Hi, I'm new here. I'm an online sub. I'd love to hear from other subs and also Doms/Dommes about the below. I'm really struggling tonight.
If you are used to hearing from your online Dom every day, and one day you don't, how do you stop it destroying your world? I mean, how do you stop feeling devastated and scared that you've done something wrong, and compulsively checking your messages every 2mins only to get a choking sadness and feeling of panic? Is my Dom punishing me? Is He just busy?
If He's ignoring me as punishment, it's working, it's the worst feeling I know. Or is it an obvious red flag that he's losing interest, or has found a new sub?
He requires that I email him several times a day at certain times, which I do, but after around 36+ hours now, I'm feeling a bit awkward/resentful/sad?
I appreciate he may have had some kind of urgent RL situ and might not have email access as a result, but it's not the first time it's happened. I'm not sure I can sustain being a good sub for Him without feedback, even if he just writes a 1 line message and says he's too busy for me at a particular time.
If you are used to hearing from your online Dom every day, and one day you don't, how do you stop it destroying your world? I mean, how do you stop feeling devastated and scared that you've done something wrong, and compulsively checking your messages every 2mins only to get a choking sadness and feeling of panic? Is my Dom punishing me? Is He just busy?
If He's ignoring me as punishment, it's working, it's the worst feeling I know. Or is it an obvious red flag that he's losing interest, or has found a new sub?
He requires that I email him several times a day at certain times, which I do, but after around 36+ hours now, I'm feeling a bit awkward/resentful/sad?
I appreciate he may have had some kind of urgent RL situ and might not have email access as a result, but it's not the first time it's happened. I'm not sure I can sustain being a good sub for Him without feedback, even if he just writes a 1 line message and says he's too busy for me at a particular time.