cheatingwife
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Center of Attention: Answers
I hear from three groups of readers.
The first and probably the largest number of readers are happy the experiences that I have shared with them. I read about how pleased they are with my cheating in many private e-mails. This is also the group that seems most interested in sleeping with me.
The second group gives me mixed reviews as an author, but suggests that I am lying about the things I have done. Some suggesting that everything I have written is complete fiction. Some even suggest that I am not even female.
The final group and by far the most emotional are furiously angry with me about my adultery; some are even going so far as to write that I should be killed. Many in this group question how I “live with myself”, suggest I don’t love my husband, and urge me to divorce him.
In this non-erotic posting I will address all three groups. I will write openly and honestly and will permit comments. However, I will not respond to the comments beyond what I write in this posting.
To the readers who like me
Thank you for your encouragement. I have only told a few girlfriends about everything I have done and I was scared to tell the world. I am, however, glad that I have told all of you (even if I told you anonymously). I have some bad news, I have a few more memorable experiences to tell and then I am out of exciting things to tell you. Although I have about a half dozen make out sessions with Jeff (all oral sex) and dozens of morning fuck sessions with Russell, they run together in my memory and writing about all them would quickly become mundane. Also, I am not cheating anymore, so there are no new memories to tell about. Soon I will be done writing.
To the readers who don’t believe me
I guess I will try to rebuff the most some of the challenges experience by experience.
Center of Attention: First Time
• A critic stated that no nurse would ever have bare back sex. I have a latex allergy, so I needed to avoid normal latex condoms. I now know that latex free condoms are available, but I had seen Russell’s medical file and knew he was clean. I bet I am not the only one reading this that has taken a chance and had unprotected sex.
• A critic stated that no healthcare provider would have sex with a patient. Well it is unethical, it got me fired, and I almost lost my license. However, breaking your marriage vows is also unethical and I, along with tens of millions of others, have broken them.
• A critic stated that no one that loves a spouse could ever cheat. I think many people who cheat are swept up in the infatuation of a new lover, I know I was, and don’t stop and think about their spouse until it is too late to stop. There was about a year when I was in love with Russell that I stopped loving my husband, but that did not mean that I wanted all the disruption for my family that a divorce would cause.
Center of Attention: Many Years Ago
• In the comments left by readers, Jeff, the guy I had the fling with, responded to my story. Now the chances of him finding the story randomly are astronomically small, so I initially did not believe that this was Jeff. I assumed that someone hacked into my computer (I have no that means) and determined my name and my location. I now know that a friend I shared the story with, told a friend that Jeff and I used to work with, and she showed the story to him.
• This experience also has fundamental problem that good fiction would not have. Jeff never cums. I wrote it that way because that is the way it happened. It would have been much sexier to say that “as I deep throated his massive cock, it exploded in my throat shooting load after load down my throat, then in my mouth and finally on my face and tits as I tried to escape the torrent of cum!” Throughout my experiences the typical sexy things that occur in fiction are replaced with the more mundane details of reality.
Center of Attention: A Wild Afternoon
• This story has a few exaggerations. I think I described climaxing more than I climaxed in real life. I also think that I wrote that Jeff came with more power and volume than he did in real life (though I do remember that he came a lot).
Center of Attention: Getting Caught
• A critic stated that it would be impossible for me to balance the stress of being in and affair and maintaining a family life. It was exceptionally stressful, probably not as stressful with Jeff as it later was with Russell, because my husband and I did not have kids yet. It is terribly stressful, but as most cheaters know you simply get overwhelmed with the desire to be with your lover and for brief periods of time nothing else matters.
Center of Attention: Today
• A critic stated that no medical professional would simply give a onetime BJ to a fellow worker. Anyone who as ever worked in a hospital knows that there is more fucking around going on there than on Sorority Row at the University of Miami. I bet I have heard of ten times that some nurse snuck off to blow a Doctor. It is common, not uncommon.
• If I was writing fiction, I would not be fantasizing about a penis as small as Dr Ryan’s.
Center of Attention: Terrible Things
• More people accused this of being fake than any other experience I related. I suspect that people don’t believe that I could be so cruel. Remember two things, first I thought my husband would never find out, so this would never hurt him; second I was selfishly thinking only of myself. An affair is always about putting your own desires above the health of everyone else in your family, this is no different.
• One critic said that the situation left my husband’s truck at the clinic and therefore could not be true. It was our plan all along to leave truck until Sunday and return to pick it up then.
• One critic said that a vasectomy was painless and would not require a man to stay in bed for the day. I wish I could get a show of hands from the men that got a vasectomy and spent the next 24 hours in bed. Most hands would be up.
• Two critics challenged my gender after reading this experience. I don’t know how to respond to this. I have submitted a sexy picture that clearly shows I am a woman, but it has not yet been posted to my Biography. Of course, you could say that this picture is something I stole off of the web. It isn’t.
• One critic commented that I was unemployed and yet had an office Christmas party. I simply had started my new job by Christmas. Sorry I wasn’t clear about that.
• Several critics accused me of being mentally ill. I do take two antidepressants, so although the accusation is meant to demean, it is technically true.
Readers who hate me
• I believe that men read the “Loving Wives” section for one of two reasons. The first is that they secretly have fantasies of their wives screwing around with other men. The second is that they have had a wife or a girlfriend cheat on them and they want to understand what it was like for them. This second group of men while wanting to understand what their wives experienced; retain a deep rage for all women who cheat. This rage is directly at me because I am a surrogate for their rage that they can’t direct at their wife or ex-wife. Either because they have to keep the peace to stay married or their ex-wife is no longer around to be angry at.
• Many of you state that no husband would stay with me after what I did to him. My husband did stay with me after catching six separate times involved with three different men. Let me say that these affairs have been harder on him that any other thing I ever saw him endure. They destroyed his self worth, destroyed his faith in me as a wife, and have badly damaged his faith in God. I believe that he has stayed with me for two reasons. The first is that for him no other woman can measure up to me (he admires everything about me except the self centered cheating). I believe that if he left me he would find a different woman to worship, but he doesn’t. The second is that he is an exceptionally good father and is willing to endure personal hardship to provide emotionally stability for his daughters. I greatly admire this quality trait in him.
• Many of you believe that I won’t stop cheating. You are not alone. My husband also believes that I will cheat again and he believes that he will not leave me if it happens. I believe that I am done cheating, it is simply too painful for all involved. I am writing these experiences as a way to relive the thrills, so that I don’t cheat again.
That is all I have to say about that. I promise the next release will be sexier.
Cheating Wife
PS This was written by me and not proof read by anyone, it is late, I am tired, and I am posting it anyway.
I hear from three groups of readers.
The first and probably the largest number of readers are happy the experiences that I have shared with them. I read about how pleased they are with my cheating in many private e-mails. This is also the group that seems most interested in sleeping with me.
The second group gives me mixed reviews as an author, but suggests that I am lying about the things I have done. Some suggesting that everything I have written is complete fiction. Some even suggest that I am not even female.
The final group and by far the most emotional are furiously angry with me about my adultery; some are even going so far as to write that I should be killed. Many in this group question how I “live with myself”, suggest I don’t love my husband, and urge me to divorce him.
In this non-erotic posting I will address all three groups. I will write openly and honestly and will permit comments. However, I will not respond to the comments beyond what I write in this posting.
To the readers who like me
Thank you for your encouragement. I have only told a few girlfriends about everything I have done and I was scared to tell the world. I am, however, glad that I have told all of you (even if I told you anonymously). I have some bad news, I have a few more memorable experiences to tell and then I am out of exciting things to tell you. Although I have about a half dozen make out sessions with Jeff (all oral sex) and dozens of morning fuck sessions with Russell, they run together in my memory and writing about all them would quickly become mundane. Also, I am not cheating anymore, so there are no new memories to tell about. Soon I will be done writing.
To the readers who don’t believe me
I guess I will try to rebuff the most some of the challenges experience by experience.
Center of Attention: First Time
• A critic stated that no nurse would ever have bare back sex. I have a latex allergy, so I needed to avoid normal latex condoms. I now know that latex free condoms are available, but I had seen Russell’s medical file and knew he was clean. I bet I am not the only one reading this that has taken a chance and had unprotected sex.
• A critic stated that no healthcare provider would have sex with a patient. Well it is unethical, it got me fired, and I almost lost my license. However, breaking your marriage vows is also unethical and I, along with tens of millions of others, have broken them.
• A critic stated that no one that loves a spouse could ever cheat. I think many people who cheat are swept up in the infatuation of a new lover, I know I was, and don’t stop and think about their spouse until it is too late to stop. There was about a year when I was in love with Russell that I stopped loving my husband, but that did not mean that I wanted all the disruption for my family that a divorce would cause.
Center of Attention: Many Years Ago
• In the comments left by readers, Jeff, the guy I had the fling with, responded to my story. Now the chances of him finding the story randomly are astronomically small, so I initially did not believe that this was Jeff. I assumed that someone hacked into my computer (I have no that means) and determined my name and my location. I now know that a friend I shared the story with, told a friend that Jeff and I used to work with, and she showed the story to him.
• This experience also has fundamental problem that good fiction would not have. Jeff never cums. I wrote it that way because that is the way it happened. It would have been much sexier to say that “as I deep throated his massive cock, it exploded in my throat shooting load after load down my throat, then in my mouth and finally on my face and tits as I tried to escape the torrent of cum!” Throughout my experiences the typical sexy things that occur in fiction are replaced with the more mundane details of reality.
Center of Attention: A Wild Afternoon
• This story has a few exaggerations. I think I described climaxing more than I climaxed in real life. I also think that I wrote that Jeff came with more power and volume than he did in real life (though I do remember that he came a lot).
Center of Attention: Getting Caught
• A critic stated that it would be impossible for me to balance the stress of being in and affair and maintaining a family life. It was exceptionally stressful, probably not as stressful with Jeff as it later was with Russell, because my husband and I did not have kids yet. It is terribly stressful, but as most cheaters know you simply get overwhelmed with the desire to be with your lover and for brief periods of time nothing else matters.
Center of Attention: Today
• A critic stated that no medical professional would simply give a onetime BJ to a fellow worker. Anyone who as ever worked in a hospital knows that there is more fucking around going on there than on Sorority Row at the University of Miami. I bet I have heard of ten times that some nurse snuck off to blow a Doctor. It is common, not uncommon.
• If I was writing fiction, I would not be fantasizing about a penis as small as Dr Ryan’s.
Center of Attention: Terrible Things
• More people accused this of being fake than any other experience I related. I suspect that people don’t believe that I could be so cruel. Remember two things, first I thought my husband would never find out, so this would never hurt him; second I was selfishly thinking only of myself. An affair is always about putting your own desires above the health of everyone else in your family, this is no different.
• One critic said that the situation left my husband’s truck at the clinic and therefore could not be true. It was our plan all along to leave truck until Sunday and return to pick it up then.
• One critic said that a vasectomy was painless and would not require a man to stay in bed for the day. I wish I could get a show of hands from the men that got a vasectomy and spent the next 24 hours in bed. Most hands would be up.
• Two critics challenged my gender after reading this experience. I don’t know how to respond to this. I have submitted a sexy picture that clearly shows I am a woman, but it has not yet been posted to my Biography. Of course, you could say that this picture is something I stole off of the web. It isn’t.
• One critic commented that I was unemployed and yet had an office Christmas party. I simply had started my new job by Christmas. Sorry I wasn’t clear about that.
• Several critics accused me of being mentally ill. I do take two antidepressants, so although the accusation is meant to demean, it is technically true.
Readers who hate me
• I believe that men read the “Loving Wives” section for one of two reasons. The first is that they secretly have fantasies of their wives screwing around with other men. The second is that they have had a wife or a girlfriend cheat on them and they want to understand what it was like for them. This second group of men while wanting to understand what their wives experienced; retain a deep rage for all women who cheat. This rage is directly at me because I am a surrogate for their rage that they can’t direct at their wife or ex-wife. Either because they have to keep the peace to stay married or their ex-wife is no longer around to be angry at.
• Many of you state that no husband would stay with me after what I did to him. My husband did stay with me after catching six separate times involved with three different men. Let me say that these affairs have been harder on him that any other thing I ever saw him endure. They destroyed his self worth, destroyed his faith in me as a wife, and have badly damaged his faith in God. I believe that he has stayed with me for two reasons. The first is that for him no other woman can measure up to me (he admires everything about me except the self centered cheating). I believe that if he left me he would find a different woman to worship, but he doesn’t. The second is that he is an exceptionally good father and is willing to endure personal hardship to provide emotionally stability for his daughters. I greatly admire this quality trait in him.
• Many of you believe that I won’t stop cheating. You are not alone. My husband also believes that I will cheat again and he believes that he will not leave me if it happens. I believe that I am done cheating, it is simply too painful for all involved. I am writing these experiences as a way to relive the thrills, so that I don’t cheat again.
That is all I have to say about that. I promise the next release will be sexier.
Cheating Wife
PS This was written by me and not proof read by anyone, it is late, I am tired, and I am posting it anyway.
