresses of daily life and her hormone issues definitely have a detrimental impact on it.
Like some of you, I never really thought about cock in my earlier years. I've still never had an attraction to men in general. The thought of kissing, cuddling, etc. does nothing for me. In fact, it is somewhat revolting to me personally. Most of the time I've expressed that opinion other places and have received ridicule. I hate labels, and do not consider myself gay.
Most of my masturbatory fantasies focus on submitting to an older, well-hung, "alpha" male in an oral servitude role. I fantasize about what it would be like to orally service a big cock and large pendulous testicles. To taste the sweetness of another man's precum. To successfully pleasure him while servicing his cock until he ejaculates his seed in my mouth and I have the privilege of swallowing it.
Telling my wife is not an option. She wouldn't understand. She just wouldn't...
There needs to be some kind of private support group for guys like us. A secret society of married, curious cocksuckers. I constantly ache to talk to someone who shares my fantasies, yet no one wants to be open in the "real world" about this when their identities are known.
Please, keep sharing your thoughts, your fantasies, and your ideas on this thread. Or perhaps maybe we could take this elsewhere. Feel free to PM me as well! Regardless, I desperately want to have a group of like-minded me to communicate with.
This turned out a little longer than I intended. Thank you in advance for reading!
I am bi, divorced, and pretty much closeted. Would love to have fun at the beach!
