When I was younger and I used to masturbate I didn't produce semen the first few times that I had an orgasm, or if I did it was unnoticeable. Instead I had a rolling orgasm building up to a such an intense orgasm my head flew back and I squirted a thin, clear liquid right across the room. Later I began producing semen when I came, producing a normal orgasm. But very occasionally, like when I was in the bath I would continue stroking, gently when I was sensitive and building up again. When I reached climax for the second time I would squirt the clear thin liquid like before, along with a more intense orgasm.
My first thoughts were that it must be urine, so I would urinate before hand, but I had the same response. As I grew older I did it less and less, especially after realizing that there are plenty of unusual sexual phenomena, but this one isn't generally spoken about.
Has anybody else experienced this?
Does anybody have any theories?
Do you think it could be the male equivalent to female ejaculation?
I'm thinking of giving it a go again, after years of abstinence. Should I include my partner in it. How do I even bring that up in conversation?