Rape Me

I am looking for someone to play the best friend. and the roommates [one boy, one girl]. Be literate and active, please. PM me if interested.

Name: Luna Rivers
Age: 19
Height: 5'2"
Weight: 112 pounds

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One would never think that your best friend would ever turn on you. Best friends were best friends for a reason. Shared interests, closeness, sharing secrets with each other. When one was hurt or upset, the other was there to make things better. To cheer the other up. But for Luna and [X], their friendship went completely wrong. [X] and Luna were best friends ever since they were seven years old. Nothing could separate them. They were like brother and sister to each other. Throughout the years, [X] developed feelings for Luna, but was always too afraid to attempt them.

One night [X] decided to confess his love to Luna. Luna's parents were out of town for the week so it would be perfect to go see her. However, being so nervous about Luna rejecting him, [X] decided to have alcohol help him. It was the big mistake and ruined everything. [X] showed up to Luna's door drunk and came onto Luna hardcore. The advancements scared Luna so she rejected him, but being in a drunken state, [X] didn't take no for an answer.

He ripped apart his best friend's clothing leaving the girl beat and in the nude. Then he took Luna that night not realizing how scared and in pain she was. It was only after the deed was done that [X] saw the error of his ways. He noticed the blood, the bruises, and most of all Luna's whimpers. [X] attempted to apologize, but it was too late. Their friendship was over.

The next day, [X] came to Luna's house attempting to apologize to her, but the doors were locked and the girl didn't want to see him. Thoughts raced through Luna's mind. She wanted to call the police, tell her parents what happened, but she didn't. She just laid in bed recovering. When her parents came home, they suspected nothing and delivered good news. They told Luna that their job required them to move. A couple days later, Luna and her family moved away leaving [X] all alone. [X] didn't know why they moved, but he blames himself for it.

Now, three years later, Luna lives in a house with two of her roommates. They are friends, but Luna's trust had been shattered. She might say that she trusts them, but she doesn't. Instead, she keeps weapons hidden in her room just in case of another attack. One of his roommates has a crush on Luna, but keeps it to himself thinking that Luna isn't interested. Her other roommate is just a flirt and flirts with everyone whether male or female, but she doesn't to Luna because of how timid Luna acts all the time.

The story begins with the first day of college. Everything seems to be going well until her second class, Chemistry. They have assigned seating and guess who her lab partner is? Bingo, [X]. The boy had transferred to the college not knowing that Luna was there. Now there is a reunion and both are confused. Luna is terrified. Will Luna freak out and run away? Will they repair their friendship? Does Luna have feelings for [X] or were they destroyed? Does [X] still have feelings for Luna? That answer... very much so.

Matthew Cooper

Character Bio: (for the part of the lovesick male roommate)

Name: Matthew Cooper

Age: 18

Appearance: Matt is about 5'10" and is built somewhat slender, weighing about 160 lbs. He has somewhat shaggy sandy brown hair, and blue-green eyes that are typically framed by wire rimmed glasses when not wearing his contacts. His is fairly handsome, but not in an eye-catchingly obvious way, and his somewhat shy demeanor makes him easy to overlook. He typically likes to dress casually, in jeans and t-shirts, and beat up old sneakers.

Background: Matt grew up as the only child of overbearing, workaholic parents, a typical "latch-key" kid. His parents were never around, and his introverted nature made it somewhat hard for him to make friends. His only release from his isolation was his art, and playing his guitar. He became adept at both, although didn't really take his music quite as seriously...it was something he just did for fun, to relax. He got an art scholarship for college, where he is a freshman Art major, minoring in music. His parents both disapprove of this choice in career path, and are quick to mention that to him whenever they call.

Not comfortable with dorm life, he found an ad in the paper seeking roommates, got a part-time job, bought an old, beat-up Chevy Nova with the last of his savings, and soon was living off campus. When he met Luna Rivers, he felt instant attraction to her, and since living with her and becoming friends, has developed an major infatuated crush on her, but much like the girls in high school, she didn't seem to notice his attraction to her. He never really had a steady girlfriend in high school, and is still a virgin, so is quite uncomfortable around Luna. He isn't aware if she knows about his crush on her, but he suspects she might and is just being too nice to just bluntly turn him down, to spare his feelings.

As bad as he is around Luna, however, he is EXTREMELY awkward around his other roommate, Lilla, who flirts with him (and everyone else) endlessly. Having never been flirted with much, he doesn't know how to react or respond to her endless flirtations. She seems to have a particularly enjoyable time tormenting Matt, however, his shy and awkward nature making him an easy target. She seems well aware of his feelings for Luna, and teases him about that as well, whenever Luna is out of earshot.

When not in class or at work, Matt spends much of his time in his room, either drawing, painting, playing his guitar, or spending time on the computer. His nights are often sleepless, filled with sexual fantasies of Luna...

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Name: James Darson

Age: 19

Appearance: Tall, with a rather muscular form. Short but messy dirty blond hair, piercing blue eyes, he used also have this memorable smile, but not as much lately. A fairly good looking guy, but not many would notice, since ever since... that night, he'd become so shy.

Background: Oh, him and Luna went way back. He could remember when they first met as little kids. They had been completely inseparable ever since. It started when they had only just became teenagers, he'd got this little crush on her, but slowly it blossomed into him falling head over heels crazy in love with his best friend. He doubted she shared his feelings, but three years ago he convinced himself he needed to see if the two of them had a chance.

It was with innocent intentions that he used a little bit of "liquid courage". Then he used more. How was he supposed to know the sort of drastic effect it would have on him? He nearly barged into her house, and.... actually the memories were blurry. He knew what happened of course. He'd never forget those pathetic whimpers she made when he left her.

He waited for days for the cops to show up and take him away but it never happened. he didn't care. he'd raped his best friend, the girl who meant the most to him in his life, and he hate himself for it. When she moved he lost any chance he ever had to make things right again. He became depressed, withdrawn, and once, when he was particularly depressed, he came close to trying to turn himself in.

The years went on, he tried to forget about it, but that was fruitless. He never drank a drop since that night. He just went on with his life as best he could. When he went to college he was hoping the new experiences would distract him from his past. He wouldn't have imagined in his wildest dreamed his old friend would be right there next to him in his first class!

Name: Lilavandra "Lilla" Fairchild
Age: 20
Height: 5'6"
Weight:140
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Appearance: "Hottie" is an understatement when it comes to explaining Lilla's
looks. The girl is what one would call a blond bomb shell with deep brown eyes that could melt any man's heart whether they have a girl friend or not. But then again the boys aren't the only ones that aren't safe on campus because she goes after the girls as well. Lilla is known to flirt whether she realizes it or not and if any girl has a problem with it they can talk to her fists.

Lilla takes good care of herself, she goes to the gym every morning because her body is her temple and she takes very good care of it. She has the most perfect pair of breast barely able to be contained by her c cup bra and her butt just has the boys eager to grab.

Background:Lilla comes from a very experimental family, filled with betrayal, cheats and lies. But the simple fact that her mother cheated on her father as well as the other way around didn't seem strange to her. In the end they both came home to each other seeing their marriage more as a friendship in order to raise their daughter and stayed together for her. Her mother had been the first to introduce her to sex at the age of 17 when she had caught her mother in bed with another man. Instead of telling her to get out her mother invited her in and watched as the man took her daughter's virginity.

Lilla has had several relationships through high school with either sexes and it followed her into college but now she has become a bit more picky about who she spends her nights with. She is one of the oldest in house and she rather likes it that way. One Matthew, who she has her eyes on but it seemes as if he has quiet a crush on her other room mate Luna. She is a rather curious girl, she says she trusts the both of them but Lilla sees something inside of her that keeps her form trusting them fully. Lilla was instantly attracted to her but because of how fragile the girl seems all the time she is afraid that if she pushes her she might just chase her away.

"Luna...." A voice coated in alcohol spoke to a shaking female, who was pinned against a wall. "I love you Luna....."

"J-James.... s-stop..." Luna's soft voice attempted to speak, but it couldn't get past a whisper.

"Shhhh...." A drunken James slammed Luna to the ground at the base of the stairs. "I'll show you how much I love you." He laughed faintly being overcome with alcohol. The drunk even smacked the girl around a bit as if they were both 'enjoying' it. Hands grabbing every part of her body, feeling, groping, ripping.

"Stop!" She screamed trying to pry the hands off her, but it only led to her get smack once again. Now half-conscious, she was no match for the stronger male. He could easily have his way with her. And he intended on doing so. Her clothes were ripped from her body leaving the girl beaten and naked on the floor. Spreading her legs, He smirked undoing his pants. Luna still tried to fight by shoving him away from her, but he only came back stronger.

His tip at her entrance, he leaned down placing a rough kiss on her lips. "I love you Luna." He whispered before slamming his throbbing member deep into her virgin hole.

"Stop!!!" Luna screamed jerking up from her bed. She was covered in sweat and looked around. She was in her bed, not at her old house. It was... all just a dream. Panting hard, she touched her chest and closed her eyes halfway. Tears filled her eyes and fell down her face. Even after three years, James still haunted her mind and her dreams. She rarely had a pleasant dream since the 'incident.'

Matt found college life to be a strange mix of freedom and frustration.

He’d always felt trapped in his life before college. High school had been awful…he’d had few close friends and fewer girlfriends growing up, being the shy, introverted “artsy” type. His life at home hadn’t been much better; his parents never understood him, but then again, they’d never been around much, being perennial workaholics, so never had bothered to get to know him. Having long ago decided he wouldn’t follow their example, and become a corporate robot, and having a more artistic soul than his parental units, art and music had just come naturally to him. It had always been his escape from the world where he never seemed to fit in.

Of course, his parents had absolutely lost their minds when he’d gone to college and began majoring in art. Every week, he got a phone call from them, trying to persuade him into going into business, or law, or ANYTHING other than what he’d chosen, thinking he should go to school for something more “suitable for life in the real world”. What that meant was they wanted him to live the same life they’d chosen for themselves…which meant a job with a three-piece suit, a desk, a company car, and no life outside of work.

He was thrilled to be leaving home, and his expectations when first coming to college had been of hope that he’d finally find his way and fit in, but dorm life wasn’t much different than high school had been. In high school, he’d been an outsider, not caring about the endless parties, too awkward to make any real friends, and too shy to talk to girls. When first arriving at college, it had been much the same. His roommate was obsessed with partying, drinking, fucking, and that was about it. It wasn’t as if Matt didn’t try, but they didn’t have any common ground…Matt had never been much of a partier, didn’t drink all that much aside from an occasional beer here and there, and had come to college a virgin.

After, staying in the dorms for a couple weeks, he knew he had to get out of there. Things were becoming way too uncomfortable…after listening to the other occupant of his room having sex for three nights straight, while he lay in bed listening with a frustrated hard on, and hearing them both laughingly mock him while they thought he was asleep, he’d had enough. He’d found an ad in the paper, with someone looking for roommates to share rent on a house, and he’d called right away. Two days later, he’d moved in.

He’d been living off campus for a few weeks now, and in a situation that most guys would envy. His roommates were both women, and both were very attractive, though in very different ways. Lilla was the girl all the guys on campus talked about…a beautiful blonde with a sexy body, popular and the life of the party, worldly, outgoing, and extremely flirty, even to him, although he was somewhat socially ill-equipped and a bit too naïve to deal with it. Matt felt awkward not knowing how to respond. Part of him just figured that Lilla was messing with him. After all, she could have any guy she wanted, and seemed to flirt with everyone, so it was probably just in her nature. Regardless of why, it was a non-issue…even though he couldn’t deny that Lilla was almost painfully and seductively attractive, he’d already fallen for his other roommate.

He’d met Luna on the first day, and that was all it took. She had an ethereal beauty and an almost vulnerable way about her that Matt found both intoxicating and enchanting. They’d talked that day, and he just felt naturally at ease with her…something that wasn’t common for him. Much like himself, she seemed to have a problem dealing with people at times, and he almost felt as if she might be a kindred spirit. He’d quickly developed a sort of infatuated “crush” on her, although to him, it seemed much stronger than that. He couldn’t define his feelings fully…a jumble of emotions; including lust, desire, and longing all rolled together. The problem was, she didn’t seem to notice he existed.

Over the past weeks he’d lived there, he’d made some awkward attempts to gain her notice, but was too shy to blatantly walk up to her and reveal his true feelings, fearing she might at best say she wasn’t interested, and at worst, laugh at him, or even get freaked out enough to ask him to move out. Any time he did seem to be getting know a bit more about her, she suddenly pulled away or changed the subject, so he figured she must have had some bad relationships or something in the past.

So, here he was, feeling more freedom than he’d ever had before, out on his own, doing what he wanted for the first time ever in his life. He was living in a huge house, with two great roommates. He was excelling in school, his grades looking good. Everything was looking up, and he knew he should be happy…but he couldn’t get Luna out of his mind. It was pathetic really. He knew he should just talk to her, instead of just quietly harboring feelings for a her while she was barely aware he existed, aside from his share of the rent and housework…but he just couldn’t bring himself to do it.

So again, much like the past few nights, he found himself laying on his bed in the darkness, his hand moving under the sheets and stroking his throbbing erection as he imagined Luna, fantasizing about sneaking into her room and telling her how he felt. In his mind, the fantasy moved at breakneck speed; in it, she always knew how he felt and had just been waiting for him to say something, before coming together and kissing deeply, their clothes magically disappearing as his mind jumped to what her naked body might look like. He had just started to imagine how it would feel as he slowly slipped inside her and felt her wrapped all around him....when suddenly, his fantasy flew to the four winds as he was brought back to reality by a scream coming down the hallway!

Jumping out of bed, and pulling his pajama bottoms up, he opened the door to the hallway and stepped out, walking to Luna's door. It was closed, and he knew she kept it locked, so he knocked softly.

"Luna? Luna....is everything ok? I heard a scream..."

Lilla had been dreaming quietly with her current lover grasping her hot, sweaty body as he lay beside her joining her in a sweet dream. He had been one of the men that met up to some of her standards when it came to who she shared her bed room with and it was easy to keep the quiet because all she had to do was threaten never to speak to them. They would never brag about sleeping with her because to never share another night with her was too much to risk, yes she was quiet a flirt but she would never let herself be known as a slut.

Her eyes shot opened as a scream filled the house and she sat up quickly as did her lover. "Should i call the police?" he asked now fearful that someone had broken into the house and was now occupying her roommates room. Lilla shook her head softly now, "Just stay here." She said grabbing her robe to pull it tightly around her body, her long blond hair was tangled more because of their sexual acts rather then it just being from sleep. She closed her bedroom door behind her as she made her way down the hall and soon Matt came running down the hall to Luna's door. Lilla had been here long enough to of heard Luna wake up in a scream to know that it was a regular thing that happened once in a blue moon.

She moved besides him now wrapping an arm around his shoulder, "Its ok Matt...believe me this isn't the first that this has happened...its just a bad dream you have to calm yourself or she will just become more scared." She looked down at the man who was only a few years younger then her, normally age wasn't a thing that stopped her when she liked a man but it was the fact that he had a crush on Luna that stopped her from going farther. But in the end that didn't stop her from flirting with him every chance she got encase he changed his mind. She leaned in now with a smile along her lips as she looked down at his condition, he must of been playing with himself because it was still hard. "If you want i can help you with that." She said with a soft giggle before she moved her arm off his shoulder and knocked on Luna's door. "Luna hunny...are you alright?"

Matt felt an arm wrap around him, startling him, until he saw it was only Lilla. He always found himself somewhat tongue-tied around her, simply because she was so...well, so out of his league was all that came to mind.

Lilla looked at him the way she always did, with a somewhat seductive, playful smirk on her face that made him wonder what she was thinking...but this time, her eyes also showed concern and empathy for her friend in the next room, as she reassured him.

"It's ok, Matt...believe me this isn't the first that this has happened...its just a bad dream you have to calm yourself or she will just become more scared."

Matt nodded, reluctant to speak, her touch making him feel somewhat awkward, accepting Lilla's explanation...after all, she had been living much longer than he had, and knew more about Luna than he did.

Lilla looked him up and down suddenly and her smile widened in amusement, as her eyes sparkling in mirth as they locked below his waistline.

"If you want i can help you with that."

He looked down, and his eyes widened in surprise as he realized he'd been standing there with a still raging hard-on. His face flushed in embarrassment as Lilla giggled, her knowing look making it clear she had a good idea what he'd been up to earlier, and obviously taking enjoyment in his discomfort. Lilla was always saying suggestive things like that, but this time, it had been much more direct, it had him more flustered than usual.

Thankfully, her attention shifted to Luna, her concern for her friend evident, and Matt's hands moved lower to awkwardly cover his "problem".

Matt, his worry for Luna quite clear, softly asked Lilla, "Umm...d-does Luna have these nightmares..alot?"

i'm listening...

Lilla could see him as he moved his hands over his problem to cover it from his view and it made her smile. She didn't turn her eyes to him again until he asked about Luna's nightmares, "Alot? No, it seems that she haves some episodes sometimes...she never tells me what they are about but she always looks rather disturbed by them." She sighed softly now as she turned away from the door as Luna refused to answer their calls out to her and she leaned her back against the door.

It was then that he lover poked his head out of the door and looked down the hall at the two of them at Luna's door. The man would feel a bit jealous for Matt to be standing next to Lilla if it wasn't for the type of guy her lover was and Matt was. Her current lover's name was Kyle and he was the quarterback of the football team. "Is everything ok?" He asked now and Lilla gave him a soft smile. "Yes sweet heart Luna my roommate just had a nightmare, ill be back in a few moment once i know she is alright you just go back to sleep." He gave her a wink before he retreated back into Lilla's room and closed the door behind him.

Her eyes turned back to Matt as her attention did as well and she moved closer to him wrapping her arms around his neck. Her robe fell open just slightly to reveal some cleavage and she moved her lips to his ear as she pressed her body against his. "My offer is still open...i like all types of men..." She paused now for dramatic affect, "And all women as well..." She wanted to put that thought into his head of her together with another women each of them pleasuring each other for his enjoyment and she pulled away from him with a smirk as she leaned against Luna's door once more.

Matt felt himself tense as Lilla wrapped her arms around his neck and whispered in his ear, and his eyes felt drawn to her chest as her robe enticingly opened. He felt her body press against his, and it was all he could do not to moan, as he felt his penis begin to stand at full attention again. Lilla was a beautiful woman, and her seductiveness definitely made his body react...and she had never been this forward with him before.

Sure, she had flirted plenty...that seemed to be part of her nature...but she had never acted like THIS. Matt found his body trembling a bit, feeling nervousness and...well, a lustful longing. A part of him wanted to go with this. He was still a virgin...he'd only had two girlfriends in high school, and the farthest he'd ever gotten with either was "second base". It had just never happened for him yet...and now suddenly, in front of him was a sexy, confident woman who actually seemed to want him.

He felt her warm breath against his ear as she whispered to him...

"My offer is still open...i like all types of men..." Her lips almost brushed against his ear as she added, "And all women as well..."

His mind went into overdrive, thoughts racing through his mind. The revelation that Lilla was into both men and women caught him by surprise. He had seen her bring a few guys back to the house in the few weeks he'd lived here, and had even heard some of her lovemaking sessions through the wall separating their rooms. He had never once entertained the idea that Lilla was at all interested in him that way, despite the flirtation...and he had never imagined she was interested in other women. the thought of it boggled the mind and inflamed his imagination.

She let go and pulled away from him, leaning against the door, and he felt torn, unsure of how to proceed. He wanted Luna, but Luna seemed oblivious...hell, she acted like she hadn't noticed him at all, and was totally uninterested in him for anything more than a casual friendship. Lilla and he were friends, albeit not close ones, and with Lilla, he knew there would be no weird feelings afterward on HER part...he knew she didn't want him as a boyfriend. Would it be so bad for Lilla to be his first?

Still, there were complications...alot of questions. He wondered if Lilla just considered him an interesting conquest. After all, she had another man waiting in her bedroom as they spoke. He didn't really like the idea of just being a boy-toy to be thrown away after she was done playing with him. And how would life in the house play out once it happened? And would it mess up his chances with Luna?

He glanced toward Lilla's room, imagining the football player in there waiting for her, and cleared his throat, trying to change the subject, his mind too confused to think on that topic too clearly at the moment. He tried to speak, and couldn't, so cleared his throat yey again, his face still flaming in both embarrassment and flustered arousal.

"Umm....won't your...err..guest...get upset if you're gone too long? I don't want to keep you...he seemed pretty...umm...anxious for you to get back."

Lilla giggled softly as he seemed to think over his words and struggled to clear his throat to even speak. She didn't see her men an conquests like his sex seemed to, she enjoyed and savored the physical attention. She liked men like Matt as well, the inexperienced of which she could teach and tempt. He was innocent and she held a thing for that sometimes, "Oh he doesn't mind...Kyle is rather spent at the moment and simply wants to cuddle with me until he stirs once more but im a rather hungry person tonight." She said giving him a sassy wink now as she lay there against the door and reached out to tuck her slender fingers into his waist band of his pj pants.

"Don't think of me as a one night stand Matt..." She said with a whisper now, "I know you like Luna and i won't get in the way of that...so why not practice on me so everything will be perfect with her..." She licked her lips slowly now as her fingers began to dance along his skin there at his waist band, she wanted to move close to him again but kept his distance so he had time to think with out his cloud of lust influencing his mind. She wanted him to make a clear decision so he wouldn't regret it later and things be weird between them because they were friends after all.

Matt felt his resistance slipping away as her fingers played around the waistband of his pajama bottoms...his cock twitched and jumped at her touch, and a low moan escaped him, as her words seemed to echo in his ears. Lilla was so beautiful and he already aroused...part of him wanted what she was offering...and what she said DID make some odd sort of sense. He didn't want to be awkward for Luna, if he ever did get the chance to be with her...and if it turned out she wasn't interested in him and never would be, at least he would have some experience. She seemed to be awaiting his reply, and not trusting his voice to be steady, he nodded, accepting her offer.

He moved closer to her, this time leaning forward and whispering in HER ear, his face flushed yet again as he admitted, "I've...I've never done...this before. I...well, I probably won't be any good..."

He looked to her room again. "Are you sure your...friend...isn't going to get pissed if you don't come back in there?"

Lilla couldn't help but to smile as he nodded and excepted her offer. She watched him with that grin along her lips as he moved closer to her leaning his body on her own and his lips moved to her ear to whisper into it. She moved her hands around his waist now as she moved her own lips to his ear once again. "I now you haven't Matt...i like innocent guys like you...because i like to teach a man what a women likes." She licked his ear now as he looked over at her room, "I won't be...i knows how i am. He really should be happy i let him spend the night." She moved away from him now linking his fingers with hers, it seemed that Luna must of gone back to sleep after waking up like that or either she was pending to as she usually did when she woke up screaming in the middle of the night.

Luna had told her on several occasions that she trusted her but she never really opened up to Lilla and sometimes she wondered if she really did trust her roommates. "Come on before Luna hears us..." She pulled him along now into his room and closed the door behind them. She didn't waste anytime as she pressed him against the wall pinning his arms to them and her lips came crashing down on his for a hungry kiss.

"You can do what ever you like to me Matt..." She said once she broke their kiss, "Tie me down, explore my body..." She took a few steps back from him untying her robe and letting it fall down to the floor around her feet to revel her nude body to him. She was tan, her muscles tone from all the running she does and her breast were very large for her small frame. She reached out to take his hand and placed it on one of her breast now her eyes studied his face to see his reaction.

As Lilla grabbed his hand and guided him to his room, Matt could hardly believe this was actually happening, everything seeming very surreal. Reality was brought back sharply into focus when they entered his room, and she pushed him up against the wall, kissing him fiercely and taking his breath away. She broke the kiss, looking him deeply in the eyes...

"You can do what ever you like to me Matt...Tie me down, explore my body..."

He knew she spoke to him, but the words flew from his mind once she backed away from him and dropped her robe, revealing her glorious nude body to his gaze, in the dimly lit room.

When she took his hand and put it on her breast, he shuddered, and moaned softly again, then slowly ran his hand over her nipple, feeling it stiffen against his palm. He looked into her eyes uncertainly, and then leaned forward, running his tongue tentatively against her nipple, and then lightly moving his lips against it, before finally putting it between his lips, sucking and licking gently as his other hand moved to her other breast, caressing it and lightly pinching the nipple between his fingers.

She moved her hands behind her back as he seemed to shudder and his soft moan made her smile as he ran his hand over her nipple. The little attention cause it to become hard and she gave him an encouraging smile as he looked at her a bit uncertain. Her eyes studied him as he lean forward slowly to run his tongue against her nipple and when his lips closed around it it caused a moan to escape her lips. He began to lick and such on it gently as the other moved to massage the other and pinch it.

Lilla leaned against him now pleased with his actions, they were working to make her body tremble gently. "Thats good Matt...just remember to be gentle." She said as he began to pinch her nipple a bit too hard, he corrected himself and she began to moan once more. She let him play with her breast for a bit before she began to move them closer to the bed and she moved out of his grasp. She laid down on the bed parting her legs a bit, "Now its time you practiced using you tongue some where else." She said hopping he might get her hint, it was hard to find a guy that wasn't completely orally challenged and she planned on showing him how to hit each of the women's buttons to have them squirming in his arms.

Luna was in a shock at the moment. She didn't know what was going on. It was a dream right? Her hands trembled and barely were able to turn on the lamp on her night stand. Automatically, her eyes went to her wrists that had a couple faint scars on them from James's nails. Her bright green eyes then traveled to her door. She heard voices. It was Lilla and Matt. She didn't respond though. Her body wouldn't let her. It just made her shake and tremble.

Finally she managed to do more than just tremble. Luna rose up from her bed. Her long, dark blue pajama bottoms clung to her frame. One hand ran up her black baggy shirt. One would normally wear clothing that would be considered skimpy to bed, but because of her past, she wore clothing that covered the majority of her body. She ran a hand through her medium-length dark brown hair.

"I-I'm o-okay..." She whispered out. No one responded after a moment. Luna heard a door shut causing her to stumble to her door curiously.

Unlocking the door, she looked around. No one was there. Did she imagine the voices? Moving into the hallway, Luna absent-mindedly slipped a hand under her shirt to touch the scars that were on her hips that James created when he held her down.

"Lilla? Matt?" She called out looking around. Were they still sleeping? She chewed on her lower lip curiously. Luna didn't know what do to. If it was part of her imagination then she was just waking up her roommates. Luna didn't want that, but she wanted to confirm or deny that she made the whole thing up in her head.

Matt found himself becoming more and more excited with each one of her moans, as he clumsily worked on her nipples, excited that she was getting aroused by him as well. He could feel her tremble a bit and he couldn't help but smile a bit.When she moved back, he was confused for a moment, until she lay on his bed, spreading her legs for him, and hinting at what she wanted.

He felt a bit intimidated, not knowing what to do, but wanting to please her...so he knelt on the bed between her legs, looking closely and then leaning forward, his eyes meeting hers. She nodded and smiled, and as his head moved forward between her legs, his tongue gently flicking out and experimentally licking her pussy for the first time. He wasn't exactly sure what he expected, but he felt her shudder a bit and it gave him confidence enough to begin to take a slow, lingering lick, tasting her. He felt her hands twine in his hair, as if to guide him, moving his head to where she wanted it, and he began to slowly lick and suck, his tongue probing inside her for a moment, and then moving back out, exploring her, and using her noises as a guide as to what she liked, tasting her juices as she started to become more and more aroused...

Luna looked around curiously with her wide open eyes. She was starting to think that she made it all up in her mind. The dark haired girl wandered to Lilla's room and knocked lightly on it. "Lilla... I... had another nightmare..." She whispered out in an ashamed tone. Her cheeks turned a bright red color. "C-Can I sleep with you tonight?" She asked sounding more and more like a little child at the moment. When she heard stirring from the room, she took a step back smiling faintly. Lilla was going to let her in. However when the door open, she gasped seeing a very naked man in front of her.

"Sure baby... you can sleep with me tonight." Kyle smirked out leaning against the door.

"Ahhh!!" Luna screamed and instantly took off down the hallway heading to Matt's room. She freaked cause when she saw Kyle, James's image slipped into her mind. Arriving at Matt's door, she knocked on it over and over quite loudly. "M-Matt! Please open up! There's a stranger in the house! And I don't know where Lilla is!" She yelled out. Yeah Lilla brought home strange men, but for the most part, she told Luna about them so she wouldn't get scared when she saw a strange guy in the house. Guess Lilla forgot to tell Luna.

At the sound of the scream sounding down the hallway Lilla sat up moving away from Matt and she reached down to pull the robe over he body. "I guess this will have to continue later." She leaned over and gave him a soft kiss on his lips. She pulled away from him as Luna began to pound on the door and Lilla gave him an apologetic look for the condition she was leaving him in. It was a rather cruel thing indeed to leave a man so hard and excited like she was with Matt but she didn't want Luna to see them together like that and mess up his chances with her.

"Get under the covers and ill explain things to Luna." She waited until he did what she told him too and she wrapped the robe around her tying it tightly. She moved to the door now opening it and pulling the frightened girl into her arms. "Shhh...Luna im right here. Matt was worried about you and when you didn't answer we figured you went back to bed...i was trying to clam him down...he was about to go call the police." Lilla pulled the frightened girl against her tighter now as she looked down the hall way at Kyle and she gave him a rather displeased look that had him retreating into the room. "Im sorry about him Luna...you were asleep before i could tell you i was having someone over....he is just a stupid horn dog."

She loosened her grip on her now and stepped away only slightly so she could see Matt laying there in bed. "Were both here alright, nothings happened to anyone....you had another nightmare didn't you?" She asked as she moved soft of the girl's hair out of her eyes, "No one is going to hurt you i promise."

Matt had jumped in alarm when Luna had started screaming out his name, and when Lilla moved away and pushed him back, he'd almost clumsily fallen off the bed. When Lilla hurriedly suggested he get in bed and cover up, he did so right away, cursing himself for being stupid. His heart was going a mile a minute...Luna was going to know what they'd been up to, and any chance he'd ever have with her would be ruined!

Lilla went out in the hallway and started to comfort Luna...he couldn't hear what Lilla was saying, but whatever it was, either Luna was too upset and distracted to realize what had been going on between he and Lilla, or Lilla had told her a convincing enough story that Luna didn't doubt it.

Matt watched the two young women for awhile, as Lilla finally started to calm Luna down with soothing words, and he met Lilla's eyes over Luna's shoulder for a moment. He nodded at her in thanks...and then laid back and closed his eyes, trying to relax again. He couldn't deny his frustration, but more than anything, he felt relief that Luna hadn't caught them, especially in her current state.

He doubted he and Lilla would be able to continue, as she would probably be taking care of Luna for awhile, and her football player in the other room definitely couldn't be asleep anymore with all the ruckus going on...and after what had happened, he wasn't so sure that maybe that wasn't for the best anyway. Maybe it wouldn't have made a difference if Luna had found out, but Matt didn't want to risk it...his body may have been craving Lilla tonight, but his heart still wanted Luna, and he couldn't deny that to himself at all...

He remembered her telling him to stop. He remembered that he didn't listen. He remembered leaving he weeping naked on the floor. He remembered going to bed. Other than that he didn't really remember anything, and yet he remembered enough to not be able to forgive himself.

That was ancient history though, right? He hadn't been arrested yet, and they went their separate ways. All he had to do was forget about it, pretend it didn't happen. He couldn't though. He couldn't sleep, he had hardly been able too since it happened. He'd lie down in his bed, curl up under the covers and somewhere deep in his mind he'd remind himself he was a rapist.

That was what was going on now. He was in his bed, ready for class the following day, excited even, but at the forefront of his mind was that stupid, terrible mistake.

"Arrghhh..." he groaned into his pillow with frustration. He got up and went to the bathroom, took a sleeping pill and tried to get back. He knew though that he wouldn't have any sweet dreams. His dreams were usually the same. The faded replay of his biggest regret.

Tears were in her eyes and slowly slipped down her ivory face. She was scared and wanted Lilla. Soon her prayers were answered when Lilla came to the door. She was confused at first as to why she answered and not Matt. Though when Lilla explained, she nodded and nuzzled her face into the other's collarbone. Luna was smart in the mind, not naive in experience. She didn't catch on to what Lilla and Matt were really doing. Instead, she wrapped her slender arms around the taller female's waist. "Y-Yeah.." She whispered out softly when Lilla asked if she had another nightmare. Luna had told her about her nightmares, but never about the content of them just had she was prone to them. Lilla was her best friend and Luna still didn't tell her what had happened.

Her eyes shifted peering into the room where she saw Matt underneath the covers. She smiled faintly and mouthed a 'thank you' to him. She wasn't sure if he saw or not, but hopefully he did. Then, a smell slipped into her nostrils. It was familiar, yet different. The smell was similar to the scent of sex, but then again, being naive, Luna didn't connect the dots about it. "Matt.... your room stinks. You should clean it more often." She giggled in a very weak tone before closing her eyes nuzzling against Lilla like a child. "Can you sleep in my room with me tonight, Lilla?" She asked softly.

Matt lay there watching Lilla hold Luna close and couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy, silly though he knew it to be. Part of him wished that Luna felt close enough to him to have want to seek comfort from him.

Finally, Luna took notice of him, seeing her mouth a silent thank you to him...and then was somewhat mortified, as she spoke aloud.

"Matt.... your room stinks. You should clean it more often."

Did that mean she knew what they'd been doing and was jokingly making fun of the fact, or did she just smell the scent of sex in the air and didn't recognize it for what it was?

Matt tried to cover as best as he could. "Err...yeah, sorry about that....guess i might have forgotten to...umm...put a cap back on my paints or something....I'll take care of that."

He got out of bed, and went to the array of painting supplies he had near his easel. His erection had finally subsided, but he hobbled a bit...a serious case of blue balls coming on after been denied gratification not once, but twice, in one evening.

As he feigned checking his paints for loose caps, he heard Luna ask Lilla to sleep in her room with her, and another series of questions flooded his mind. Lilla and Luna were so close, and Lilla had already said she was into girls...what if Luna into girls too?

If Luna was lesbian, it would explain many of the odd ways she'd acted around Matt since he'd moved in. Like the fact that she never got too close to him and flinched away when Matt had gotten too near or the fact that he hadn't seen any boyfriends and she'd never discussed having any. Even tonight's events were suspect...Lilla had men over quite a bit, but Luna hadn't had much contact with any of them, and tonight when she did, she had freaked out. Granted, it was speculation, but...well, Luna almost acted like she was afraid of men...and if that was the case, then Matt would stand no chance of ever being in a romantic relationship with her.

He turned back, seeing the two women moving away from his door towards Luna's room, and sighed, walking over and laying down on his bed again. In the condition he was in, he knew sleep would be slow in coming tonight, especially with the thought of the two desirable women living with him sleeping together in the same bed...and with Lilla's earlier statement echoing through his mind...

"My offer is still open...I like all types of men.......And all women as well..."

Lilla was a bit relieved as Luna didn't suspect anything funny from her being in Matt's room so late at night and she smiled as the girl held onto her tightly. "I see there coming a bit more frequently now..." She said now becoming a bit more worried, she really wished that Luna would tell her something about her dreams. She wanted to help but couldn't do much if she didn't share what they were about but then against she didn't want to push her.

Lilla blushed a bit at Luna's comment about Matt's room stinking and thankfully he had thought up a good excuse for it. She unwrapped her arms from around Luna now as Matt stood up to close up some of his paints and she gave him another apolgetic look. "Good night Matt...we will see you in the morning." She said with a soft smile before she closed the door and turned back to Luna. "Ill be there in a moment...i need to tell my guest that i won't be back to bed." She gave her a soft smile before walking down the hall and disappearing into her room. Kyle looked at her now with a look on his face, "You stupid jerk...god if it wasn't for you being so good in bed i would kick you out into the cold. I'm going to go stay with Luna for the rest of the night and if your good ill give you a quickie in the morning." She said with a wink now as she got dressed in a pair of pj pants and a tank top. She reached over placing a kiss on his lips and he reached out to run his hands along her smooth skin as she reached for her pillow.

She pulled away from him now, "Remember be a good boy." She said with a wink as she walked down the hallway once more taking Luna's hand in hers and she pulled the two of them back into Luna's room. She tossed her pillow onto the bed now and lay down upon it stretching out her limbs. It had been a rather long night, besides being sexually frustrated she was emotionally drained and curling up next to Luna sounded like the perfect way to fall asleep.