So i'm new here and I feel like this is going to sound really stupid but I hope at least one person will listen to me. I turned 18 this summer and I very seriously want to go missing. im a virgin and while to done that doesn't matter, it means I've never been far with a guy. I want someone who can dominate me and help me not hate life and myself. Its probably stupid but I can't help it. I'm just really sick of feeling useless.