grdybiwife
Enhancer of reality
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One never knows how they will take to solitude until they experience it. Sure there’s always speculation but how can one be sure until the silence descends and the only voice to be heard comes from within. In a society driven by near constant contact, the idea of it seems a novel thing. But there are those who don’t mind the anonymity of a life alone, they crave it. They seek it out and embrace it.
Sombria Guerra was one such being. Father had laughed at her when she told him of her decision to leave the comforts of Home and assured her that when she was “done with her tantrum” he would welcome her back with open arms. “As I always have and always will,” he promised, intentionally reminding her of her past attempts. Her past failures. She spat at his feet, hefted her bag and stormed out of his office to a chorus of gasps from his advisors. Such blatant disrespect would not normally have been tolerated but Sombria was different.
He found her feral and naked, hiding in the barn of a long deserted farm in the old country. Perhaps two human generations ago, Sombria could never be sure of the time. She didn’t remember much of her life before Father found her and made her into a daughter of sorts. She couldn’t speak, reduced to her most primal by a Vampire who didn’t care to see her through the turn. Or the decency to drain her completely. Instead she was left to her own devices, for how long none could be sure, and since she couldn’t tell of her life before Father gave her a new one.
Most importantly, he gave her a name. Sombria, or darkling in his native Portuguese, for her near chocolate skin tone and generally surly demeanor. Guerra for her will to survive and propensity for violence. He taught her to speak, read, and write all the languages he was fluent, including the Ancient Tongue making her one of the few Turnlings who knew the tongue of the Old Ones. It was true, Father had given her a charmed life and all would have been well had she not come across her Maker. Of course she didn’t recall but he reminded her the gory details of her family’s demise The family she couldn’t remember. That didn’t stop her from launching herself at him and ripping his throat out with her bare hands. In a very expensive evening gown no less, right in the middle of one of Father’s clan galas. That night was the first time she ran away and she barely made it a week.
That was nearly 10 years ago, and almost a little more than half as many attempts. And to her they were far from failures. No matter how brief the sabbatical, she returned with a better understanding of what she would need to be completely free from Home. The first step, and the hardest, was to get off fresh blood. Life with Father had blinded her to her Vampiric reality. People weren’t always willing to just allow you to drink they’re blood, not matter how politely you asked. The bagged stuff had been a novelty then, now it was her sole source of nourishment. That was what brought her home that last time. Father had cut off her supply after she had been gone for some months, now she had her own source. Plus a job and a tiny basement apartment in a sort of shady apartment complex on the fringes of the city.
It wasn’t much, barely a studio but it was hers. Truly hers, when she saw it she glamoured the manager into renting it to her exclusively for the foreseeable future. A ratty sofa that had been there when she moved in, a desk and folding chair were her only furniture. The walls were bare and the only appliance that worked in the kitchenette was the refrigerator. The only appliance she needed. Out of spite Sombria only took her prized possessions when she left. Her shoes and her guitar, the rest she left for the little whores who coveted her position in Father’s favor. She had no use for the expensive gowns and jewels. There were no galas in the real world and she was happy for it. Content to sit within her four walls and strum away.
Which is exactly what she was up to at the moment. Her thick hair was loose, looking like a jet black lion’s mane around her head. It wasn’t kinky enough to make an afro but it took some effort to get it to lay down straight so since being on her own Sombria had taken to wearing it as it was. Wild, like her. She didn’t bother getting dressed, sitting Indian style on the sofa with her guitar in lap in a simple white tank top and black boyshorts as she sang her favorite song. “Redemption Song”. The first song she ever learned and she played it every day at least once. Sometimes she simply played the chords over and over again, allowing the melody to soothe her. Other times she added her own verses but they never stood against the original.
Just as she made her way to the second chorus, the hairs on the back of her neck raised. She tried to ignore it, to play through it, but she knew she couldn’t. Reluctantly she lay her guitar down in its spot on the sofa and got up. By then there were heavy footsteps above and her body tensed with every report. Then came the music, loud and aggressive, and it covered the sounds of footfalls but it did nothing to lessen her unease. In the blink of an eye, Sombria got herself dressed and ready for work. She peeked out of her only window and smiled at the setting sun.
“Well that’s my cue,” she mumbled to herself as she headed up her stairs.
Sombria Guerra was one such being. Father had laughed at her when she told him of her decision to leave the comforts of Home and assured her that when she was “done with her tantrum” he would welcome her back with open arms. “As I always have and always will,” he promised, intentionally reminding her of her past attempts. Her past failures. She spat at his feet, hefted her bag and stormed out of his office to a chorus of gasps from his advisors. Such blatant disrespect would not normally have been tolerated but Sombria was different.
He found her feral and naked, hiding in the barn of a long deserted farm in the old country. Perhaps two human generations ago, Sombria could never be sure of the time. She didn’t remember much of her life before Father found her and made her into a daughter of sorts. She couldn’t speak, reduced to her most primal by a Vampire who didn’t care to see her through the turn. Or the decency to drain her completely. Instead she was left to her own devices, for how long none could be sure, and since she couldn’t tell of her life before Father gave her a new one.
Most importantly, he gave her a name. Sombria, or darkling in his native Portuguese, for her near chocolate skin tone and generally surly demeanor. Guerra for her will to survive and propensity for violence. He taught her to speak, read, and write all the languages he was fluent, including the Ancient Tongue making her one of the few Turnlings who knew the tongue of the Old Ones. It was true, Father had given her a charmed life and all would have been well had she not come across her Maker. Of course she didn’t recall but he reminded her the gory details of her family’s demise The family she couldn’t remember. That didn’t stop her from launching herself at him and ripping his throat out with her bare hands. In a very expensive evening gown no less, right in the middle of one of Father’s clan galas. That night was the first time she ran away and she barely made it a week.
That was nearly 10 years ago, and almost a little more than half as many attempts. And to her they were far from failures. No matter how brief the sabbatical, she returned with a better understanding of what she would need to be completely free from Home. The first step, and the hardest, was to get off fresh blood. Life with Father had blinded her to her Vampiric reality. People weren’t always willing to just allow you to drink they’re blood, not matter how politely you asked. The bagged stuff had been a novelty then, now it was her sole source of nourishment. That was what brought her home that last time. Father had cut off her supply after she had been gone for some months, now she had her own source. Plus a job and a tiny basement apartment in a sort of shady apartment complex on the fringes of the city.
It wasn’t much, barely a studio but it was hers. Truly hers, when she saw it she glamoured the manager into renting it to her exclusively for the foreseeable future. A ratty sofa that had been there when she moved in, a desk and folding chair were her only furniture. The walls were bare and the only appliance that worked in the kitchenette was the refrigerator. The only appliance she needed. Out of spite Sombria only took her prized possessions when she left. Her shoes and her guitar, the rest she left for the little whores who coveted her position in Father’s favor. She had no use for the expensive gowns and jewels. There were no galas in the real world and she was happy for it. Content to sit within her four walls and strum away.
Which is exactly what she was up to at the moment. Her thick hair was loose, looking like a jet black lion’s mane around her head. It wasn’t kinky enough to make an afro but it took some effort to get it to lay down straight so since being on her own Sombria had taken to wearing it as it was. Wild, like her. She didn’t bother getting dressed, sitting Indian style on the sofa with her guitar in lap in a simple white tank top and black boyshorts as she sang her favorite song. “Redemption Song”. The first song she ever learned and she played it every day at least once. Sometimes she simply played the chords over and over again, allowing the melody to soothe her. Other times she added her own verses but they never stood against the original.
Just as she made her way to the second chorus, the hairs on the back of her neck raised. She tried to ignore it, to play through it, but she knew she couldn’t. Reluctantly she lay her guitar down in its spot on the sofa and got up. By then there were heavy footsteps above and her body tensed with every report. Then came the music, loud and aggressive, and it covered the sounds of footfalls but it did nothing to lessen her unease. In the blink of an eye, Sombria got herself dressed and ready for work. She peeked out of her only window and smiled at the setting sun.
“Well that’s my cue,” she mumbled to herself as she headed up her stairs.