fieryjen
Midnight Fairy
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2003
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I know it's maybe just cause I'm drunk.
But... damn it.
I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.
Yet from this one person, I feel overlooked.
And I need to stop it and get over it.
I feel awful just posting this, like an ungrateful little brat that needs to get over herself. I have nothing I should be complaining about, yet I do because I'm just that much of a petty egotistical bitch. It's getting me down when I should be above this. When did I turn into such an attention whore? I have no right, no right at all to be posting this, or to even be feeling like this.
I'm sorry for posting this.
But... damn it.
I feel weirdly overlooked, and I keep telling myself I'm just being idiotic because I haven't been overlooked at all, in fact, I received the best kind of attention possible, from so many lovely people. I should be thankful. very, very thankful. And I am.
Yet from this one person, I feel overlooked.
And I need to stop it and get over it.
I feel awful just posting this, like an ungrateful little brat that needs to get over herself. I have nothing I should be complaining about, yet I do because I'm just that much of a petty egotistical bitch. It's getting me down when I should be above this. When did I turn into such an attention whore? I have no right, no right at all to be posting this, or to even be feeling like this.
I'm sorry for posting this.