Thinkings, feelings and...doings ~ 2013

LT: Hmm. Scuttle's new av and sig. Hmm. chews lip

F: Nervous! First day in the new job today. Nervous but excited!

D: Running on pure adrenaline. Why is it I can never sleep the night before I need it...
 
LT: Hmm. Scuttle's new av and sig. Hmm. chews lip

F: Nervous! First day in the new job today. Nervous but excited!

D: Running on pure adrenaline. Why is it I can never sleep the night before I need it...

A pretty serp!!

I hope you're well and happy new year.

:rose:
 
LT: Hmm. Scuttle's new av and sig. Hmm. chews lip

F: Nervous! First day in the new job today. Nervous but excited!

D: Running on pure adrenaline. Why is it I can never sleep the night before I need it...

Ooooooooh new job! Hope the day went wonderfully well, beauty!
 
LT ~ Not how I wanted to start the first day back at work...but things definitely got better.

Feeling ~ Tired, a little anxious and I don't know why which makes it worse! ( :confused: )...mainly fine.

Doing ~ Trying to make my brain focus enough to write a little.
 
Feeling: More than a little annoyed and conflicted. Liking the opportunity, hating the invisible strings that are attached.
Thinking: I don't want to start the year off allowing myself to be taken advantage of by so-called friends.
Doing: Building up the courage to say no.
 
LT ~ Not how I wanted to start the first day back at work...but things definitely got better.

Feeling ~ Tired, a little anxious and I don't know why which makes it worse! ( :confused: )...mainly fine.

Doing ~ Trying to make my brain focus enough to write a little.

*hugs tight*
 
LT: Why is it so hot at 5:20am?! Oh great Zeus I need a cold shower.

F: Tired. Weirdly unwell.

D: Back to sleep???
 
Bah. I hate cold weather. Too cold to get out of bed most mornings. Feel like half of my day was wasted today.
 
Bah. I hate cold weather. Too cold to get out of bed most mornings. Feel like half of my day was wasted today.

But a lovely cosy bed on a cold morning is the greatest thing!

LT: Ideas ideas ideas for a thread!!

F: Tired! But it's a good tired.

D: Getting ready for the last run of the night.
 
LT ~ An evening without internet...damn, I'd forgotten how frustrating it can be. And worrying how much we rely on it. Thank goodness for the late night engineer dude who appeared to fix it just now.

Feeling ~ Relieved I can finally finish my invoicing.

Doing ~ Reading a delicious post from a devilishly talented man. :eek:
 
But a lovely cosy bed on a cold morning is the greatest thing!

LT: Ideas ideas ideas for a thread!!

F: Tired! But it's a good tired.

D: Getting ready for the last run of the night.

That's the problem, though. The warm bed is glorious. Leaving it is painful.
 
LT ~ An evening without internet...damn, I'd forgotten how frustrating it can be. And worrying how much we rely on it. Thank goodness for the late night engineer dude who appeared to fix it just now.

Feeling ~ Relieved I can finally finish my invoicing.

Doing ~ Reading a delicious post from a devilishly talented man. :eek:

Grins.

Glad that you enjoyed that, beautiful.

Leaves a kiss.
 
LT: Fuck this shit. New year, brand fucking new me.

Feeling: Grateful for the dose of clarity and reality I got today. Like a veil has been lifted.

Doing: Forging a new path ahead.
 
Grins.

Glad that you enjoyed that, beautiful.

Leaves a kiss.

Of course I did

kisses back with a grin of her own

LT: Fuck this shit. New year, brand fucking new me.

Feeling: Grateful for the dose of clarity and reality I got today. Like a veil has been lifted.

Doing: Forging a new path ahead.

leaves many extra strength hugs for a lovely one

LT ~ TFIF!!

Feeling ~ Rather tired and ready for the weekend.

Doing ~ Trying to wake up.
 
Doing: Still reflexively smiling, nodding, raising my eyebrows in polite interest as I lay here, eyes closed in the dark.

Feeling: A bit ragged, inside and out. Ready to kiss my boy.

Thinking: Sleep, any fucking time now, would be fantastic, brain. Kthxbye.
 
Doing --- booked a hotel for next year's ALA and wandering the internet.

Thinking --- It's been a shitty weekend, but I pulled my attitude out of the muck and decided today would be good. It was.

Thinking -- Writing is back on the plate now that my part-time job has come to an end.
 
Thinking: I would much rather go back to bed, thank you. And I so need my day off.

Feeling: Rough. The 'hit by a bus' feeling is somewhat lessened, but a small fire has settled in my throat.

Doing: Lozenges. Getting ready for work. Looking forward to finishing.
 
And to add to the trend of tired posters, I've not slept in 36 hours. Why did you leave those essays to the last second, me? Why?

Stares morosely outside at the drunken couple getting off in the rain, whilst eating a strawberry yoghurt.
 
Doing: Still reflexively smiling, nodding, raising my eyebrows in polite interest as I lay here, eyes closed in the dark.

Feeling: A bit ragged, inside and out. Ready to kiss my boy.

Thinking: Sleep, any fucking time now, would be fantastic, brain. Kthxbye.

*kisses cheeks softly and hugs tight*
 
Doing: Still reflexively smiling, nodding, raising my eyebrows in polite interest as I lay here, eyes closed in the dark.

Feeling: A bit ragged, inside and out. Ready to kiss my boy.

Thinking: Sleep, any fucking time now, would be fantastic, brain. Kthxbye.

Thinking about Alice. Open ears, open arms. Miss you.
 
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