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Old 09-18-2017, 01:30 PM   #2976
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June 2017 - He seemed like he was losing weight and kind of not feeling well sort of sick.

July 2017 - Fell into a coma as they finally found 3 brain lesions from lymphoma and we all prayed for a miracle as they added chemo.

August 2017 - The doctors chins dropped and heads slowly shook back and forth.

September 2017 - He passed away after 7 days of hospice at home at the age of 33.

Everyday since we are all living with hearts that are heavy and crackled.

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So very sorry for your loss and your pain! *big hug* Many of us understand your loss but that can't help stop the pain.
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Old 09-18-2017, 01:45 PM   #2977
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Hi all...

This is cmslt2326 and I can not thank you enough for all the support here.

Recently I found a small lump and some swelling in my left breast (the one that previously had cancer in it). After several weeks and multiple tests I can tell you that the lump is benign and the swelling is a swollen milk duct. The doctors will continue to monitor it but feel that it is not serious. Yayyyy.

A minor little addition to this is that I recently passed out and fell giving myself a fairly severe concussion. The headaches are intense and the double vision, nausea and other side effects quite honestly are no fun. This thread has been such a lifesaver for me at times and again I can not thank you all enough...Lots of love.
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September 2017 - He passed away after 7 days of hospice at home at the age of 33.

Everyday since we are all living with hearts that are heavy and crackled.

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Far too young, far too quick. Wishing you peace.
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Old 09-18-2017, 10:31 PM   #2978
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Lymph node is swollen, getting a scan. Trying to think positive it isn't back
Me too, GA. Positive thoughts to you.

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always make me feel so much better. I laugh, cry, and take a deep breath all at the same time.
Thank you, I miss being around here.

cmslt2326 You're in my thoughts also
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I'm absolutely devastated to let you all know my Dad lost his fight.. He died peacefully in my arms at 2.45am 1st July..

I've never felt this sad, angry ( he was let down so bad)) empty in my life.. I just want to lock myself away.. I've never hurt like this before...

😢😢😢
I'm so sorry, Oldenburg. FYC. I wish that could take away the pain.

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Hi all...

This is cmslt2326 and I can not thank you enough for all the support here.

Recently I found a small lump and some swelling in my left breast (the one that previously had cancer in it). After several weeks and multiple tests I can tell you that the lump is benign and the swelling is a swollen milk duct. The doctors will continue to monitor it but feel that it is not serious. Yayyyy.

A minor little addition to this is that I recently passed out and fell giving myself a fairly severe concussion. The headaches are intense and the double vision, nausea and other side effects quite honestly are no fun. This thread has been such a lifesaver for me at times and again I can not thank you all enough...Lots of love.
I'm happy about your swollen duct, but a concussion isn't an upgrade. Hope you feel better soon.

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June 2017 - He seemed like he was losing weight and kind of not feeling well sort of sick.

July 2017 - Fell into a coma as they finally found 3 brain lesions from lymphoma and we all prayed for a miracle as they added chemo.

August 2017 - The doctors chins dropped and heads slowly shook back and forth.

September 2017 - He passed away after 7 days of hospice at home at the age of 33.

Everyday since we are all living with hearts that are heavy and crackled.

FYC
I'm so sorry. I hope you and your family can find a pebble of peace somewhere soon, and that it can grow, pebble by pebble.
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Old 09-22-2017, 05:56 AM   #2979
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
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Old 09-22-2017, 06:07 AM   #2980
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
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Old 09-22-2017, 06:50 AM   #2981
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
Oh cookie, my heart hurts so much for you right now and I wish there Were truly words of comfort. 😭 I'm only one message away if you need to talk. ❤ you!
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Old 09-22-2017, 09:04 AM   #2982
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
((()))

I have no words that can ease this pain. I can only say that I am holding sad feelings for you right now.

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Old 09-22-2017, 11:08 AM   #2983
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I'm so sorry, cookie.

Heartbreak is always proportional to one's love, and anyone who has even a passing acquaintance with you can see that your love is monumental.

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Old 09-22-2017, 11:28 AM   #2984
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There's never enough time, and seeing it coming doesn't make it any easier. The only small comfort is that you got to be there. Now, you put your head down and get through it, for him and for you. When all is settled, you, Far, me, and whoever else wants to, are going to get a burger from Mickey's. In the meantime, here if you need anything.

Fuck ALS.
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Old 09-22-2017, 11:40 AM   #2985
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
I'm so so sorry to hear this. My thoughts and prayers go out to you and all of your family. It's never easy to lose a loved one. Thinking of you in this difficult time.

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Old 09-22-2017, 11:56 AM   #2986
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
I'm so sorry for your loss.
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Old 09-22-2017, 01:48 PM   #2987
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Dearest Cookie...
Words fail me. Words are not enough.
Fuck ALS

May your heart find ease as you grieve. Your love for Mr Cookie has carried you through such a journey. A love few can imagine and is rare to experience.

((((((Cookie))))))
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Let me know if if can do anything at all for you.
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Old 09-22-2017, 02:29 PM   #2988
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Cookie, I just posted elsewhere before reading this here.

I said before your love is inspirational. Thank you for letting us be inspired by such a precious rare thing and letting us care for you too.

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Old 09-22-2017, 02:48 PM   #2989
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
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Old 09-22-2017, 02:53 PM   #2990
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
I am so very sorry for your loss! But I am also glad you had such a wonderful love!! *Big Hug*
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Old 09-22-2017, 03:35 PM   #2991
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
Hugs and love to you and your family, dear Cookiecat.

With whatever grace I have, I hope you receive a measure of it, somehow, through my well wishes and prayers and find some measure of peace and comfort.

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Old 09-23-2017, 01:16 AM   #2992
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS

All my love to you cookie. (((HUGS)))

I'm so sorry you have to feel this pain and loss. My heart breaks for you. At the same time, I hope you are able to find a little peace in the fact that he isn't suffering and trapped in a body that no longer worked for him.

Here if you need to talk. XO
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Old 09-23-2017, 01:57 AM   #2993
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Old 09-23-2017, 01:48 PM   #2994
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Old 09-24-2017, 02:28 PM   #2995
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A good friend of my wife has a young child who just finished his leukemia treatments (for the second time) after being cancer free for several years.

so yea, FUCK YOU cancer.....


::Hugs Cookie::
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Old 09-24-2017, 05:54 PM   #2996
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A good friend of my wife has a young child who just finished his leukemia treatments (for the second time) after being cancer free for several years.

so yea, FUCK YOU cancer.....


::Hugs Cookie::
Oh, Christ.

Hell yes FYC.

And a massive neon FYALS, too.
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Old 09-25-2017, 07:53 PM   #2997
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cookiecat & CiC
My heart aches for you both. Lighting a candle for healing and peace....
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Old 09-25-2017, 08:12 PM   #2998
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Mr. cookie and I were together five short years.

After almost 4 long years, my amazing, strong, kind, super smart husband died peacefully from ALS.

My heart is shattered. My brain tells me (and my heart knows) wherever he is, he is free from this wretched, wicked disease.

Fuck you, fuck you fuck you fuck you ALS
At times like these we are both lost for words. We've written so little to you but we feel your pain a lot. One of us comes to this thread now and then. Each time we leave with a heavy heart. No matter if it's a 33 year old, a three year old, or a 100 year old, it's difficult to watch them suffer. Be strong cookiecat.

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Cookie.
There's never enough time, and seeing it coming doesn't make it any easier. The only small comfort is that you got to be there. Now, you put your head down and get through it, for him and for you. When all is settled, you, Far, me, and whoever else wants to, are going to get a burger from Mickey's. In the meantime, here if you need anything.

Fuck ALS.
Wish we could go to Mickeys with you and shed a few tears.

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Dearest Cookie...
Words fail me. Words are not enough.
Fuck ALS

May your heart find ease as you grieve. Your love for Mr Cookie has carried you through such a journey. A love few can imagine and is rare to experience.

((((((Cookie))))))
💜💜💜💜💜💜💜

Let me know if if can do anything at all for you.
We copy the words of others because we can't find the proper words to say.

Why have I, an old old man beat cancer while others die? Fuck cancer!
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At times like these we are both lost for words. We've written so little to you but we feel your pain a lot. One of us comes to this thread now and then. Each time we leave with a heavy heart. No matter if it's a 33 year old, a three year old, or a 100 year old, it's difficult to watch them suffer. Be strong cookiecat.

Wish we could go to Mickeys with you and shed a few tears.

We copy the words of others because we can't find the proper words to say.

Why have I, an old old man beat cancer while others die? Fuck cancer!
Denny. Don't do that to yourself. Live as best you can and no guilt.
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