clistenovena
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I get why she stopped the information train. You subjected her to judgments. Deep ones. I'd have clammed up, too. Dang...Divingjoy, thanks again.
I will try but I get the feeling she drip feeds me information for fear of putting me off. She said as much in the early days & I think she change stories a bit because she knew I was a bit shocked by some of her past.
And you want to build a life with this woman, yet you call her a whore (and as another poster said, not in the good way). And let her know how "disgusted" (your word) you were with it all??? Again, dang...
This is, in its essence, the source of your issues with her. Not her sexual preference or her past. The complexities are centered around your insecurities which stem from you getting cheated on in the past. You're making her carry your old baggage. So not fair. Or healthy. For either of you.I get what you are saying. When it comes to affairs of the heart, I'm scared of getting hurt.
You say it's only 1%, but that 1% can rip it all to pieces. Or it can make it all pretty fabulous.
Best wishes.