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Old 05-27-2012, 06:11 AM   #1
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You can call me Essie, and I'm 26 years old. There is no way for someone to sound humble when they try to describe themselves. It either sounds fake or completely one sided, but I'll try to sum myself up as clear as possible. I have an optimistic outlook on life, even though the world is currently falling to pieces. I try to stay lighthearted and hopeful, but I get restless just waiting around; That's why I am a proud activist in all human rights issues. I'm also honest, neurotically goofy, and open-minded. But of course, sometimes I'm stubborn, loud, impatient, and temperamental. Underneath it all, I'm a sensitive, yet strong human being. With a tendency to be deeply pensive, I always try to be understanding and caring, even though it's kicked in the ass before... Serious at times, playful at most, weird always!

Writing has always been my outlet and art will forever be my escape. I've had a rough start but from adolescence, I was always quick to grasp at the opportunity of happiness. I believe in love through and through, even though the past has taught me to keep a wall. It will be a challenge to coax them down, but it will be damn worth it. INFJ, if that means anything to you.

I am waiting for a wonderful Master. Please, no one over 40. I miss the affection, attention, and care. Meeting in personÖ Well, thatís a step that can be talked about, very thoroughly. Iím searching for someone who can love me as a submissive, and someone I can admire, obey, and fall in love with while he's spanking me. I want to live the 24/7 lifestyle. Iím not open to the outside world about my fetishes, but I embrace who I am.

I donít need any horndogs filling up my inbox. I donít want some jerk that will give me numerous tasks for nothing, and not give me any attention until he wants his cock served. I'm looking for a real commitment. Online relationships are fun, but I won't be able to feel your hands all over me. If youíre really interested, and have a few years in the BDSM community, please contact me.

Iím into pet play, but I donít like the tail plugs... Iím an anal virgin, you see. There are limits to my kinkiness, of course. I donít like scat, golden showers, or being humiliated. I've been a loving, doting, and loyal submissive for eight years. I am a person with feelings and wants, needs and a life. Do not treat me like the dirt beneath your shoes. It won't be pretty lol. I will worship the ground you walk on but I will not let you belittle me, or take my submission and heart for granted and use it for your pleasures. Take me seriously and Iíll give you the world. I promise.

I get very jealous so I do want an emotional attachment, and my partner to only be focused on me. I mean Iíd give myself fully and I expect the same. Please be attentive, experienced, loving and not just a horndog. If you can be tender and firm, intelligent and creative, passionate while still being playful, and have read all of this and are still interested, please contact me! When the talk of trust begins - everyone has issues, itís just the difference of time and energy theyíre willing to give the situation for a relationship to work, in any sense.

I truly believe my purpose in life is to help people. That's why I'm pursuing a career in Art Therapy. This is what makes me a submissive. To me, submission means caring so deeply for someone, that their happiness, their pleasure, is mine. My heart is theirs, and his mine, and I will do whatever to satisfy, as well as grow and even heal. Itís more emotional for me, more in depth; It's past being sexual and obedient. I have a need to please and satisfy my Master. And thatís what it is. Needing to be of service to someone who will cherish, guide, and understand me. Who will know my desires and my body; who will take the time to get to know me, and love me while they're spanking me.
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Old 05-27-2012, 06:44 AM   #2
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So your looking to be more a Harley Quinn to the joker then a day to day sex slave. I'm very into this sounds like a cute twist on a bdsm classic. Hit me back to chat.
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Old 05-27-2012, 08:05 AM   #3
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So your looking to be more a Harley Quinn to the joker then a day to day sex slave. I'm very into this sounds like a cute twist on a bdsm classic. Hit me back to chat.
Does it sound that way? Well, at least it's cute. I'll send you a PM, hope ya get it.
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Old 05-27-2012, 02:37 PM   #4
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Old 05-27-2012, 04:14 PM   #5
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My new personal, wanted to make a fresh thread, and have it follow the rules to the forum this time. I had one before, but it was moved because it wasn't sticking to the guidelines. I hope this one does.

Iíve been looking/waiting for a wonderful Master/Owner/perhaps even a Daddy since my Master, my lover, passed away. Now I donít necessarily want a full blown relationship, but I do want some emotional attachment. I would love affection, attention and the care. Meeting in personÖ Well, thatís a step that can be talked about, very thoroughly. Iím searching for someone who can possibly love me as a submissive, and someone I can admire, love and possibly, maybe - fall in love with. I donít know. I want to live the 24/7 lifestyle. Iím not open to the outside world about my BDSM fetishes, but I like to role play and I like to entertain and satisfy. I donít need any horndogs filling up my inbox. I donít want some jerk that will give me numerous tasks for nothing, and not give me any attention until he wants his cock served. Now I understand that sexual needs are there, but just know that I wonít be fucking anyone if I am owned. Hopefully, the same will be for you. Again, Iím not diving into a relationship - into a commitment. But Iím not looking to fuck around. If youíre really interested, and possibly have a few years indulged in the BDSM community, please contact me

Iím into pet play, but I donít like the tail plugs.. Iím an anal virgin, you see. There are limits to my kinkiness, of course. I donít like scat, golden showers or receiving oral. Iíve been a kitten, a submissive, a slave and a loving, doting, loyal person. I am a person with feelings and wants, needs and a life. Do not treat me like the dirt beneath your shoes. I will worship the ground you walk on but I will not let you belittle me, or take my submission and heart for granted and use it for your pleasures. Take me seriously and Iíll give you the world. I promise.

I get very jealous. I guess I do want an emotional attachment as well. I mean Iíd give myself fully, to the best I am willing to go. BUT STILL just: nice, attentive, not just a fucking horndog. If youíre kind, intelligent, creative. All these things I want for myself. If thatís what YOU are interested in, please contact me I only have about 7 months interested and learning each day into it.

Being a sub means, to me, is being of use. It's making someone happy, satisfied. The desire for the affection, attention and care. Itís more emotional for me. A more in depth feeling, past being sexual and obedient. I have a need to please and satisfy my Master. And thatís what it is. Needing to be of service to someone who will care for and love me.
Such a great and well thought out ad. I hope you find who you are looking for.
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Old 05-27-2012, 05:39 PM   #6
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I hope you get some good responses Sweetie. Let me know if you need help with the jerks that don't respect how sweet you are.

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Old 05-27-2012, 07:09 PM   #7
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Very nicely put, and I like how well you adapt to suggestion.
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Old 05-28-2012, 12:00 AM   #8
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Such a great and well thought out ad. I hope you find who you are looking for.
Thank you!

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I hope you get some good responses Sweetie. Let me know if you need help with the jerks that don't respect how sweet you are.

I actually have been. It's nice to read their PMs and thoughts and have them sound meaningful. I hope they do mean them though, and it's not just an act. Ya know? Thank you, Scent. I'll be sure to do so

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I think you expressed your needs and desires pretty well. I would edit out the part about not looking for a relationship what part of this is not a relationship?


when you ask for jealous exclusivity that's pretty much the defining one sort of a basis relationship.
You're right. I took it out.
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Old 05-28-2012, 06:54 PM   #9
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Old 05-29-2012, 12:05 AM   #10
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Meorw, meorw.... -Lick- Thank you.
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Old 05-29-2012, 12:45 AM   #11
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Good luck Sweetie-

It is tough to find the right person with you whom you can connect, where it is more than just the using that is like abusing. It can be a frustrating journey. But oh, so worth it.

I admire that you are smart enough and strong enough to know not only what you want, but what you *don't* want.
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Old 05-29-2012, 01:00 AM   #12
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Good luck Sweetie-

It is tough to find the right person with you whom you can connect, where it is more than just the using that is like abusing. It can be a frustrating journey. But oh, so worth it.

I admire that you are smart enough and strong enough to know not only what you want, but what you *don't* want.
Thank you. I really wanted this new thread to be fresh and clear in what I need as a serious Master. A devotion that I can't settle with just anyone. I am of course, not trying to be picky, but just proper and eager in my explanation, in this ad, before anyone tries to fill my inbox.
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Old 05-29-2012, 08:31 AM   #13
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There is nothing wrong with being "picky."


A thoughtful selection is sure to be more rewarding for you, and tour fortunate new partner.


Reckon that you might night have much luck stoping that inbox from filling with PM's though.
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Old 05-29-2012, 04:33 PM   #14
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There is nothing wrong with being "picky."


A thoughtful selection is sure to be more rewarding for you, and tour fortunate new partner.


Reckon that you might night have much luck stoping that inbox from filling with PM's though.
Yes.. Well, one can only hope
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Old 05-31-2012, 05:45 PM   #15
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Old 01-03-2015, 03:12 AM   #16
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Old 01-03-2015, 12:54 PM   #17
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Old 01-03-2015, 02:37 PM   #18
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Now that's one hell of a 2 year bump......good luck in your search
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Old 11-27-2016, 04:49 AM   #21
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Old 12-29-2017, 05:14 PM   #23
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So your looking to be more a Harley Quinn to the joker then a day to day sex slave. I'm very into this sounds like a cute twist on a bdsm classic. Hit me back to chat.
She wants to be emotionally and physically beaten while being tormented for decades and completely unmade as a person? I think you should work on your reading comprehension. I don't think that is at all what she posted.
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