I'm such a nut. Don't know how I feel about that. Kinda sucks living this secret, but at the same time, it's very thrilling.
"The petty man is eager to make boasts, yet desires that others should believe in him. He enthusiastically engages in deception, yet wants others to have affection for him. He conducts himself like an animal, yet wants others to think well of him."
You party too hard for me.