All right, so this was my third time on the merry-go-round of Literotica.com.
First, I was here as Acktion. And generally had a pretty good time. Some health issues got in the way, then financial. And when I got back, stupid me couldn't remember the password or which email account I'd used.
So, I made up a new account as Ewobbit, managed to sneak third in the Valentine's contest from, in my opinion, much more deserving entrants. Hung out in the threads while I tried to write something else submission worthy. And then faded away again when we couldn't keep all the bills paid.
A year later, I made a resurgence as this user because, you guessed it, couldn't remember Ewobbit's password or email. (Yeah, I've got memory issues.) And decided to enter the contest for a goof and once again managed to swipe a prize.
Twice, I faded away and both times it seemed like people were wondering what happened to me. So, I didn't want to let that happen a third time, just in case there might be someone who cares.
My wife passed away sometime today. I don't know when although I was sitting here right beside her the whole day, trying to write. They tell me that's a good thing, that it means it was peaceful, in her sleep.
We've had so many health problems I can't say it was a surprise. But, I can't understand how I could be right here and not know when she left.
I don't know. Right now, I can't fathom writing anything else. Maybe I will someday. I can't fathom being on here. I can't even fathom why I am right now. I don't know. Maybe I will be from time to time. Or maybe I won't for awhile or ever again. I just don't know.
I do wish to leave my submissions as Acktion,Ewobbit, and, especially, PuckIt.
And as always, peace be with you and may the wind be at your back and the sun out of your eyes tomorrow. Don't forget to take whatever opportunity you can to make yours a good day and anyone else's you conveniently can.
First, I was here as Acktion. And generally had a pretty good time. Some health issues got in the way, then financial. And when I got back, stupid me couldn't remember the password or which email account I'd used.
So, I made up a new account as Ewobbit, managed to sneak third in the Valentine's contest from, in my opinion, much more deserving entrants. Hung out in the threads while I tried to write something else submission worthy. And then faded away again when we couldn't keep all the bills paid.
A year later, I made a resurgence as this user because, you guessed it, couldn't remember Ewobbit's password or email. (Yeah, I've got memory issues.) And decided to enter the contest for a goof and once again managed to swipe a prize.
Twice, I faded away and both times it seemed like people were wondering what happened to me. So, I didn't want to let that happen a third time, just in case there might be someone who cares.
My wife passed away sometime today. I don't know when although I was sitting here right beside her the whole day, trying to write. They tell me that's a good thing, that it means it was peaceful, in her sleep.
We've had so many health problems I can't say it was a surprise. But, I can't understand how I could be right here and not know when she left.
I don't know. Right now, I can't fathom writing anything else. Maybe I will someday. I can't fathom being on here. I can't even fathom why I am right now. I don't know. Maybe I will be from time to time. Or maybe I won't for awhile or ever again. I just don't know.
I do wish to leave my submissions as Acktion,Ewobbit, and, especially, PuckIt.
And as always, peace be with you and may the wind be at your back and the sun out of your eyes tomorrow. Don't forget to take whatever opportunity you can to make yours a good day and anyone else's you conveniently can.