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Old 11-27-2012, 11:13 PM   #101
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A brief history of my m2m sexual activities.

My brother was 5 years older. When he hit puberty, he started to jerk off a lot. In time he persuaded me to stroke him and I kind of liked it. His cock was much bigger than mine, he had hair, and it brought me closer to my big brother. I learned how the whole sex thing worked. In time he talked me into sucking him. I didn't like to do it because it seemed like something I shouldn't be doing. I did remember the distinctive dick taste. In time we stopped. However, the last time was when I was 14 and he came home drunk or stoned and he started to jerk off. I caught him and he begged me to suck him. After a lot of begging, I did it although I regretted it since I was too old to be doing it. He gave me fair warning and I generously jerked him off to completion. I then went into my room and took care of myself.

When I first hit puberty at, I guess, 13, a kid who was a year or two older invited over. After the obligatory parental introductions, we went up to his room. I entered the room first and he followed behind me. As soon as he shut the door, he made this swinging motion like he was swinging a club and he pushed me on to his bed and announced that I was "knocked out". I didn't get what he was doing but he repeated that he had knocked me out. He rolled me over onto my back and unfastened my pants. I asked him what he was doing and he repeated that I was out. I laid back and he pulled my pants and underwear down and starting playing with my cock. I was kind of into this and announced that I had "come to". I then took his pants down and started playing with his cock. It was fun and it was my first mutual encounter.

We met for jerk off sessions a number of times after. One day we were at my house and he was turned around playing with my dick and just looking at it. Although I had no interest in sucking his dick, I sensed that I could get him to suck mine. I suggested that he "blow me" and he apparently thought I meant that literally and with his mouth about an inch from my cock, he started to gently blow on it. I then told him to put it in his mouth. He was right there, hesitating. I then offered to pay him. He declined my offer of payment but he did put my dick in his mouth. What an amazing sensation that was! I knew I would be obligated to return the favor if asked and I was expecting to be asked. He didn't suck me for very long and he didn't ask.

Soon thereafter it became known that he was fooling around with other kids and it was no longer cool to hang out with him.

Fast forward about 15 years. I'm living with my girlfriend(later my wife). I went on a rafting trip with a bunch of guys. We stopped to piss and I turned and I saw one of my closest friends with a beautiful cock emerging from his pants. It was large, perfectly carved and I couldn't help checking it out. I felt flush as we got back in the car and I couldn't help but think about how much I'd like to suck it. I never expected that the site of a dick would have that effect on me.

In time, we all got computers and, naturally,I visited porn sites with some frequency. Although I was only looking at straight porn, I came to accept that I liked looking at a nice dick, especially one being sucked. I loved oral sex and my wife did suck me with some frequency and never to completion. I was envious of her power to give such power and frustrated by her increasing reluctance to use it. In time, the marriage foundered and sex was increasing infrequent. I was frustrated and started looking at gay porn. I loved the sight of a guy giving so much pleasure without any hassle. I wanted to give a guy that kind of pleasure and receive it in return. I thought about my brothers cock and the way a dick felt in my mouth. Alas, being married, needing discretion, I accepted that the right situation would ever occur. Then I discovered Craigslist.

I posted a thoroughly honest ad with the heading "69?". I received an answer that seemed to good to be true. A close by married professional type whose wife was away. I was clear that I had never done this. We met at his house, nervously chatted a bit and then he broached the subject and asked if wanted to "do anything". I said yes, we went to the couch and he started to remove his pants. I told him that I wanted to. I kneeled down in front of him, pulled his pants off and saw his dick grow inside his undies. I pulled them down and was face to face with an absolutely perfect cock. I stroked it and then said "I want to suck your dick". The sensation of that hard velvety organ entering my mouth was dizzying. That familiar dick taste from long ago came back and I was turned on like I had never been turned on. I probably wasn't very good but I relished that dick. It was too large for me to get very far in my mouth but I was working it the best I could. I felt t like I shouldn't be sucking a guy's dick but I was liking it. He stopped me so that we could finish taking off our clothes. I was now naked with a nice dick in my mouth. It was more than I could handle and I spontaneously came. He was disappointed but after we got cleaned up he sucked me to completion. He knew what he was doing and it was the best blow job I could remember.

I still date women and enjoy their company. However,I accept being bi and enjoy this part of my sexuality.
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Old 11-28-2012, 09:07 AM   #102
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I am not sure that I could call myself bi because I have never been intimate in any way with another woman. That is simply because I have never gotten the nerve to try. I do know that I have wanted to be with a woman for years. Sex is not the biggest priority however if that makes sense. Maybe I am a fantasy bi who knows? I do know that I am hoping to one day experience what I have longed for, for quite some time.
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Old 11-28-2012, 10:19 AM   #103
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^^^ Great story oralgami. Love the way you wrote it up. Thanks for sharing!
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Old 11-30-2012, 01:25 PM   #104
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Never not been bi

I am a 60 yr old male....and can never remember not wanting sex with male or female.....At a very very young age, the first prick I saw was a mature man, and immediately wanted to hold it and put it in my mouth....I thought it was natural for everyone........but in school, I learned different. I found out boys were not supposed to want boys....wow, had to fight that one....Being raised in a small town Bible belt town also put the dampers on me........
But, the thoughts only got stronger and still do today. I acted on my desires early, and have always acted on them in the right situations. Correct in society or not, I knew what I wanted..........
Yes, I have had encounters.......not into one nighters or quickies, but yep. Been there and done that.....
Since I have always enjoyed bi thoughts, I have no clue as what bi curious means. I am and have always been bi active.........
Am still bi today, and while I do not presently have any bi relationships, I will have them again.....Too picky I guess, but if I am patient and find like minded friends.....and when I find another, I will enjoy the times.
Just my two cents worth......for me it is natural.
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Old 12-04-2012, 03:07 AM   #105
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Went to a brothel. Got fucked by a tranny, and been addicted to granny cock and hard ass poundings ever since
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Old 12-06-2012, 03:26 AM   #106
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Maybe I was predisposed to it, or maybe not. I've always had a very...healthy sexual appetite starting at about 14 or so. The problem was, I was absolutely terrified of men because of some things that happened when I was younger. I had a very awkward relationship with a guy when I was 16, but I freaked out every time things would start moving towards sex. One day, I caved and let him take my virginity. I think I cried for days after that.

I avoided guys for a long time after that, but I still had a very strong interest in sex, so some of my "friendships" with other girls developed into something much more intimate. That continued on for years until after I got through college, when the sexual advances from men stopped becoming so frequent and...persistent. It was then that I started forming friendships and professional relationships with men again. From there, I found that when I wasn't expected to "fit the role of a girlfriend" anymore, that I could have casual sex and eventually manage relationships with either sex. I'm still working on "lasting" relationships, though.
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Old 02-28-2013, 11:01 AM   #107
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I always thought I was straight until I sucked my first cick at age 48. For about 2 years I considerd myself as bi, bur then realized that I had not been with a woman fir some time by chose. I realized that I loved sucking cock and getting fucked.
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Old 02-28-2013, 11:53 AM   #108
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I seem to recall i must have become bisexual when i went to the main school and there were showers after games classes. Looking at all the other naked lads in there. Has stayed with me since then seeing naked guys and getting turned on by them. Been with a few women in my life but seeing a horny guy still does it for me.
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Old 03-02-2013, 02:03 AM   #109
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The day at a young age when the courage, excitement and desire to suck it was stronger then the fear and angst.
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Old 05-03-2013, 09:27 AM   #110
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I've posted this before in another thread:


For me, I was in HS.

When I was younger I never really got all the excitement that my friends had with the girls...I never really thought that much about it. Then in HS a couple of times I worried that there was something wrong with me...by then I knew about homosexuality and how wrong and evil it was, so being raised in a Catholic family, I knew I couldn't be gay. But I had absolutely zero interest in girls. By my junior year I was still a virgin, and even though having been asked out on a couple of dates (by girls) that lasted exactly one date. I just never picked up on any of their hints, nor really had a desire to do anything with them, fine as friends, just couldn't understand why they wanted more. I actually had one date ask me if I was gay. I denied it, but it got me thinking, not that I wasn't already.

Over that next summer, I worked for a guy (in his 20s) on a landscaping crew. He managed a couple of crews, and it was hard work, but he was a nice enough guy. During the summer he held a pool party for all his crews (about 8 or so guys total - a couple where HS kids like me, most were guys in their 20s though) at his house, it was supposed to have beer and was supposed to be a sleep over. (Because of the beer, I remember telling my dad that I was staying at a friends house)

Okay now my naivety was operating on all cylinders. I figured that there would be girl friends there, you know the typical pool party. But it didn't hit me as odd until about a couple of hours into the party when I noticed that it was all just guys. I was having a great time and conversation was normal and easy and not strained or forced. I felt comfortable and at ease. (What I didn't know at that time was that everyone there was gay.) I was the new guy in the crew, and apart from the guys in my crew that I worked with, really didn't know too many of the others. And there were some guys there who were just friends of my boss, or some of the other guys.

I retrospect, of course, I see it now, but at the time it didn't bother me that a couple of guys were nude in the pool, it didn't bother me that there was quite a bit of touching and groping and horseplay....I just figured it was normal horsing around. It really hit me and I recall with great clarity when sometime later in the evening I walked into the house and there were two guys on the couch kissing. I remember staring and getting excited by it. I was a little put off when they turned to me and sort of scowled and I got the hint and left them alone.

But I knew instantly at that point, that this is what I wanted.

As the evening wore on, I remember some guys leaving, but others pairing off and going to rooms throughout the house. At some point and I don't recall how it came about, but my boss told me that the only bed left was his and that I could share it with him. I know he was trying to get me drunk during the party, and was always handing me something to drink, but then and still today, I am not much of a drinker and kept just putting them down somewhere. I know he was coming on to me, but what he didn't know was that I was very alright with it, and after see that kiss, couldn't get to bed with him fast enough.

I was so excited that he striped down to his underwear to get into bed....but I was devastated shortly thereafter when he fell asleep. I so wanted something, anything, to happen...I was ready, this was going to be my first sexual experience, or so I had it in my mind....and he just fell asleep. I guess at some point I did too. But the next thing I recall was him playing with me. Sorta like he was still half asleep...but I was instantly awake, and let him know that I wanted this...

Well you can use your imagination for the rest. By that morning I was no longer a virgin, well in a couple of ways, I still was, but that status wasn't to last more than a few weeks and nights with him.

I remember that sometime during that morning feeling both wonderful and "at home" and terribly guilty all at the same time. Guilty, that I felt natural having intimate relations with a man, and knowing that everything that I had been taught, told me it was wrong, but yet it felt so right and natural. I was very conflicted.

Over the summer he helped me get through that. I know now that I was in lust with him, and have always had a fondness for him and what he showed me. We had sex several times that summer...during the day, overnights...at one point my dad actually became a little suspicious as I never stayed over friends houses, and I was doing so regularly.

Well the summer ended, and so did my job. Went back to school and we drifted apart. I lost touch with him for many years, but recently ran into him and his husband, and have rekindled a friendship.

So I guess for me, it was a summer pool party and a kiss between two unknown men...

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Old 05-03-2013, 05:30 PM   #111
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Was watching a porn video , and used to love watching this blonde blowing a guy. I used to love playing with myself watching this clip, when after a few times I realised I was turned by his cock , and I wanted to be her doing the sucking.
With the advent of the Internet , I'm more turned on bi/ts/ gay than straight.
Last year I had 7 or 8 sexual encounters where a cock was involved.
I'm relaxed about being bi, labels don't bother me , happiness and gratification do!
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Old 05-03-2013, 05:53 PM   #112
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OK, your sex life sounds awesome and full of satisfaction. I made another thread for "True Tales:" http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=868485 which is more than for "first time" stories. I'd love some of your current sexploits put up there

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For me, I was in HS.

When I was younger I never really got all the excitement that my friends had with the girls...I never really thought that much about it. Then in HS a couple of times I worried that there was something wrong with me...by then I knew about homosexuality and how wrong and evil it was, so being raised in a Catholic family, I knew I couldn't be gay. But I had absolutely zero interest in girls. By my junior year I was still a virgin, and even though having been asked out on a couple of dates (by girls) that lasted exactly one date. I just never picked up on any of their hints, nor really had a desire to do anything with them, fine as friends, just couldn't understand why they wanted more. I actually had one date ask me if I was gay. I denied it, but it got me thinking, not that I wasn't already.

Over that next summer, I worked for a guy (in his 20s) on a landscaping crew. He managed a couple of crews, and it was hard work, but he was a nice enough guy. During the summer he held a pool party for all his crews (about 8 or so guys total - a couple where HS kids like me, most were guys in their 20s though) at his house, it was supposed to have beer and was supposed to be a sleep over. (Because of the beer, I remember telling my dad that I was staying at a friends house)

Okay now my naivety was operating on all cylinders. I figured that there would be girl friends there, you know the typical pool party. But it didn't hit me as odd until about a couple of hours into the party when I noticed that it was all just guys. I was having a great time and conversation was normal and easy and not strained or forced. I felt comfortable and at ease. (What I didn't know at that time was that everyone there was gay.) I was the new guy in the crew, and apart from the guys in my crew that I worked with, really didn't know too many of the others. And there were some guys there who were just friends of my boss, or some of the other guys.

I retrospect, of course, I see it now, but at the time it didn't bother me that a couple of guys were nude in the pool, it didn't bother me that there was quite a bit of touching and groping and horseplay....I just figured it was normal horsing around. It really hit me and I recall with great clarity when sometime later in the evening I walked into the house and there were two guys on the couch kissing. I remember staring and getting excited by it. I was a little put off when they turned to me and sort of scowled and I got the hint and left them alone.

But I knew instantly at that point, that this is what I wanted.

As the evening wore on, I remember some guys leaving, but others pairing off and going to rooms throughout the house. At some point and I don't recall how it came about, but my boss told me that the only bed left was his and that I could share it with him. I know he was trying to get me drunk during the party, and was always handing me something to drink, but then and still today, I am not much of a drinker and kept just putting them down somewhere. I know he was coming on to me, but what he didn't know was that I was very alright with it, and after see that kiss, couldn't get to bed with him fast enough.

I was so excited that he striped down to his underwear to get into bed....but I was devastated shortly thereafter when he fell asleep. I so wanted something, anything, to happen...I was ready, this was going to be my first sexual experience, or so I had it in my mind....and he just fell asleep. I guess at some point I did too. But the next thing I recall was him playing with me. Sorta like he was still half asleep...but I was instantly awake, and let him know that I wanted this...

Well you can use your imagination for the rest. By that morning I was no longer a virgin, well in a couple of ways, I still was, but that status wasn't to last more than a few weeks and nights with him.

I remember that sometime during that morning feeling both wonderful and "at home" and terribly guilty all at the same time. Guilty, that I felt natural having intimate relations with a man, and knowing that everything that I had been taught, told me it was wrong, but yet it felt so right and natural. I was very conflicted.

Over the summer he helped me get through that. I know now that I was in lust with him, and have always had a fondness for him and what he showed me. We had sex several times that summer...during the day, overnights...at one point my dad actually became a little suspicious as I never stayed over friends houses, and I was doing so regularly.

Well the summer ended, and so did my job. Went back to school and we drifted apart. I lost touch with him for many years, but recently ran into him and his husband, and have rekindled a friendship.

So I guess for me, it was a summer pool party and a kiss between two unknown men...

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Old 05-03-2013, 09:44 PM   #113
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and a few months ago, I realised I'd only ever experience one half of what human sexuality has to offer. Now, I plan to explore the other half as well.
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Old 05-03-2013, 11:54 PM   #114
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When I was young two friends and I traveled to the big city with an older gentleman to see a rock show. In the hotel we got after one of my friends and I shared a bed. In the middle of the night he dove under the covers and tried to suck my cock. I immediately pushed him away and turned away from him. But I really knew then that I wanted him to suck me off and I wanted to reciprocate. T took me another ten years to finally act on it, but I knew then.
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Old 06-12-2015, 08:51 PM   #115
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I found out i was bi in my twenty's but i first had man on man sex in my teens i had previously only had sex with girls but i was friends with a guy who was bi and he likes guys more and his biggest turn on was having sex with guys who were curios and have never been with a guy before. I think he knew i was also curios about getting with a guy after a few mouths of him asking and trying to get me to have sex with him i got very curios about gay sex to the point i masturbated to gay porn so at one point i gave in and took him up on his offer i went round his house were we went to his room we both got naked he then started stroking me then i got to my knees and put my friends cock in my mouth and started sucking his cock he told me to lick the shaft and bob my head up and down i did this for about 45 mins until he came in my mouth i kept is cum in my mouth for a bit and to my surprise i liked it then i swallowed it then i felt a wet and warm sensation on my ass he started to rim me and finger me it felt good then he got me on all fours i knew what was coming up as he lubed up his cock and applied it to my ass it was cold but i got used to it he then slowly started to put it in my ass i could not believe what was happening i had a cock in my ass an i was liking it when he was all the way in he started to fuck me i felt his balls against mine i was loving we did this for a while until we switched positions into the rear entry position where fucked me until he came into my ass. we had sex two more times after that but after we lost contact for the rest of our teen years however he got into contact with me recently and said do you want to hook up again i decided to take him up on his offer again as me and my girlfriend have an open relationship i knew i was bi when after all these years being butt naked with my friend fucking me felt just as good
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Old 06-13-2015, 03:35 AM   #116
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I had my first "gay" experience when I was in the 6th grade while playing truth or dare while sleeping over at a friends house. The game began with me, my friend and his older brother who was in high school. It didn't take long before my friend was asleep and not playing and his brother was daring me to touch his dick. It was huge, at least 9". Nothing more happened that night but a few weeks later i was jerking him off in the park until he came all over. At that moment I knew I liked it but there was no label. In the 8th grade I would sleep over at a friends on the weekends. He lived on a ranch and we could pretty much do what we wanted all night. Wasn't long before the subject came up and we agreed that we would give eachother blow jobs with condoms on. I drew the shortes straw and got to go first. We were in the loft of his barn when it went down. I began to blow him with a rubber on but after a couple minutes he compained that he couldn't feel it and I didn't much like the taste of the condom, so he pulled it off and I continued to blow him until he came in my mouth. I spit it out and he returned the favor. There was many weekends spent doing just that; and eventually let to mutual anal. I moved out of state after that year and didn't have another experience until I was 22. After several experiences with a friend I found out that I truly loved sucking cock and I couldn't be forced to spit anymore. I also found that I loved to be on bottom. This went on off and on up to now and I'm now 41. It wasn't until 2 or three years ago that I would tell myself that I was bi-sexual. But, the more that I think about it I don't believe in labels at all. If you have to put a label on me I would say I'm trysexual because I'll try anything twice..lol! I believe now that if it feels good, why not?? Only problem now is; it's been over a year since I enjoyed the company of another man; mostly because of the fear of being labeled.
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Old 06-13-2015, 03:39 AM   #117
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I knew I was different early on.I used to masturbate in the restroom looking at the lingerie models in the sears catalog. Next thing you know I was spending almost as much thime checking out the men's underwear models, and of course masturbating.
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Old 06-13-2015, 03:51 AM   #118
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Excerpt from another post I made:

Dressed on and off during my time on active duty, it's also where i had my first homosexual encounter. Met a man who liked boys in lingerie, I was 21 at the time. We arranged to meet in my barracks room as I had no roommate and was the only person on the floor. I wore a red lace teddy with red thighs and a lacy panty. Up until this point id only fantasized about being with a man. I closed my eyes and kissed him, from there I was putty in his hands, I found out I'm an orally submissive bottom that day and he used me every which he could.

After that I knew I craved cock more than pussy
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Old 06-23-2015, 09:07 PM   #119
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How Did You Find Out That You Were Gay/Bisexual?

Hi everyone,

I have posted here a few times but I really enjoy the trip through "memory lanes". I grew up in a very conservative and closed reservation in northwest New Mexico. A year after I experienced puberty, I discovered I enjoyed the nude/sensual company of both genders at my rural reservation. I lost my heterosexual virginity the day after my thirteenth birthday to my girlfriend who was two years older than me. I still masturbate to that memory of penetrating that hymen as we both took our virginity at the same time.
I bottomed and gave another guy oral for the first time watching a stolen porn a few days later. I absolutely enjoyed sucking cock that day but the older boy's cock was pretty big for my small anal ring. I remember whimpering and moaning as he penetrated me, but I topped him after as well. I have been a little closeted since but I have enjoyed bottoming anally and penetrating beautiful vaginal flowers!
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Old 06-24-2015, 10:14 AM   #120
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Not sure that I knew anything about those straight/gay/bi labels, but I was fooling around with one of my sister's friends, a couple of years younger than me. We did the 'show me' thing and then she said she could get a fat marker pen inside. I dared her, and she showed me. Then she got another one and showed how she could put it in her butt. Nothing happened between us, it just fizzled out. But I was amazed.

But the next day, alone at home, I sort of worked out that if she liked it, then maybe I would, too. So I got a marker pen and tried it. And found out just how wonderful that ass-sliding sensation is. Got an instant cock twitch and that (now familiar) groin tingle, too.

It took quite some time before I consciously got OK with the idea of letting another guy fuck me, but even back then I knew I would make it happen some day, and that this meant I was different to 'normal' boys. (As I thought!)
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Old 06-24-2015, 12:35 PM   #121
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I began secretly dressing in my sisters clothes when I was seven. That is how I found out I liked dressing.

As for my orientation, I was playing truth or dare with a friend when I was 12 and he was 13. Before the night was over we had done everything we could think of doing.

For the longest time I fought against those feelings until a few years ago I realized it was a losing battle. I love cock. I love sucking cock. I love being a bottom and being girly.
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Old 06-24-2015, 01:05 PM   #122
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When I was 15, my cousins and I were comparing cocks, one cousin made his hard to show how big it was, and I could not get close enough to it. That was clue one.

When I was 17, I straddled a cute guy with a long cock and slid up and down until he came inside me.

I am not sherlock holmes, but I felt I'd discovered a pattern.
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Old 06-24-2015, 05:48 PM   #123
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realisation slowly set in

Looking back on my early adult years it seems obvious now, but at the time I just thought it was a phase or more likely it was easier to get it on with other guys.

My first ever sexual experience was with an older guy who took me back to his apartment and gave me my first blow job. At the time I was happy to blow my load, nothing more. I then dated a couple of girls and settled down with one for a while. Unfortunately things turned sour when she hooked up with someone I considered to be a friend. Another good friend of mine sat through several months of me moping about and gave me the emotional support I needed, then one night after a few beers we ended up sucking each other off in his car...

I have always found both women and men equally attractive, but until more recently didn't understand that this is the case with many people out there, I just thought I was confused. I am now out to my wife and family. My wife isn't happy with the way things are but we are working on our issues. Quite rightly she has fears that I could potentially running off with literally anyone. But I have made my honest commitment to her and will be loyal.

I don't regret my past one instant. And I am happy with who I am. At the end of the day I can't ask for more than that.
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