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“Jason are you even listening to me?”
Jason cobalt colored eyes flashed in response. He didn’t bother to glance at his mother instead continuing to tap out a series of beats and rhythms as his mind crunched the mathematical concepts he was studying. The book on his lap was thick the kind of thick that would have made any other eighteen-year-old turn tail and run. His eyes eagerly drank in the complex mathematical numbers letting them wash over and drag him down as he kept tap tapping away.
“JASON!”
Jason growled in response. His eyes flickered up taking his mom in through his long jet-black hair. What was she bothering him for? Couldn’t she tell he was in the middle of something?
Then he caught the look on her face
The look of earnest concern and worry was plain on his mother’s face. The tired lines no doubt caused by him and his… unique intellect always made a pang of guilt rush through him. His mother was a beautiful creature a woman who weathered the storm of a no-good cheating husband and a dysfunctional highly intellectual young adult like him. Immediately the thought of mathematical equations were gone instead replaced with a burning desire to wipe the worry off of his moms face.
“Yes mom” He said raising an eyebrow and looking outside at his senior high school “did I forget to do something?”
“No honey” His mom said sighing “You didn’t hear a word I said did you?”
“Anything worth saying is worth saying twice” He replied a silent admission to her question.
“Jason…” His mom said shaking her head before continuing “I was just trying to bring to your attention that you’re in your senior year of high school and have still yet to make any friends”
“Not true mom” He said rolling his eyes as annoyance flashed “I have plenty of friends through the chat groups and- “
“Online friends” She said cutting him off with a wave of her hand “I’m talking about tangible friends in your school the specialist said-“
“Don’t get me started on that women” Jason retorted rolling his eyes “I’ve got a high IQ I’m not a mental patient”
“No one is saying you are” His mother Eloise said as she pinched the bridge of her nose “But you are shutting yourself off from people!”
“People my age don’t get me mom!” Jason said his tone exasperated as threw his head back and hit the headrest “I’m…. lightyears ahead of them”
“But you’re still a young adult!” She argued her tone rising as she crossed her arms “Your still into stuff… go hang out with the A.V club or the readers in the library! Go find someone that watches that anime stuff”
He sighed resisting the urge to pinch the bridge of his nose. On some level his moms words made sense. There were things he was into, things he could use to facilitate a friendship.
But why didn’t he want to?
His eyes flickered back to his school taking in its warm brick walls and glass windows. For three years he walked the halls of the high school here instead of one of the many “Genius” schools offered to him. His mother was the one who made that choice, the choice that Jason would be better off around normal people then fellow geniuses. He always suspected it was more than that though that it was a desire to keep him close and not lose him like she lost his dad.
He didn’t blame her for it.
But…. He hadn’t done anything to make the school his either. For three years he went about his business keeping to himself and breezing through the curriculum. He read to himself and hadn’t said anything more than what was needed from him. In hindsight now he knew he could have done more. Yet he wasn’t sure he even wanted to.
“I’m just worried about you” His mom said her voice soft and kind.
“Your always worried about me” Jason murmured his long slender fingers finally coming up and pinching the bridge of his nose “I wish you’d stop”
“I’m your mother sweetie” She told him a sad smile in her voice “It’s in the job description”
He sighed looking at her for several long seconds before finally reaching and popping his door open. He turned back to her hesitating.
“I’ll work on it”
…………………………………
Jason walked through the white tiled halls. His shoes black and red slapping against the tile as he shouldered his retro messenger bag. His short loudly proclaiming his love for Batman clung to his slight panther like frame. He ran a hand through his hair pushing the long black locks back as he eyed the people around him.
If he was going to try he was going to approach it from a science driven standpoint. He pushed his wire rimmed classes up analyzing each and every person that passed him as a potential “friend”. Most he disregarded a lack of shared interest and just out of plain taste. Some made the cut as a potential friend yet none of them truly captured his interest.
“This is going to be harder than I thought” Jason murmured sighing. He tightened the strap on his backpack pushing on through the crowds as he reached the cafeteria.
Jason cobalt colored eyes flashed in response. He didn’t bother to glance at his mother instead continuing to tap out a series of beats and rhythms as his mind crunched the mathematical concepts he was studying. The book on his lap was thick the kind of thick that would have made any other eighteen-year-old turn tail and run. His eyes eagerly drank in the complex mathematical numbers letting them wash over and drag him down as he kept tap tapping away.
“JASON!”
Jason growled in response. His eyes flickered up taking his mom in through his long jet-black hair. What was she bothering him for? Couldn’t she tell he was in the middle of something?
Then he caught the look on her face
The look of earnest concern and worry was plain on his mother’s face. The tired lines no doubt caused by him and his… unique intellect always made a pang of guilt rush through him. His mother was a beautiful creature a woman who weathered the storm of a no-good cheating husband and a dysfunctional highly intellectual young adult like him. Immediately the thought of mathematical equations were gone instead replaced with a burning desire to wipe the worry off of his moms face.
“Yes mom” He said raising an eyebrow and looking outside at his senior high school “did I forget to do something?”
“No honey” His mom said sighing “You didn’t hear a word I said did you?”
“Anything worth saying is worth saying twice” He replied a silent admission to her question.
“Jason…” His mom said shaking her head before continuing “I was just trying to bring to your attention that you’re in your senior year of high school and have still yet to make any friends”
“Not true mom” He said rolling his eyes as annoyance flashed “I have plenty of friends through the chat groups and- “
“Online friends” She said cutting him off with a wave of her hand “I’m talking about tangible friends in your school the specialist said-“
“Don’t get me started on that women” Jason retorted rolling his eyes “I’ve got a high IQ I’m not a mental patient”
“No one is saying you are” His mother Eloise said as she pinched the bridge of her nose “But you are shutting yourself off from people!”
“People my age don’t get me mom!” Jason said his tone exasperated as threw his head back and hit the headrest “I’m…. lightyears ahead of them”
“But you’re still a young adult!” She argued her tone rising as she crossed her arms “Your still into stuff… go hang out with the A.V club or the readers in the library! Go find someone that watches that anime stuff”
He sighed resisting the urge to pinch the bridge of his nose. On some level his moms words made sense. There were things he was into, things he could use to facilitate a friendship.
But why didn’t he want to?
His eyes flickered back to his school taking in its warm brick walls and glass windows. For three years he walked the halls of the high school here instead of one of the many “Genius” schools offered to him. His mother was the one who made that choice, the choice that Jason would be better off around normal people then fellow geniuses. He always suspected it was more than that though that it was a desire to keep him close and not lose him like she lost his dad.
He didn’t blame her for it.
But…. He hadn’t done anything to make the school his either. For three years he went about his business keeping to himself and breezing through the curriculum. He read to himself and hadn’t said anything more than what was needed from him. In hindsight now he knew he could have done more. Yet he wasn’t sure he even wanted to.
“I’m just worried about you” His mom said her voice soft and kind.
“Your always worried about me” Jason murmured his long slender fingers finally coming up and pinching the bridge of his nose “I wish you’d stop”
“I’m your mother sweetie” She told him a sad smile in her voice “It’s in the job description”
He sighed looking at her for several long seconds before finally reaching and popping his door open. He turned back to her hesitating.
“I’ll work on it”
…………………………………
Jason walked through the white tiled halls. His shoes black and red slapping against the tile as he shouldered his retro messenger bag. His short loudly proclaiming his love for Batman clung to his slight panther like frame. He ran a hand through his hair pushing the long black locks back as he eyed the people around him.
If he was going to try he was going to approach it from a science driven standpoint. He pushed his wire rimmed classes up analyzing each and every person that passed him as a potential “friend”. Most he disregarded a lack of shared interest and just out of plain taste. Some made the cut as a potential friend yet none of them truly captured his interest.
“This is going to be harder than I thought” Jason murmured sighing. He tightened the strap on his backpack pushing on through the crowds as he reached the cafeteria.