Cattypuss
Miaow
- Joined
- Sep 6, 2001
- Posts
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This is exactly it for me. With all, very much due, respect to submissives and those who lead a sub lifestyle, it's something I couldn't handle or wouldn't accept in r/l or outside the bedroom (/kitchen/back of van/local park/etc ). But when it comes to being fucked, that's just it-I need to get fucked. It's finding the perfect equal and gent out of the bedroom who you can trust to give up to completely (after a struggle, of course, more fun in fighting) behind closed doors. The best fuck I ever had was with a long term b/f who I'd always had fairly vanilla sex with, despite sharing my force and non con fantasies with openly. I'd always assumed he wasn't interested and had dropped it. After 9 months, he 'turned' on me one night when I said I wasn't in the mood. It started with a sharp slap to my face, ended with a multiple orgasm, and was filled with the little details I'd dropped in over the previous several months of talking about it. It was incredible. I was left sore, and bruised, and sated. Immediately after, we showered, he held me, told me how much he loved me, swore that would never go past the bedroom, asked how often I really wanted it like that...we discussed and agreed some boundaries and he became my biggest love and my greatest fuck. It's the balance that does it for me, and yes-that inherent trust.
FUCKING HELL, THAT'S HOT!