Tristan861
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- Joined
- Oct 30, 2017
- Posts
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Im sitting right now in my car I just wanna share my feelings to a bunch of strangers...Dont ask me why!
I feel depressed / miserable I think that it doesnt matter if I die because I know my life will be shitty forever.
Im an extreme submissive to women with strong foot fetish I cant have vanilla relationship I cant have sex in the normal way I tried alot and I failed..I only get hard when I feel humialted specially under a domme feet.
All the dommes I have met are sluts who do this only for money most of them are not even true dominant.. I had a D/S relationship with some woman who happened to be a true sadist/domme..I was so happy with her I fell in love with her and I was devoted for her..but recently I discovered that she cheats on me and she does sessions with other guys. Now my heart is broken I know its very hard ro find a true dominant who would commit a BDSM relationship.
I want to talk about another thing which is I just hate the idea that some women take advantage of the need of the the submissive and take high rates of money per 1 hr for the sessions to do what the submissive need and like I said before they are not even true dommes they just want cash....Why?? We dont need more suffering!!
My point is I as a sub suffer from my twisted desires besides, I cant do normal sex..so ...I dont know I just want to end my post with Mike Tyson quote:
I'll never be happy. I believe I'll die alone. I would want it that way. I've been a loner all my life with my secrets and my pain. I'm really lost, but I'm trying to find myself. I'm really a sad, pathetic case. My whole life has been a waste. I've been a failure. I just want to escape.
Thanks for letting me share
I feel depressed / miserable I think that it doesnt matter if I die because I know my life will be shitty forever.
Im an extreme submissive to women with strong foot fetish I cant have vanilla relationship I cant have sex in the normal way I tried alot and I failed..I only get hard when I feel humialted specially under a domme feet.
All the dommes I have met are sluts who do this only for money most of them are not even true dominant.. I had a D/S relationship with some woman who happened to be a true sadist/domme..I was so happy with her I fell in love with her and I was devoted for her..but recently I discovered that she cheats on me and she does sessions with other guys. Now my heart is broken I know its very hard ro find a true dominant who would commit a BDSM relationship.
I want to talk about another thing which is I just hate the idea that some women take advantage of the need of the the submissive and take high rates of money per 1 hr for the sessions to do what the submissive need and like I said before they are not even true dommes they just want cash....Why?? We dont need more suffering!!
My point is I as a sub suffer from my twisted desires besides, I cant do normal sex..so ...I dont know I just want to end my post with Mike Tyson quote:
I'll never be happy. I believe I'll die alone. I would want it that way. I've been a loner all my life with my secrets and my pain. I'm really lost, but I'm trying to find myself. I'm really a sad, pathetic case. My whole life has been a waste. I've been a failure. I just want to escape.
Thanks for letting me share
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