littleone77
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MasterPhoenix said:My biggest interest is the Kamakuria period.
Hey I know that one! Maybe tomorrow's test won't be bad!
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MasterPhoenix said:My biggest interest is the Kamakuria period.
littleone77 said:Hey I know that one! Maybe tomorrow's test won't be bad!
the captians wench said:I'm having major fits!
My net at home is down and I don't know why. I'm jacking mom's now. But man am I having with draws, and I thought that trying to find time with my Love was hard before. *pout pout pout*
But I did get 45 mins on the phone with him yesterday.
ChromeCollar said:Hope you get it up and running soon CW. Missing you around here, miss Boobsqueezer too. Welcome to the thread Dulchan, nice to have you here.
MasterPhoenix said:I never said that subs were fragile, I said that subs need reassurance more than 'nilla people.
cookiecat said:In a vanilla real-life relationship, I've never needed a lot of reassurance...I've always been pretty confident that whoever I was with was happy to be with me!! (and I happy to be with him...)
However, as a newbie to all of this - being on-line is especially difficult and I find myself trying to read meaning in to every word since I can't see his physical reactions.
I've read through some other threads here discussing a sub's "neediness" - I hope I never come off as too needy, too whiney - too fixated on me me me because this is about serving, pleasing him....
So - as a new submissive exploring this life-style, I appreciate as much input, reassurance, communication as possible.
the captians wench said:And i think he does a good job at making me feel loved and as close to him as I possibly can be right now.
cookiecat said:the best feeling in the world when you're long distance, isn't it? good for you captain's wench!!
cookiecat said:In a vanilla real-life relationship, I've never needed a lot of reassurance...I've always been pretty confident that whoever I was with was happy to be with me!! (and I happy to be with him...)
However, as a newbie to all of this - being on-line is especially difficult and I find myself trying to read meaning in to every word since I can't see his physical reactions.
I've read through some other threads here discussing a sub's "neediness" - I hope I never come off as too needy, too whiney - too fixated on me me me because this is about serving, pleasing him....
So - as a new submissive exploring this life-style, I appreciate as much input, reassurance, communication as possible.
BeBe81 said:Well, you have put exactly how I am feeling right now in words. I do miss my Master very much at times and I'm still deciding is that okay to let him know how much I do without coming off "needy".
The last thing in the world I want is to be called "irrational", but the way I feel about my Master is so very strong compared to any 'nilla relationship. I always as well never felt those issues w/ 'nilla relationships.... maybe because Master evokes emotion in myself that no one else ever has?
He is truly a kind Master and I think he would understand, but I don't want to become defined as "needy".... Also, I want nothing more than to please him...
I'm feeling a little confused/scared and would appreciate any advice for a novice as myself....
*hugs*
lil_slave_rose said:letting Him know how you feel, is not considered 'needy' the reason you never felt this way in a 'nilla' relationship is because you give up yourself A LOT more in this type of relationship, as Master said, you do become more vulnerable. communication is key, and your Sir needs to know how you are feeling every step of the way, so no, in my opinion of course, you wouldn't be considered 'needy' for telling Him how much you miss Him, etc...
BeBe81 said:Well, you have put exactly how I am feeling right now in words. I do miss my Master very much at times and I'm still deciding is that okay to let him know how much I do without coming off "needy".
The last thing in the world I want is to be called "irrational", but the way I feel about my Master is so very strong compared to any 'nilla relationship. I always as well never felt those issues w/ 'nilla relationships.... maybe because Master evokes emotion in myself that no one else ever has?
He is truly a kind Master and I think he would understand, but I don't want to become defined as "needy".... Also, I want nothing more than to please him...
I'm feeling a little confused/scared and would appreciate any advice for a novice as myself....
*hugs*
BeBe81 said:Thank you very much.... you are quite right.... communication is the one true key we have to each other...
I just send him a small message about it. I wish to never not let Master know how I'm feeling, but I guess the fear of being considered "needy" was casting a shadow on my thoughts.
Once again thank you!
ChromeCollar said:I think the whole need issue is a case specific scenario. I do not agree that submissives feel a stronger need for their Masters than a regular non D/s relationship couple might feel. I think it revolves around the general depth of your feeling for the person in general. I have had relationships that did not involve D/s or BDSM in any fashion and I felt the need for close contact, positive reassurance, etc etc. That was not the submissive coming out in me. That was just me being in love and wanting to be around someone all the time.
I wonder if people just associate this "needy" attitude with D/s because they have not had the depth of feeling for someone in a non D/s type relationship so they can not relate? As for your post BeBe, if you want to please him I think you should be completely open and honest with him about how you feel. Let him guide you from there, and you should not worry about becoming to needy. I am sure he will reassure you and assuage your fears.
myinnerslut said:im needy. i know i am. i consantly crave reassurance that what im doing is pleasing him, making him happy, making him smile. i love him, and i am afraid i come on too strong sometimes. Sir has assured me several times that he loves me, that i am his, and that i shouldnt worry so much but i cant help it. having my new mantra has helped in the past day or so and i hop it continues to.
BeBe81 said:I must consider that thought. I have had several 'nilla relationships in which I would have described my emotion as love, but reflecting of that and the emotions I feel for my Master are quite different. I do know if I am for the first time feeling "love" or what, but it is much more than I have ever felt before. So, I suppose that would in fact cause a confusion in my mind.
So, I will focus on this "food" for thought for a bit and decide.
Thank you for your thoughts.
lil_slave_rose said:i think the 'worry' is a big part of our submissive nature. i worry all the time, about the smallest things. it's just who i am Master is at work today, and i'm missing Him terribly. i text messaged Him to tell Him just that. i don't know why some days are so much harder than others *sighs* but in 43 days, He'll be here!
BeBe81 said:Oh... yay!
I worry constantly about the most insufficient things sometimes.... *rubs forehead* I am not alone.
littleone77 said:Hmmm....first the word choice of fragile and now needy. I will admitt to being fragile but the term needy bothers me. Perhaps it is because whenever I think of needy I see this Hollywood blonde with long pink nails whinning. I am most def. not that.
As a teenager I realized that I needed more care and reassurance in a relationship than most. I also realized that I needed an older partner one who would understand, guide and try to 'fix' my negative thinking of myself. In short I need the abilty to stop being 'strong' and let go, just be who I am. Just because I know what I need doesn't make me needy. And not once has Daddy said that about me...in fact he has to remind me that it is Okay to let go and let Him take control.
"...I am not a bother, I am Loved..."
lil_slave_rose said:i definantly am not the 'hollywood blonde with long pink nails whining' either, but i am needy, in that i NEED Master's constant re-assurance to me. i NEED to know i'm pleasing Him always. i NEED to feel His arms around me. i need alot of things so yea i see myself as needy, do my needs/wants get in the way of His? No way!
You are not alone, I too worry about the smallest of things, and sometimes i find all kinds of emotions are running around in my head. But my Master always manages to reassure me.BeBe81 said:Oh... yay!
I worry constantly about the most insufficient things sometimes.... *rubs forehead* I am not alone.
littleone77 said:Exactly! Once again well said.
Its interesting the differences and similiarities between a D/s relationship and a DaddyDom/s relationship. Both are simply heaven I think