57 year old man 5’-11-3/4” tall, 173 w/ sandy hair and brown eyes.
I’ve only been had once when I was 17 after much teasing and foreplay by an older man, it was exciting, scary, intimidating and left me full of my own questions. I’ve now been married for 32 years and have got some feelings stirring again. Again I’m scarred but exilerated, excited and wondering about taking the next step
Will it be the same? Would I have the same guilt? Will it feel like in my dreams?
I want to spend an afternoon this time, in a Hyatt or that type hotel with showering, caressing, touching, exploring and talking. I would then like to give my first blow job then surrender to being entered missionary style (rear entry was the other time, he reached around and made me come).
Hopefully we could start all over again.
I don’t know how to go about this but look for guidance, insight, ideas and if your like me with “stirred up feelings again” please let me know how you dealt with them. I’ve put a lot of thought into this and a lot of tugging on a certain item, my feelings keep getting more intense.
Thanks far any help you can offer.
I’ve only been had once when I was 17 after much teasing and foreplay by an older man, it was exciting, scary, intimidating and left me full of my own questions. I’ve now been married for 32 years and have got some feelings stirring again. Again I’m scarred but exilerated, excited and wondering about taking the next step
Will it be the same? Would I have the same guilt? Will it feel like in my dreams?
I want to spend an afternoon this time, in a Hyatt or that type hotel with showering, caressing, touching, exploring and talking. I would then like to give my first blow job then surrender to being entered missionary style (rear entry was the other time, he reached around and made me come).
Hopefully we could start all over again.
I don’t know how to go about this but look for guidance, insight, ideas and if your like me with “stirred up feelings again” please let me know how you dealt with them. I’ve put a lot of thought into this and a lot of tugging on a certain item, my feelings keep getting more intense.
Thanks far any help you can offer.
