Looking for the real thing.
You can call me Essie, and I'm 26 years old. There is no way for someone to sound humble when they try to describe themselves. It either sounds fake or completely one sided, but I'll try to sum myself up as clear as possible. I have an optimistic outlook on life, even though the world is currently falling to pieces. I try to stay lighthearted and hopeful, but I get restless just waiting around; That's why I am a proud activist in all human rights issues. I'm also honest, neurotically goofy, and open-minded. But of course, sometimes I'm stubborn, loud, impatient, and temperamental. Underneath it all, I'm a sensitive, yet strong human being. With a tendency to be deeply pensive, I always try to be understanding and caring, even though it's kicked in the ass before... Serious at times, playful at most, weird always!
Writing has always been my outlet and art will forever be my escape. I've had a rough start but from adolescence, I was always quick to grasp at the opportunity of happiness. I believe in love through and through, even though the past has taught me to keep a wall. It will be a challenge to coax them down, but it will be damn worth it. INFJ, if that means anything to you.
I am waiting for a wonderful Master. Please, no one over 40. I miss the affection, attention, and care. Meeting in person… Well, that’s a step that can be talked about, very thoroughly. I’m searching for someone who can love me as a submissive, and someone I can admire, obey, and fall in love with while he's spanking me. I want to live the 24/7 lifestyle. I’m not open to the outside world about my fetishes, but I embrace who I am.
I don’t need any horndogs filling up my inbox. I don’t want some jerk that will give me numerous tasks for nothing, and not give me any attention until he wants his cock served. I'm looking for a real commitment. Online relationships are fun, but I won't be able to feel your hands all over me. If you’re really interested, and have a few years in the BDSM community, please contact me.
I’m into pet play, but I don’t like the tail plugs... I’m an anal virgin, you see. There are limits to my kinkiness, of course. I don’t like scat, golden showers, or being humiliated. I've been a loving, doting, and loyal submissive for eight years. I am a person with feelings and wants, needs and a life. Do not treat me like the dirt beneath your shoes. It won't be pretty lol. I will worship the ground you walk on but I will not let you belittle me, or take my submission and heart for granted and use it for your pleasures. Take me seriously and I’ll give you the world. I promise.
I get very jealous so I do want an emotional attachment, and my partner to only be focused on me. I mean I’d give myself fully and I expect the same. Please be attentive, experienced, loving and not just a horndog. If you can be tender and firm, intelligent and creative, passionate while still being playful, and have read all of this and are still interested, please contact me! When the talk of trust begins - everyone has issues, it’s just the difference of time and energy they’re willing to give the situation for a relationship to work, in any sense.
I truly believe my purpose in life is to help people. That's why I'm pursuing a career in Art Therapy. This is what makes me a submissive. To me, submission means caring so deeply for someone, that their happiness, their pleasure, is mine. My heart is theirs, and his mine, and I will do whatever to satisfy, as well as grow and even heal. It’s more emotional for me, more in depth; It's past being sexual and obedient. I have a need to please and satisfy my Master. And that’s what it is. Needing to be of service to someone who will cherish, guide, and understand me. Who will know my desires and my body; who will take the time to get to know me, and love me while they're spanking me.
You can call me Essie, and I'm 26 years old. There is no way for someone to sound humble when they try to describe themselves. It either sounds fake or completely one sided, but I'll try to sum myself up as clear as possible. I have an optimistic outlook on life, even though the world is currently falling to pieces. I try to stay lighthearted and hopeful, but I get restless just waiting around; That's why I am a proud activist in all human rights issues. I'm also honest, neurotically goofy, and open-minded. But of course, sometimes I'm stubborn, loud, impatient, and temperamental. Underneath it all, I'm a sensitive, yet strong human being. With a tendency to be deeply pensive, I always try to be understanding and caring, even though it's kicked in the ass before... Serious at times, playful at most, weird always!
Writing has always been my outlet and art will forever be my escape. I've had a rough start but from adolescence, I was always quick to grasp at the opportunity of happiness. I believe in love through and through, even though the past has taught me to keep a wall. It will be a challenge to coax them down, but it will be damn worth it. INFJ, if that means anything to you.
I am waiting for a wonderful Master. Please, no one over 40. I miss the affection, attention, and care. Meeting in person… Well, that’s a step that can be talked about, very thoroughly. I’m searching for someone who can love me as a submissive, and someone I can admire, obey, and fall in love with while he's spanking me. I want to live the 24/7 lifestyle. I’m not open to the outside world about my fetishes, but I embrace who I am.
I don’t need any horndogs filling up my inbox. I don’t want some jerk that will give me numerous tasks for nothing, and not give me any attention until he wants his cock served. I'm looking for a real commitment. Online relationships are fun, but I won't be able to feel your hands all over me. If you’re really interested, and have a few years in the BDSM community, please contact me.
I’m into pet play, but I don’t like the tail plugs... I’m an anal virgin, you see. There are limits to my kinkiness, of course. I don’t like scat, golden showers, or being humiliated. I've been a loving, doting, and loyal submissive for eight years. I am a person with feelings and wants, needs and a life. Do not treat me like the dirt beneath your shoes. It won't be pretty lol. I will worship the ground you walk on but I will not let you belittle me, or take my submission and heart for granted and use it for your pleasures. Take me seriously and I’ll give you the world. I promise.
I get very jealous so I do want an emotional attachment, and my partner to only be focused on me. I mean I’d give myself fully and I expect the same. Please be attentive, experienced, loving and not just a horndog. If you can be tender and firm, intelligent and creative, passionate while still being playful, and have read all of this and are still interested, please contact me! When the talk of trust begins - everyone has issues, it’s just the difference of time and energy they’re willing to give the situation for a relationship to work, in any sense.
I truly believe my purpose in life is to help people. That's why I'm pursuing a career in Art Therapy. This is what makes me a submissive. To me, submission means caring so deeply for someone, that their happiness, their pleasure, is mine. My heart is theirs, and his mine, and I will do whatever to satisfy, as well as grow and even heal. It’s more emotional for me, more in depth; It's past being sexual and obedient. I have a need to please and satisfy my Master. And that’s what it is. Needing to be of service to someone who will cherish, guide, and understand me. Who will know my desires and my body; who will take the time to get to know me, and love me while they're spanking me.
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