What made you realize that...

you first wanted a cock in your ass and had to have it?

I'm curious as to others' responses on this. When did you first see a certain cock or come across a situation in which you were finally overcome by the desire to be fucked in the ass for the first time?
Did you put it off for a bit, were you tempted enough to take it right away? Was it all you thought it would be or did it gradually improve for you?

Lodac said:

you first wanted a cock in your ass and had to have it?

I'm curious as to others' responses on this. When did you first see a certain cock or come across a situation in which you were finally overcome by the desire to be fucked in the ass for the first time?
Did you put it off for a bit, were you tempted enough to take it right away? Was it all you thought it would be or did it gradually improve for you?

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I was watching a porn VIDEO about 25 yrs ago , I kept watching the same clip of a blond sucking a cock, when suddenly I realised I wanted to be her doing the sucking . I was shocked , and spent many yrs trying to suppress my curiosity.

Last Nov I met a truly gorgeous TS , a Thai girl, in London . We did everything, she was amazing , I realised so many dreams and fantasies. I've seen her again since , and had approx another 15 partners. Once I broke my duck I realised how much I love being topped , how I love oral. I adore being fucked , it's an amazing feeling . I wish I hadn't waited so long!

Lodac said:

you first wanted a cock in your ass and had to have it?

I'm curious as to others' responses on this. When did you first see a certain cock or come across a situation in which you were finally overcome by the desire to be fucked in the ass for the first time?
Did you put it off for a bit, were you tempted enough to take it right away? Was it all you thought it would be or did it gradually improve for you?

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I loved it sooooo much more than I thought I would ....... It was way better than I thought it would be !

t1m1d1 said:

I was watching a porn VIDEO about 25 yrs ago , I kept watching the same clip of a blond sucking a cock, when suddenly I realised I wanted to be her doing the sucking . I was shocked , and spent many yrs trying to suppress my curiosity.

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More than a few people that I've talked with on the subject have said that they were viewing porn of some sort and began to identify with the girl performing in the clip and made them want to try the same things.

began when some older teen tried to fuck me, but couldn't get in and it went from there, but sad to say haven't had a "real" mans cock in me yet. I was using my mothers vibe when I was 12-13

I had been giving head for several months before I finally got fucked. I met a guy who was giving massages and he started playing with my ass. He turned me on so much I begged him to fuck me. It was so hot I was hooked as soon as I felt his hot load fill me up, and drip out of my ass and down my crack over my balls.

For me it was curiosity, and a progression in my gay experience. At first I was uncomfortable letting a guy suck me, but it was worth it. After several guys, I learned to relax and enjoy, and then do more. I'd let them rim me, and I'd fuck them, giving reach arounds. While doing all this I had to wonder why they liked it so much...would I like it too?
So eventually I tried sucking, and I loved it.
Slowly, one by one, I was dropping my inhibitions, and enjoying men more all the time. One night I was in bed with a guy and we were sucking and carrying on, hot, hard and horny. He rolled on top of me , and as we fooling around I felt his cock pressed against my hole. I was ready for anything, so I just spread my legs and let him in.
It felt great, and I loved having him in me, not just the physical feeling, but also knowing that I was driving him nuts and pleasing him as he took my virgin ass. This was the first guy I kissed, and then all the inhibitions were gone. I was totally OK being fully gay with nothing held back. I new side of me had been uncovered, and it was all good, satisfying and eye opening all at once.

downforce said:

I had been giving head for several months before I finally got fucked. I met a guy who was giving massages and he started playing with my ass. He turned me on so much I begged him to fuck me. It was so hot I was hooked as soon as I felt his hot load fill me up, and drip out of my ass and down my crack over my balls.

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This sounds totally hot!

I think I first realised about twenty years ago when I had my first same sex experiences, but I was too timid to let myself go. The more I've talked to other bisexual men in recent months, and shared fantasies, the more I've realised I have that overwhelming need to be fucked. I don't know if I'll ever realise that fantasy, or if I do, that it'll live up to the ideal, but I hope I do experience it one day and enjoy it.