I know you are all correct, but understanding that fact that this is a long journey that takes time and putting that knowledge into practice are two entirely different things. The analogy's and metaphors are helpful. Thank you.
The mind blowing event? I was the "guest of honor" at a surprise party at his "old" house, which he won't/hasn't sold. I served, and was abused by six people, five of whom were strangers.
The fact that I am Sir's prize possession and not one he likes to share, means he put aside his very strong feelings to give me something I've wanted for a while now. I totally did not see it coming and it is an unbelievable sign of his love and devotion. He really wants me to get to an emotionally healthy place.
The mind blowing event? I was the "guest of honor" at a surprise party at his "old" house, which he won't/hasn't sold. I served, and was abused by six people, five of whom were strangers.
The fact that I am Sir's prize possession and not one he likes to share, means he put aside his very strong feelings to give me something I've wanted for a while now. I totally did not see it coming and it is an unbelievable sign of his love and devotion. He really wants me to get to an emotionally healthy place.