I need to live out my fetish!!!

[xhibitionbabe]

I feel like I will never be able to have a normal sex life until I get this out of my system... I am an extreme exhibitionist that has never acted it out.
I read stories on here all the time that I wish I could live out.
I'm 5'6 dark brown long hair, 38DD breasts, and long legs. My favorite stories in here are ones where I am either searched in a crowded place where many people come around to watch. As in an airport and everyone is watching as my breasts are thourghly examined or as my pants are pulled down and my ass cheeks are spread. I want many many people to see me as exposed and humiliated as possible.
I also am turned on by stories where people are spanked in public (over the knee hand spankings bare bottom) and the spanker being an older gentleman or an old woman. I like the thought of many people watching and being aroused and some even laughing at me and humiliating me more.
I cant get it off my mind but the only things I have the guts to do is masterbate in parks at night time, or an my patio in the dark. Sometimes if I'm feeling frisky Ill do it in my car. But it doesnt cut it.
Is something wrong with me?? And how do I fufill one of these fantasies without it going terribly wrong??

[Luv2lickC]

Originally Posted by xhibitionbabe

I feel like I will never be able to have a normal sex life until I get this out of my system... I am an extreme exhibitionist that has never acted it out.
I read stories on here all the time that I wish I could live out.
I'm 5'6 dark brown long hair, 38DD breasts, and long legs. My favorite stories in here are ones where I am either searched in a crowded place where many people come around to watch. As in an airport and everyone is watching as my breasts are thourghly examined or as my pants are pulled down and my ass cheeks are spread. I want many many people to see me as exposed and humiliated as possible.
I also am turned on by stories where people are spanked in public (over the knee hand spankings bare bottom) and the spanker being an older gentleman or an old woman. I like the thought of many people watching and being aroused and some even laughing at me and humiliating me more.
I cant get it off my mind but the only things I have the guts to do is masterbate in parks at night time, or an my patio in the dark. Sometimes if I'm feeling frisky Ill do it in my car. But it doesnt cut it.
Is something wrong with me?? And how do I fufill one of these fantasies without it going terribly wrong??

You have a dilemma.....We all have fantasies, but most of us know that we will probably never actually live them out. I would say you are perfectly normal, but having said that, living out the fantasies you depict will probably land you in jail....Just a guess....Seek out people with the same fantasies, have a party and do your thing in private. That would be my suggestion.......Just sayin!!!

[xhibitionbabe]

yup. unfortunately thats what i run into. masterbating about the thought of it just isnt enough anymore

[nnnewboytoy]

its possible. you just need to be very clever:-)

[MultipleOrgasmDonor]

it is very normal... :P i ve got a bunch of fetishes too that can get me arrested lol and i agree with boytoy..you need to be clever to pull it off
hint: wardrobe malfunctions in a fashion show expose the model to thousands of people.. maybe a wardrobe malfunction in the street would expose you to if not a thousand.. maybe 50 people.. to start with :P doing it 5 times a day makes it 250 people!

[LibraStud]

I read a post here years ago. A guy and girl were going to be in a certain hotel in a room in the rear on a certain Friday night. "Accidentally" they left the curtains open.They left a light on inside the door providing a backlight to the scene. They invited everyone to the rear parking lot to watch. I dont know the outcome, but the mental picture was exciting

[DaddyValin]

Originally Posted by xhibitionbabe

I feel like I will never be able to have a normal sex life until I get this out of my system... I am an extreme exhibitionist that has never acted it out.
I read stories on here all the time that I wish I could live out.
I'm 5'6 dark brown long hair, 38DD breasts, and long legs. My favorite stories in here are ones where I am either searched in a crowded place where many people come around to watch. As in an airport and everyone is watching as my breasts are thourghly examined or as my pants are pulled down and my ass cheeks are spread. I want many many people to see me as exposed and humiliated as possible.

This one is easy. Just buy a plane ticket at any airport (which you mentioned) in the US; the TSA will take care of the rest for you.

[rosco rathbone]

That's easy to make happen, as long as you can deal with the onlookers being patrons of a kink club.

[joan658]

Honey ... there's plenty of ways for us girls to expose ourselves without getting arrested. Here's one ... wear a wrap around dress without a bra (or a demi-bra that's low enough to expose your nipples) and bend over to pick up something dropped while in line at a coffee shop. Or ... wear the same dress (it should be above the knee) without panties and go to the mall and shop for shoes - make sure you get a man to wait on you and help you try on a few pair of new shoes. I've done these things and even ended up in the "back" at a shoe store with a sexy young college student ... he was very eager to see if something else would "fit" .... :-)

[subme01]

Go to a sex/swingers/kink club, I'm sure you'll be very popular!

[iwantyoufuckme]

Originally Posted by nnnewboytoy

its possible. you just need to be very clever:-)

i agree with you..
any fantasy is worth attempting to put into real action if its not hurting anyone..

[a75]

Originally Posted by xhibitionbabe

I feel like I will never be able to have a normal sex life until I get this out of my system. I am an extreme exhibitionist that has never acted it out(...) Is something wrong with me?? And how do I fufill one of these fantasies without it going terribly wrong??

The 99.9% of the people have fetishes and fantasies that go beyond conventional behavior, and don't worry, it is 100% natural! On the other hand, how do these specific fantasies influence your everyday sex life? Is it just a great turn on, which makes your pussy wet every time it crosses your mind, or is it a prerequisite for your pussy to get wet? If the answer is "b", I think there is a problem. It's not a matter of morality. It's a matter of psychology, which means that it's an obsession rendering the rest of your sex life dysfunctional.

If I were you, I 'd take some first "test drives" in order to understand both my limits and the true nature of my needs. Are you in a relationship? Have you talked to your partner about these fantasies? You could start discreetly, by having same-room-sex with another couple, or (if you 're alone) masturbating in front of friends you really trust. Later, if you 're still certain it's your preferred sexual lifestyle and not just a stimulating fantasy, you could try to open yourself into larger "audience" (sex/swingers clubs and parties etc).

In any case, I 'd advise you to avoid direct exposure in public places. Beyond legality issues, it IS a matter of morality. Consent is not a rule applied only to the participants, but also to the watchers, and not all people are interested in watching you performing! If you need it anyhow, you could "target" people; like sitting in public places and flashing for specific people who you 've seen staring at you etc.

[SevenSquared]

You could always post some pictures of yourself 'exposed' in the Amateur Pic forum. That would be some pretty public exposure with zero chance of getting thrown in jail.

Okay, so it wouldn't be as big a thrill as doing it 'in real life' but it might help you explore your fetish and decide if you want to take it further.

[strapon_tales]

The airport-thing is one of my favourite fantasies.

[twister947]

You could find a willing co-conspirator, make some amateur porn, and post it on every free porn site on the net. Degrading enough?

[L1NGUS]

Get yourself a Tumblr blog. Get naked. Take pictures. Publish them on your blog. Come back here and post links to the photos on your blog.

Please see this post: http://forum.literotica.com/showthread.php?t=778943

[MasterandSir]

Originally Posted by xhibitionbabe

I feel like I will never be able to have a normal sex life until I get this out of my system... I am an extreme exhibitionist that has never acted it out.
I read stories on here all the time that I wish I could live out.
I'm 5'6 dark brown long hair, 38DD breasts, and long legs. My favorite stories in here are ones where I am either searched in a crowded place where many people come around to watch. As in an airport and everyone is watching as my breasts are thourghly examined or as my pants are pulled down and my ass cheeks are spread. I want many many people to see me as exposed and humiliated as possible.
I also am turned on by stories where people are spanked in public (over the knee hand spankings bare bottom) and the spanker being an older gentleman or an old woman. I like the thought of many people watching and being aroused and some even laughing at me and humiliating me more.
I cant get it off my mind but the only things I have the guts to do is masterbate in parks at night time, or an my patio in the dark. Sometimes if I'm feeling frisky Ill do it in my car. But it doesnt cut it.
Is something wrong with me?? And how do I fufill one of these fantasies without it going terribly wrong??

I recommend private property, maybe a few acres of wilderness for you to be a naughty girl in front of some guests.....

[MatthewVett]

Maybe just start small? Maybe get some cupless bras and wear them with some thin shirts. Nothing arrestable, but people would certainly get a great view with breasts like yours. If you have any friends who might be willing to help out, you could have a party and spend the night nude, as well, or have them spank you with an audience.

[SgtSpiderMan]

Originally Posted by subme01

Go to a sex/swingers/kink club, I'm sure you'll be very popular!

Agreed. Sex or swing clubs are the answer to most sexual problems. You can do all the things there you want to without legal problems.

[SurrealObsession]

I agree that a sex club or party might give you what you want. Or maybe you and a partner can host a live show online where many people will be watching through a webcam. Maybe in a chatroom setting. It could be a safe way to live out your exhibitionist cravings.

[dollydoo47]

Or you could just fly pretty much anywhere in the USA and you will be searhced, groped and spanked before an audience!

[PleasePeesMe]

Originally Posted by dollydoo47

Or you could just fly pretty much anywhere in the USA and you will be searhced, groped and spanked before an audience!

And by experts...

[pimpslap]

Originally Posted by rosco rathbone

That's easy to make happen, as long as you can deal with the onlookers being patrons of a kink club.

I was going to suggest that. There are sex clubs all over. I am sure you could get a large audience.

[haurni]

Originally Posted by L1NGUS

Get yourself a Tumblr blog. Get naked. Take pictures. Publish them on your blog. Come back here and post links to the photos on your blog.

Or other sites. I post my own stuff on Image Fap, for example. I'm sure that if you post pics here on Lit you'll get plenty of attention.

[Lisa469]

Originally Posted by subme01

Go to a sex/swingers/kink club, I'm sure you'll be very popular!

Not to sound stupid but where do you find these clubs?