There once was a girl I happened to know,
Who surprised me with her willingness to go
to the building next door,
she had the keys (Score!),
where she introduced to my first blow.
The last time
he held me in his mouth
carefully like ice cream
he wanted to
melt but only as slowly
imaginable, refused to
swallow until I was his
drink.
Family reunions are a little clumsy
There's an excitement that
comes from finally seeing
people you care about in the flesh,
as opposed to photos or maybe
videos--the occasional Skype chat, even
but it soon winds down into
an awkward sort of feeling as you try
to rediscover how everyone fits
together with one another,
and how they don't.
Last time, I passed the time sitting and
drinking a screwdriver slowly from a tall glass
that obscured what was in it, but a cousin
picked up on it when she gave me a
hug and smooch that we both opened our mouths
a little more than cousins probably should,
sharing the sweet orange taste and the harsher bite
of the vodka until it slipped away and all I
was left with was the taste of her mouth,
which stirred me up to the point
that I had to go get a fresh drink to
settle myself back down again
It wasn't much of a silent night,
The evening echoed with jingling bells;
We were glad to answer, to the ringer's delight
it wasn't much of a silent night,
but dinner was nice, a welcome respite,
from humdrum fare--like cheese and shells.
It wasn't much of a silent night,
The evening echoed with jingling bells.
The moment hung in my
head, sitting just behind my
lids as I dozed with one of
our songs flowing over the
headphones,
Nostalgia has always been
the worst emotional state for me,
it screws with my seasonal
respiratory allergies something
terrible, but not as terrible
as allowing the thoughts to
finally go their way and just
dissipate into hazy
dreams,
memories as opposed to
recordings.
It begins in lines
that wriggle and roll,
lines that wind up
and down from other lines
that cross or not
lines broken or flat
out going nowhere
but back
on themselves.
Such a welter of lines
all colors too, black
green and blue plenty
of blue but just
a hot mess a mass
like a child's scribble
unless you pull back,
take a wider view
and see it's a map.
(Is it a treasure map? Aren't they all if you know where to look?)
Isn't every map
some kind of a book
of roads and rivers?
And don't forget tracks
or the people
who live on either side,
those who stay
and those who leave
insisting they'll never
come back.
Think of those lines,
of their power to bring
someone home
or take them away.
Maybe it's you
who is leaving.
Maybe not today but eventually
everyone gets in the weeds
so believe me
you're gonna need
that map.
Girl says I'm is cra-cra but loves her boo anyway.
Not too long ago we were quit.
She seen my new status, a selfie
of a look-a-like Kim twerking my junk.
With all her girls,Twittersphere blew up:
#boyyerintrouble
then my bae tweets, "get your hands off him,
he's my man!!! #kardashianfakeasshoe"
But my python still wants some
so I hack her, I know what she likes,
it's enhanced interrogation,
major bootie kissing, making her #OMG
rolled up together in a Polar Vortex.
Now there's some vine of the epic
XXX somewhere on Youtube,
armatures gone viral.
She's proud of that baby bump.
But what she don't know, is good for me,
she's dumped. I found my wannabe Mylie,
she's the hottest bitch in this place
swagged in my shirts, already Blurred Lines.
I checked the coffee line and know that boy
didn't get home last night he was busy.
Still drunk, he wakes it up with sugared
caffeine and a smoke, sittin' out in the car.
It's a wonder he's still got a girl at home,
who stays up late and worries over that man
when he don't call and let her know. No shame -
it wasn't in a bar where he spent the night.
A man don't get that funk smudging up the air
all around his space at a bar and yet, he's going
to take that nasty left-over home to the girl
he'll lie to when she asks him to tell her straight;
and because she's scared and too proud to go
she'll listen and nod and try to believe.
Get close enough
to picture a train
on a track. Hear that
clatter? That steady
clack that announces
itself before a long
long train comes
whooshing by with a long
long load of passengers,
and freight, silver sleepers,
diners, the convivial club,
the swaying corridors
and hubs, public and private
cars roll on
humanity packed in boxes
hooked together at reckless
spaces in-between
where the night blows in.
Who watches a train roll deep
in the map and the night?
Maybe an owl,
a cop at a crossroads.
Maybe no one knows
that fading whistle
blows but a sideways moon,
grinning through the trees.
Words sometimes skip like stones across the surface of a limpid lake
each kiss makes rippling waves, the peaks and valleys that reverberate.
Or they can surf like a leaf fallen from a weeping willow,
connecting all points between here and there.
They can whisper like feathers across skin warmed by an evening fire,
or a glass of brandy's liquid heat.
Convey love, banish doubt and fear.
Those words warm me from the inside out and outside in.
But when contempt scorches all in its path,
cuts swaths of ice, carves an abyss between you and I,
Do I distrust them and the love they bring?
If I forgive you and you forgive me,
is that bridge enough to walk across the fallow field, plowed under,
burned in the winter, awaiting seeds of love in spring?
Private rooms
for Duke and Lil Strays,
first-class air-conditioned
comfort for the band
is the instrument. 1936
and Duke has greatness
thrust upon him. He meets it
with a cool smile
a debonair air everything
is rolling baby
money music men
headed south
where Jim Crow
is a murderous monster,
but dollars talk louder
than hate and a train
is a talisman
on wheels.
Gimme green with cilantro
and lime and I'll dress it up
with plum tomatoes
and purple onion, splash salt
and earthy cumin then send
it out to dance
on crispy tortilla chips
and my tongue tip doin' salsa
shimmies and guacamole
mambo moves right down
where ass and legs meet
in an excitement twirling
me from shadow to light.