I have had since as long as I can remember, cravings to be taken along the path of dehumanization. I would like to find one or two articulate players to work on this with me in a long role play. The starting point would be a date with an attractive, dominant male who somehow, somehow senses that I am not into vanilla and he starts to give signals which turn me on incredibly. I am deeply attracted to his arrogant maleness. There follows heavy, strong humiliation, starting slowly and building up. He senses almost immediately my inner need and he moves me in the right direction, boldly and confidently. He is a sadist. And after a period where he gets me to confess my craving, he tells me he is really, really going to dehumanize me, fully and permanently. I am shocked, disgusted and turned on more than ever before in my whole life. I feel recognised for the first time in my life. And he does really turn me into his animal, a long journey. He is strong, subtle, intelligent and he gets what he decides he wants.
Interested? I am 34 years old, masochistic, have had experience with deep humiliation and I seek more.
I look forward to hearing from you.