SweetEmily
Virgin
- Joined
- Jul 28, 2012
- Posts
- 12
Hello everyone, I'm completely new to this site. I made this because I want to find a Dom who can show me how BS/SM works. I've always been really interested in it but I've always felt guilty about that.
You see I come from an incredibly Christian family, Lutheran. I was very religious because of the way I was brought up and because of my family. Over the course of my first year at college and with the help of my ex I slowly lost my faith and became an atheist. I still have not told my family.
I have always been very pervy, but I have been suppressing it becase of religion. Near the end of last semester I broke up with my boyfriend. Since I am home and I don't talk to any boys in my home town (a story for another time) I have not been with any boys since him. One of the things that contributed to our breakup was that he was very sexually tame. That tameness played a part in our original attraction. We both liked that the other wasn't wild. However as I felt more and more sure that God wouldn't send me to hell for having them(since neither he nor hell exists), I started feeling less guilty about my fantasies. The guilt was still there but I knew it was unjustified and I was angry that it had been ingrained into me. I started fantasising more and more and I decided I need to indulge it. However I am still home with my family until mid September so I dare not do anything in real life.
So that brings me here. I decided this site would be good way for me meet people to help me explore my sexuality in a very discrete manner. If you can do that I will be very willing to submit. I am a naughty girl who is finally letting it.
P.S. If you are a Domme I would also like to talk to you. I am bi but I've always had to hide that the most.
You see I come from an incredibly Christian family, Lutheran. I was very religious because of the way I was brought up and because of my family. Over the course of my first year at college and with the help of my ex I slowly lost my faith and became an atheist. I still have not told my family.
I have always been very pervy, but I have been suppressing it becase of religion. Near the end of last semester I broke up with my boyfriend. Since I am home and I don't talk to any boys in my home town (a story for another time) I have not been with any boys since him. One of the things that contributed to our breakup was that he was very sexually tame. That tameness played a part in our original attraction. We both liked that the other wasn't wild. However as I felt more and more sure that God wouldn't send me to hell for having them(since neither he nor hell exists), I started feeling less guilty about my fantasies. The guilt was still there but I knew it was unjustified and I was angry that it had been ingrained into me. I started fantasising more and more and I decided I need to indulge it. However I am still home with my family until mid September so I dare not do anything in real life.
So that brings me here. I decided this site would be good way for me meet people to help me explore my sexuality in a very discrete manner. If you can do that I will be very willing to submit. I am a naughty girl who is finally letting it.
P.S. If you are a Domme I would also like to talk to you. I am bi but I've always had to hide that the most.
