So I've always considered myself straight. Growing up gay, bi, and trans was always a bit of taboo, so I never thought of even considering it. I got married to a beautiful woman which I love. However as the years have gone by im 30 btw, I have found myself atteacted to men a bit. First started watching trans porn then sime bi porn, then browsing personal ads. One night I got the courage to contact some one on a personal ad. He ended up sucking my cock, then nonths later I topped him. Years passed and I eventually found myself in a business trip, where I met a man and ended up getting sucked and fucking him, this time though this guy dangled his cock infront of me and I instinctively sucked it, I felt I was good at it. I only sucked it a bit as cum for some reason freaks me out. I know I can be good at this if I practice more and get over my cum phobia. I don't understand, I have a decent life, great career, loving family and hot kinky wife. But I still feel the urge to experiment with men, im to the point were I wanna suck cock and try to bottom.... Anyone have similar feelings or in the same situation? There is nothing wrong and in happy, just wanna know if anyone else feeling the same.
My situation as a straight man with not so straight urges. Anyone else?
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SparkyMark1961
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You say your wife is kinky. Mention to her your ideas of sucking a cock and see if she would want to watch and participate.
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I feel the same way . I love making love to my wife but something about a a big thick cock in my mouth turns me on .
After years of being on sites like this and reading thousands of posts and comments, I can assure you that there are many, many guys just like you. There are probably a lot more that want to suck cock but won't admit it to themselves.
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This could be any one of us. Welcome to the club.
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I completely agree... Many guys are in that same situation.
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Yes, just what he said. Be careful about talking to your wife, it's a very difficult conversation for her, too.
You need a ts/shemale. I took the jump and its great.
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Been dating the sissies for 3 years; love it! Now I am gonna be the girl on my next date! Wig, bra, panties, nylons, garters. I am so excited and will be such a cocksucking slut. I am gonna make him fuck me silly. This is SO much easier than dating a dame....
Been dating the sissies for 3 years; love it! Now I am gonna be the girl on my next date! Wig, bra, panties, nylons, garters. I am so excited and will be such a cocksucking slut. I am gonna make him fuck me silly. This is SO much easier than dating a dame....
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Same here, I would love to suck a big load of hot cum out of a cock and find out what it feels like to ride s hard cock
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Very nice, cum on down
When I brought it up, I just mentioned one time when I had spent the night in bed with another guy and we sucked each other off and on all night. She pretty much freaked out and refused to talk about it any more. A couple of weeks later, she decided she could talk about it and said she was going to chalk it up to youthful experimentation. I decided it was best to just keep the rest of my bi history to myself with her. Although a month or so later she did bring up that one of her friends told her that her husband said he wanted to try a blowjob from a guy to see if guys did it better. I felt that she was just testing to see what I said, so I was very non-commital about it while thinking that if I did, I'd suck his cock well enough that he'd come back for more.
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I had a fair amount of gay sex when I was young, and I enjoyed it. I can completely immerse myself in sucking a cock or topping a guy, or even being his slut bottom. I happen to believe that it's natural to desire gay sex, at least for some of us.
I'm married now, living a straight life. But I'll never forget the pleasure of gay sex. I often fantasize that my wife is a slim smaller guy, as she sucks me off or I fuck her from behind.
I'm sure I'm not alone in feeling this way. I'm somewhat frustrated, and wish I could have it both ways, but I don't see that happening any time soon. Most of my fantasies revolve around what could be, or what could have been with men.
I'm married now, living a straight life. But I'll never forget the pleasure of gay sex. I often fantasize that my wife is a slim smaller guy, as she sucks me off or I fuck her from behind.
I'm sure I'm not alone in feeling this way. I'm somewhat frustrated, and wish I could have it both ways, but I don't see that happening any time soon. Most of my fantasies revolve around what could be, or what could have been with men.
I feel the same way. I'm not attracted to men and I have no desire to kiss a man, but I have fantasies about sucking cock and being fucked. I don't know when it happened. Maybe it comes from watching porn and reading porn on literotica. I started with just straight porn , but over time I ventured into kinkier stuff - cuckold and bi. I got so that when I watched porn and got off I was looking more and more at the busty slut sucking cock ... but I wasn't thinking about her sucking my cock ... I was imagining myself in HER place ... thinking about being on my knees .. sucking that big hard juicy cock.
Do you think that you can condition yourself to be bi ? Can watching porn condition someone to crave sucking big cock and being fucked ? I know I seem to crave big cock ... I think it may have something to do with that I have a small cock myself .. and I've always felt a little bit submissive by nature.
Do you think that you can condition yourself to be bi ? Can watching porn condition someone to crave sucking big cock and being fucked ? I know I seem to crave big cock ... I think it may have something to do with that I have a small cock myself .. and I've always felt a little bit submissive by nature.
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I reckon what's happening is that all the social mores which condition us to be 100% straight are softening up. So more guys are finding permission within themselves to admit to their sexual interests.
Me, straight married man for 40 years to a good woman who has always adored giving me oral - and of course while I hugely enjoy being on the receiving end, there's a kind of envy of the pleasure she gets doing all that licking and sucking and shoving her face on me!
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I think that humans are naturally wired for sex with either gender, but our modern society and enviroment guides us in our development towards be heterosexuals. Western society is finally getting away from that now although I missed out on a lot of cock because of it.
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Let me ask this question. Does anyone else have Jekyll and Hyde moments like I do? Meaning at times I am so horny that I would not only kiss a guy, suck his cock, but also bottom for him. When I am in this phase I think about it a WHOLE LOT. Then at other times I can go for a month and not hardly think about it. That is one reason that I could not live with another man, although at times things would be really HOT, other times I wouldn't want to touch him or him me.
Am I alone in this?
Am I alone in this?
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You are not alone
I'll second that!
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Not as far as I'm concerned.
