Thoughts about objectification and such

[Kim_Burly]

So Kimmy here, I was feeling all lonely and introspective and I just finished a pitcher of Strawberry Daquaris and I'm pondering; why do I enjoy being used and objectified? Why do I so strongly need to be used by my Dom solely as an object for his sexual gratification? Why do I relish being humiliated? Why do I goad him into throat fucking me until I vomit and then carry on? Why do I drink his urine and clean him after he has been in my bottom? Why do I enjoy being caned? What is wrong with me? Why can't I find happiness in a normal relationship?

I had a fairly normal childhood, my parents aren't perfect, but they tried really hard. I don't have low self esteem, if I did I might still be married?

Sorry to PUI, blame spelling and grammar errors on Captain Morgan!

[Prince Albert]

Originally Posted by Kim_Burly

So Kimmy here, I was feeling all lonely and introspective and I just finished a pitcher of Strawberry Daquaris and I'm pondering; why do I enjoy being used and objectified? Why do I so strongly need to be used by my Dom solely as an object for his sexual gratification? Why do I relish being humiliated? Why do I goad him into throat fucking me until I vomit and then carry on? Why do I drink his urine and clean him after he has been in my bottom? Why do I enjoy being caned? What is wrong with me? Why can't I find happiness in a normal relationship?

I had a fairly normal childhood, my parents aren't perfect, but they tried really hard. I don't have low self esteem, if I did I might still be married?

Sorry to PUI, blame spelling and grammar errors on Captain Morgan!

How much time do you have? Put your feet up on the couch & start to unwind. there is NOTHING WRONG, with you.Some people like "not being in control" as it frees them. that is what you seem to be saying, in part. You life may have been structured & now you are rebelling against it. It is not easy to pinpoint the "WHY"; the bigger question is does it make you feel good or bad when you think about these things.

[CutieMouse]

Where did you get the idea that choosing those activities as a path to intimacy means something's "wrong" with you?

We all find our own paths to intimacy... some paths are just a bit more creative [complicated; alternative; curious] than others.

[Kim_Burly]

Sorry about posting under the influence. My pounding head and queasy stomach are my punishment. it's going to be a very long day. I was just feeling sorry for myself. Thanks for the kind replies and PMs. I'll try not to get behind the keyboard again after I've been drinking.

Kim

[Ahlam]

Strawberry Daquiris are pretty tasty. I hope you are feeling better now.