Not the first woman who is honest enough to say this - it's VERY hot, forget the hangups and act it out...these sorts of scenes totally get me and I love recreating them:
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I don't really recreate rape scenes for real. For me, I recreate bondage and vulnerability. But I have a friend, she'll act out rape with her husband, will go so far as to put lube in her bum in advance.
But ever since I was younger, I'd fantasize about non-consent, and even now I fantasize I'm that age again, with nonconsent.