Old 10-20-2017, 10:19 PM   #776
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Old 10-27-2017, 07:57 PM   #777
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Dearest but stupid boy!

Did you really think it solved all problems to take your own life?
Did you not bother to think how it would affect the entire family?
Did you bother to think how devastated your dad would be having gone through this shit before?
Did you bother to think how much your niece and nephews depend on you?
Why did you think that this was the only solution?
Why did you become so selfish? And when? You never have been.
Why didn't you think?
Why did you?
Why?

Stupid young man! You may be my only nephew but I've never treated you as less than my equal and never as a child. But you've hurt way too many people with your actions for me to think very kindly of you right now.

Love,

Aunt B

I can't say this shit anywhere else but x can take it. My tears won't stop and there's nowhere near enough alcohol in this house to dull the pain. So all I can do is wait for arrangements to be made by his parents so I can say goodbye.
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Old 10-27-2017, 08:22 PM   #778
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Gracie, love to you.
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Iím so so so sorry.
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Old 10-27-2017, 09:48 PM   #779
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Old 10-27-2017, 10:16 PM   #780
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Oh gracie -

What a shocking heartache.

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Old 10-27-2017, 10:25 PM   #781
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Dearest Gracie.

I am so sorry for your lost and heartbreak.
You know how to reach me.
Any time honey.

(((((Gracie))))))

My heart breaks for you and all those touched by his death.
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Old 10-27-2017, 10:35 PM   #782
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Iím so sorry Gracie, I wish there were satisfying answers to be had. But they rarely make sense even when you get them, and even still, it doesnít matter anyway. Losing a child to anything is senseless.

I hope you and the rest of the family can pull together and at least manage to find some measure of solidarity throughout this.
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Old 10-28-2017, 02:12 AM   #783
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For you, Gracie and your family.

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Old 10-28-2017, 08:50 AM   #784
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Thank you

I wish I had the strength to thank each of you individually for your kind thoughts. Please know I will, but later, when my thought processes can string more than a couple of sentences together again. Your much needed support has brought new tears.
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Old 10-28-2017, 03:30 PM   #785
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Old 10-28-2017, 07:03 PM   #786
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Old 10-28-2017, 07:53 PM   #787
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Unimaginable pain, for everyone. I'm so sorry.
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Old 10-28-2017, 11:47 PM   #788
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Dearest but stupid boy!

Did you really think it solved all problems to take your own life?
Did you not bother to think how it would affect the entire family?
Did you bother to think how devastated your dad would be having gone through this shit before?
Did you bother to think how much your niece and nephews depend on you?
Why did you think that this was the only solution?
Why did you become so selfish? And when? You never have been.
Why didn't you think?
Why did you?
Why?

Stupid young man! You may be my only nephew but I've never treated you as less than my equal and never as a child. But you've hurt way too many people with your actions for me to think very kindly of you right now.

Love,

Aunt B

I can't say this shit anywhere else but x can take it. My tears won't stop and there's nowhere near enough alcohol in this house to dull the pain. So all I can do is wait for arrangements to be made by his parents so I can say goodbye.
Damn! So sorry Gracie. I understand more than you know. (((HUGS)))
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Old 10-29-2017, 12:08 AM   #789
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Dearest but stupid boy!

Did you really think it solved all problems to take your own life?
Did you not bother to think how it would affect the entire family?
Did you bother to think how devastated your dad would be having gone through this shit before?
Did you bother to think how much your niece and nephews depend on you?
Why did you think that this was the only solution?
Why did you become so selfish? And when? You never have been.
Why didn't you think?
Why did you?
Why?

Stupid young man! You may be my only nephew but I've never treated you as less than my equal and never as a child. But you've hurt way too many people with your actions for me to think very kindly of you right now.

Love,

Aunt B

I can't say this shit anywhere else but x can take it. My tears won't stop and there's nowhere near enough alcohol in this house to dull the pain. So all I can do is wait for arrangements to be made by his parents so I can say goodbye.
I've been in your shoes, just recently. It's difficult to understand. we are here for you and your family. my deepest sympathies to you and your family,
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Old 10-29-2017, 11:01 AM   #790
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I am truly sorry

I have been on both sides of the equation. The side where i know everyone would be better off without me. And the side where i find the note. I wish i had the words to comfort you. I dont. But the tears i have at this moment are not from me reliving my experiences...but are for you having to go through yours.
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Old 10-30-2017, 01:57 AM   #791
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Old 11-02-2017, 05:19 PM   #792
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Not exactly the way I wanted to visit family. Is it wrong that I've started a list of all the food I miss that I want to eat while I'm there?

Flights are arranged and paid, car is reserved, hotel rooms reserved, time off acquired, catsitter hired. Still making lists of things I need to take.

WTH have i forgotten?

Oh yeah, feelings...

I'm still numb.

I kinda want to stay that way because next weekend is really going to suck and it doesn't help that the memorial is being held in a dry county. (Yay, Texas!)

Oh and just for the record...I am still angry with you!
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Old 11-03-2017, 12:10 PM   #793
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Dear x

Came across some nostalgia fuel related to you while putting decorations away. Not sure why I keep it. No fondness there at all.

Someday I'll get the chance to burn it.

EMDR therapy is supposed to make my memories of you feel less relevant. Looking forward to it.

It happened this time of year, so I suppose it's fitting to take at least a moment each year to be thankful that your pregnancy scare turned out to be a cancer scare. Never imagined I'd be thankful for anything to do with cancer.
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Old 11-03-2017, 12:58 PM   #794
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Dear x,

I cannot thank you enough for introducing me to MRA concepts by accusing me of being "one of those."

I miss you some days more than others, but I genuinely hope you are doing well.
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Old 11-03-2017, 01:12 PM   #795
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Dear X,
We haven't seen each other in over a decade. I never stopped paying attention, so I know you never moved on, just like I know we were just never in the right place together to have been more than we were. But, as the man said, if I could have saved up all the time absent from you, I'd spend it on you.
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Old 11-04-2017, 01:15 AM   #796
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Dear x

I asked for a sign and this morning, there you were.

Everything with you has always, always turned out ok.

With all my heart,

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Old 11-07-2017, 06:30 PM   #797
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Dear X

Why have you contacted me? And why now?
I thought it was well over and time has passed. Yet you havenít let go. Huh. I guess I will need to let you in on some home truths. Like itís over. I have moved on. I will not let myself go back ever. So I can then leave it to you to move on too.

I hope you learn how to be a better version of yourself. But that is your journey.
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Old 11-09-2017, 02:08 AM   #798
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Dear brain,

Just stop already.

The rest of me needs some peace.

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Old 11-09-2017, 09:27 AM   #799
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Dear X

Thank you. More than you know, thank you.

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