woman_inside
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Wow. I don't think I could ever go thru with that - I've had gay sex with strangers, including semi-publicly in a sort of sex club, but not outdoors like that.
So I've Decided to Suck a Cock
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Wow. I don't think I could ever go thru with that - I've had gay sex with strangers, including semi-publicly in a sort of sex club, but not outdoors like that.
charlie069
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Well done
I have thought about it for a long time. I joined squirt & Fabguys.com i even managed to meet 1 guy on fabguys. it was an outdoor meet in a rural rest area, early summer evening. we went in bushes but wern't very secluded really, i stroked his cock and he stroked mine but it was all too much and i came b4 he could suck me. i sort of got nervous and put my dick back in my pants and left. regret not sucking him maybe another time it will work out.
After many years of constant wondering, dreaming, and fantasizing, I have decided I am going to give a guy a blow job for the first time. I know this is not life changing for most of you out there, but for me it's a pretty big deal and I needed to go somewhere and let it all out.
I've been married for 10 years now to a wonderful girl who has no idea of my curiosity and things are going fine. This are things that I have wondered about since I was probably 17:
*) What is it like to give a blow job?
*) Could I commit to swallowing?
*) What if I kissed a guy?
*) What is it like to be fucked? literally
I don't know what it is but the thought of giving a blowjob always made me feel... kind of sexy. Like I could have that power and control of a guy. To feel his cock get hard and feel his cum shoot into my mouth.
I've thought about this for years, and I just had my birthday, and by golly - I'm gong to do it.
Since there's no one I can talk to about this I wanted to post this out into the universe and keep a log of my effort and experience as I look to give a blow job.
I have thought about it for a long time. I joined squirt & Fabguys.com i even managed to meet 1 guy on fabguys. it was an outdoor meet in a rural rest area, early summer evening. we went in bushes but wern't very secluded really, i stroked his cock and he stroked mine but it was all too much and i came b4 he could suck me. i sort of got nervous and put my dick back in my pants and left. regret not sucking him maybe another time it will work out.
Yes it does seem like an impossible situation, to find someone that is compatible. Especially when you live in a rural area, and want to be discrete, and are really particular, like I am. But I'm not going to stop looking. The urge to feel a cock in my mouth again is way too strong, to ever give up.
I have thought about this for years, but now that I have entered my fifties I really would like to suck a nice cock and have mine sucked by another man. I am not remotely interested in kissing another man but feel that there is something so enticing about a cock, maybe it's the thought of doing something which is so taboo.
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Hope it works out for you!!
charlie069
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Update from the OP
Ok....
I have an update (finally). I did it! It was weird and wonderful. Not what I thought, but somehow better. Definitely not a new lifestyle, but something that I can't wait to do again. I'll give the details below but I wanted to thank the LE community for your support over the past few months. Your private messages have been so positive and encouraging. I never expected to find a supportive community but here you are! I don't think I would have been able to do this without you all
Here it goes... after several attempts to connect with someone online along with many flake-outs, by me and some guys, an opportunity presented itself recently at a work conference. I was the only one there from my company and after the first day I realized that there was no possible connection to my private life.I met a guy there and we went out to dinner followed by drinks. Very business as usual at first but the conversation flowed to lesbians (naturally) and I said something about how it's interesting that women are able to experiment and it is generally found as erotic by guys but it's taboo for guys to try. I don't remember the details but the next thing I knew we were both admitting that we wondered what it would be like to give a blow job.
I felt my heart stop when I heard myself ask him if he wanted to go to my room... and he said yes.It was that easy. I never even said what for, he just went with me.
If we said anything during the walk from the bar or in the elevator I couldn't remember if you paid me.We got to my room and decided to keep the lights off and undress to our underwear. Got in bed and under the sheet. A few, "are you ok with this?" questions back and forth and I put my hand on his thigh. Thrilling!
He started to touch my leg but I was in full blown perv mode. I put my hand on his dick over his boxers and felt his rock hard cock. Holy shit! Felt so different than my own. I reached under the waistband and pulled off his boxers. There he was on his back and there I was on my knees between his. I couldn't have put it in my mouth any quicker. I sucked and stroked him as passionately as I ever had with anyone and heard myself begging him to cum in my mouth. He quickly did and I will confess that I got one blast then turned away. It was an odd sense of accomplishment and I can't stop thinking about the taste and texture.
After a minute or two he told me it was my turn and motioned to the chair in the room. He had me sit down and he took off my underwear. As he was going to his knees, he leaned in and gently kissed me on the lips. Weird! I must have set a record because I came intense and fast. Strangest thing is that the kiss felt "gayer" to me than licking his cock or when he came in my mouth.
We didn't really say too much after that. He picked up his stuff and left. The conference was over the next day. But I got his number!
This was my first experience with a man and I loved it.
Ok....
I have an update (finally). I did it! It was weird and wonderful. Not what I thought, but somehow better. Definitely not a new lifestyle, but something that I can't wait to do again. I'll give the details below but I wanted to thank the LE community for your support over the past few months. Your private messages have been so positive and encouraging. I never expected to find a supportive community but here you are! I don't think I would have been able to do this without you all
Here it goes... after several attempts to connect with someone online along with many flake-outs, by me and some guys, an opportunity presented itself recently at a work conference. I was the only one there from my company and after the first day I realized that there was no possible connection to my private life.I met a guy there and we went out to dinner followed by drinks. Very business as usual at first but the conversation flowed to lesbians (naturally) and I said something about how it's interesting that women are able to experiment and it is generally found as erotic by guys but it's taboo for guys to try. I don't remember the details but the next thing I knew we were both admitting that we wondered what it would be like to give a blow job.
I felt my heart stop when I heard myself ask him if he wanted to go to my room... and he said yes.It was that easy. I never even said what for, he just went with me.
If we said anything during the walk from the bar or in the elevator I couldn't remember if you paid me.We got to my room and decided to keep the lights off and undress to our underwear. Got in bed and under the sheet. A few, "are you ok with this?" questions back and forth and I put my hand on his thigh. Thrilling!
He started to touch my leg but I was in full blown perv mode. I put my hand on his dick over his boxers and felt his rock hard cock. Holy shit! Felt so different than my own. I reached under the waistband and pulled off his boxers. There he was on his back and there I was on my knees between his. I couldn't have put it in my mouth any quicker. I sucked and stroked him as passionately as I ever had with anyone and heard myself begging him to cum in my mouth. He quickly did and I will confess that I got one blast then turned away. It was an odd sense of accomplishment and I can't stop thinking about the taste and texture.
After a minute or two he told me it was my turn and motioned to the chair in the room. He had me sit down and he took off my underwear. As he was going to his knees, he leaned in and gently kissed me on the lips. Weird! I must have set a record because I came intense and fast. Strangest thing is that the kiss felt "gayer" to me than licking his cock or when he came in my mouth.
We didn't really say too much after that. He picked up his stuff and left. The conference was over the next day. But I got his number!
This was my first experience with a man and I loved it.
priapusone
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oh, I love sucking my first hard cock, it tasted so delish!
That is an awesome 1st time experience. You are a very lucky man. Congrats on finally having it happen and glad you updated the thread. I was worried there would be no update with the original posting date.
Again congrats!!
Archer69
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Very nice. I really enjoyed reading about your experience.
Chi_Guy_68
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I am in the same boat you were in when you started this thread. I'm straight, married, and curious about sucking cock. I have perused the ads on CL and chatted some on Lit. I also set up a Squirt profile and had some conversations, but haven't taken the plunge yet.
What happened with you is actually one of my fantasies- being out of town for work with no one there connected to me and I hook up with a like minded guy to have my first experience.
What happened with you is actually one of my fantasies- being out of town for work with no one there connected to me and I hook up with a like minded guy to have my first experience.
Jenna2641
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That does seem like a perfect scenario!
Jenna2641
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What a wonderful experience. Thank you for sharing it with us. I really appreciate hearing. Not just because it is such a turn on, but a fantasy to do myself! With my own twists, of course.
Thank you, once again! Keep having fun & play safe!
Hugs, Jenna
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Damn Lucky You!! I wish that would happen for me!!Ok....
I have an update (finally). I did it! It was weird and wonderful. Not what I thought, but somehow better. Definitely not a new lifestyle, but something that I can't wait to do again. I'll give the details below but I wanted to thank the LE community for your support over the past few months. Your private messages have been so positive and encouraging. I never expected to find a supportive community but here you are! I don't think I would have been able to do this without you all
Here it goes... after several attempts to connect with someone online along with many flake-outs, by me and some guys, an opportunity presented itself recently at a work conference. I was the only one there from my company and after the first day I realized that there was no possible connection to my private life.I met a guy there and we went out to dinner followed by drinks. Very business as usual at first but the conversation flowed to lesbians (naturally) and I said something about how it's interesting that women are able to experiment and it is generally found as erotic by guys but it's taboo for guys to try. I don't remember the details but the next thing I knew we were both admitting that we wondered what it would be like to give a blow job.
I felt my heart stop when I heard myself ask him if he wanted to go to my room... and he said yes.It was that easy. I never even said what for, he just went with me.
If we said anything during the walk from the bar or in the elevator I couldn't remember if you paid me.We got to my room and decided to keep the lights off and undress to our underwear. Got in bed and under the sheet. A few, "are you ok with this?" questions back and forth and I put my hand on his thigh. Thrilling!
He started to touch my leg but I was in full blown perv mode. I put my hand on his dick over his boxers and felt his rock hard cock. Holy shit! Felt so different than my own. I reached under the waistband and pulled off his boxers. There he was on his back and there I was on my knees between his. I couldn't have put it in my mouth any quicker. I sucked and stroked him as passionately as I ever had with anyone and heard myself begging him to cum in my mouth. He quickly did and I will confess that I got one blast then turned away. It was an odd sense of accomplishment and I can't stop thinking about the taste and texture.
After a minute or two he told me it was my turn and motioned to the chair in the room. He had me sit down and he took off my underwear. As he was going to his knees, he leaned in and gently kissed me on the lips. Weird! I must have set a record because I came intense and fast. Strangest thing is that the kiss felt "gayer" to me than licking his cock or when he came in my mouth.
We didn't really say too much after that. He picked up his stuff and left. The conference was over the next day. But I got his number!
This was my first experience with a man and I loved it.
When I first started sucking cock it took me a while to relax into it. It's no good sucking someone's cock if your all nervous and uptight. Let your mind center on the hard cock in front of your lips and let everything else fall away. There's nothing like tonguing a hot throbbing cock and then swallowing the semen, licking the last drops off of the shaft. It's truly, mind-blowingly hot.
Ok....
I have an update (finally). I did it! It was weird and wonderful. Not what I thought, but somehow better. Definitely not a new lifestyle, but something that I can't wait to do again. I'll give the details below but I wanted to thank the LE community for your support over the past few months. Your private messages have been so positive and encouraging. I never expected to find a supportive community but here you are! I don't think I would have been able to do this without you all
Here it goes... after several attempts to connect with someone online along with many flake-outs, by me and some guys, an opportunity presented itself recently at a work conference. I was the only one there from my company and after the first day I realized that there was no possible connection to my private life.I met a guy there and we went out to dinner followed by drinks. Very business as usual at first but the conversation flowed to lesbians (naturally) and I said something about how it's interesting that women are able to experiment and it is generally found as erotic by guys but it's taboo for guys to try. I don't remember the details but the next thing I knew we were both admitting that we wondered what it would be like to give a blow job.
I felt my heart stop when I heard myself ask him if he wanted to go to my room... and he said yes.It was that easy. I never even said what for, he just went with me.
If we said anything during the walk from the bar or in the elevator I couldn't remember if you paid me.We got to my room and decided to keep the lights off and undress to our underwear. Got in bed and under the sheet. A few, "are you ok with this?" questions back and forth and I put my hand on his thigh. Thrilling!
He started to touch my leg but I was in full blown perv mode. I put my hand on his dick over his boxers and felt his rock hard cock. Holy shit! Felt so different than my own. I reached under the waistband and pulled off his boxers. There he was on his back and there I was on my knees between his. I couldn't have put it in my mouth any quicker. I sucked and stroked him as passionately as I ever had with anyone and heard myself begging him to cum in my mouth. He quickly did and I will confess that I got one blast then turned away. It was an odd sense of accomplishment and I can't stop thinking about the taste and texture.
After a minute or two he told me it was my turn and motioned to the chair in the room. He had me sit down and he took off my underwear. As he was going to his knees, he leaned in and gently kissed me on the lips. Weird! I must have set a record because I came intense and fast. Strangest thing is that the kiss felt "gayer" to me than licking his cock or when he came in my mouth.
We didn't really say too much after that. He picked up his stuff and left. The conference was over the next day. But I got his number!
This was my first experience with a man and I loved it.
I hope to experience the same one day. It has been a burning desire for a VERY long time!!
tonycurinmass
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Same boat here, just haven't had the right opportunity to do it come by yet.
That pretty much explains why I've sucked just one cock.
badonkadoku
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Bumpity-bump
I had been ruminating on the 1st experience I had ever had, back when I was "18 and in the Xth grade," as a member on here so hilariously expressed it. I remember only that we pretty much just put each others' mouths on our dicks on a dare. I couldn't remember what it felt like to save my soul, and I despaired of ever having another experience that would 'reinforce' that sensory memory.
So miraculously, we reconnected through FB after having lost track of him for over 36 years, can it have been?? Like all BFF's, we pick up almost right where we left off, or at least though we had not had half life-time of experiences apart. And soon the conversations/chats turned to 'hey, I still remember what we did that summer' type stuff.
Cutting out some non-critical info, after a few months we finally got a chance to get together in the old stomping-grounds, during a week when my wife was away visiting her mother out of state.
The night before I drove up, we talked on the phone, which was weird, because there we were, 2 middle-aged guys with deep mature voices, who had last heard each other talking when we were high school freshmen! We talked a bit about what we used to do, and what we might do again... I was starting to freak & chicken out, as I knew I would with my suburban WASP guilt! I knew we wanted to stay BFF's and not screw that up with any awkwardness.We spent an afternoon together, him driving me around our hometown (I had long since moved away). He cooked a FABULOUS dinner, the wine was flowing, and soon it became bedtime... He had invited me to try some Cialis & bong hits, but I declined, because I wasn't sure what what the former would do to my heart, and that I might lose my job if I were randomly drug-tested... such a fucking chicken...
He had asked me to bring and wear my full kilt, which I obligingly did. Grants easy access when worn 'properly,' ahem... He began the exploration first, fondling me & gently sucking & licking... The guy had skills, I'll say that!!! (years of practice, apparently!)
The wine and the 2nd-hand pot smoke eventually helped me lose my inhibitions. Like I said, in the days/weeks leading up, I confess I was losing my resolve, being concerned about guilty conscience afterward. I was glad that, in the moment, I was able to realize that "you always regret what you don't do, more than what you do do." Whether that's really true or not, I don't know yet, as I'm not yet at the end of my life... I don't think I am, anyway, lol!
Oh my, he did have some mad skills, OMG!!! My toes were well curled!! My wife will maybe put her mouth on my cock once or twice a YEAR, out of perhaps 30-40 "dates." But the last time I actually came in her mouth was probably before we were married!! Apparently I'm too salty... I've tasted my own, but couldn't say I object quite so much! ;-) If I say we ended up doing more than I expected, I'm not talking about him toking up, but I *am* talking about the fact that I originally was hoping to get a chance to feel what a cock in my mouth is like. I know I didn't "finish the job", but as they say, "baby steps", lol.
So what did it feel like? Well, it's weird to say it, but he was literally squeaky clean! I mean, I knew he had been just getting out of the shower when I arrived that afternoon, and I certainly appreciate cleanliness. It was, as they say, soft & hard at the same time. He must have washed all his skin oils & musk away, because he didn't really have a taste as such, but I filled my mouth with as much of his 8" as I could! I remembered to lick around the corona and the 'v' under the piss-slit, fluttering my tongue a tiny bit. I hope there will be a next time!! When I went down on him, I was on his bed, and going at him from the side. I would think on my knees in front of him would feel psychologically rather different. And will I be able to bring myself to take his load in my mouth next time? Hmmm, smoker cum... not sure.
I had been ruminating on the 1st experience I had ever had, back when I was "18 and in the Xth grade," as a member on here so hilariously expressed it. I remember only that we pretty much just put each others' mouths on our dicks on a dare. I couldn't remember what it felt like to save my soul, and I despaired of ever having another experience that would 'reinforce' that sensory memory.
So miraculously, we reconnected through FB after having lost track of him for over 36 years, can it have been?? Like all BFF's, we pick up almost right where we left off, or at least though we had not had half life-time of experiences apart. And soon the conversations/chats turned to 'hey, I still remember what we did that summer' type stuff.
Cutting out some non-critical info, after a few months we finally got a chance to get together in the old stomping-grounds, during a week when my wife was away visiting her mother out of state.
The night before I drove up, we talked on the phone, which was weird, because there we were, 2 middle-aged guys with deep mature voices, who had last heard each other talking when we were high school freshmen! We talked a bit about what we used to do, and what we might do again... I was starting to freak & chicken out, as I knew I would with my suburban WASP guilt! I knew we wanted to stay BFF's and not screw that up with any awkwardness.We spent an afternoon together, him driving me around our hometown (I had long since moved away). He cooked a FABULOUS dinner, the wine was flowing, and soon it became bedtime... He had invited me to try some Cialis & bong hits, but I declined, because I wasn't sure what what the former would do to my heart, and that I might lose my job if I were randomly drug-tested... such a fucking chicken...
He had asked me to bring and wear my full kilt, which I obligingly did. Grants easy access when worn 'properly,' ahem... He began the exploration first, fondling me & gently sucking & licking... The guy had skills, I'll say that!!! (years of practice, apparently!)
The wine and the 2nd-hand pot smoke eventually helped me lose my inhibitions. Like I said, in the days/weeks leading up, I confess I was losing my resolve, being concerned about guilty conscience afterward. I was glad that, in the moment, I was able to realize that "you always regret what you don't do, more than what you do do." Whether that's really true or not, I don't know yet, as I'm not yet at the end of my life... I don't think I am, anyway, lol!
Oh my, he did have some mad skills, OMG!!! My toes were well curled!! My wife will maybe put her mouth on my cock once or twice a YEAR, out of perhaps 30-40 "dates." But the last time I actually came in her mouth was probably before we were married!! Apparently I'm too salty... I've tasted my own, but couldn't say I object quite so much! ;-) If I say we ended up doing more than I expected, I'm not talking about him toking up, but I *am* talking about the fact that I originally was hoping to get a chance to feel what a cock in my mouth is like. I know I didn't "finish the job", but as they say, "baby steps", lol.
So what did it feel like? Well, it's weird to say it, but he was literally squeaky clean! I mean, I knew he had been just getting out of the shower when I arrived that afternoon, and I certainly appreciate cleanliness. It was, as they say, soft & hard at the same time. He must have washed all his skin oils & musk away, because he didn't really have a taste as such, but I filled my mouth with as much of his 8" as I could! I remembered to lick around the corona and the 'v' under the piss-slit, fluttering my tongue a tiny bit. I hope there will be a next time!! When I went down on him, I was on his bed, and going at him from the side. I would think on my knees in front of him would feel psychologically rather different. And will I be able to bring myself to take his load in my mouth next time? Hmmm, smoker cum... not sure.
