intothewoods
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The other morning, he pulled my tshirt over my face, except for my mouth, and said, there, now you're just my mouth and a pair of tits.
It made me go into this headspace. I don't know what to call it, but when I'm there I feel like, ohmygawshyoublowmymindwhateveryouwantyoucanhaveswoon.
Something like that.
It's not something I want all the time, but it is the kind of edgy stuff (in my book, anyway, lol) that I need to have that D/s dynamic reinforced. Plus, it makes me think - it pushes my boundaries - good stuff.
I think what really gets to me isn't the sexual degradation, so much as the idea that maybe I'm not all that special. It's all about power for me. Not pure pain or sensation. It's the mind fuck.
It made me go into this headspace. I don't know what to call it, but when I'm there I feel like, ohmygawshyoublowmymindwhateveryouwantyoucanhaveswoon.
Something like that.
It's not something I want all the time, but it is the kind of edgy stuff (in my book, anyway, lol) that I need to have that D/s dynamic reinforced. Plus, it makes me think - it pushes my boundaries - good stuff.
I think what really gets to me isn't the sexual degradation, so much as the idea that maybe I'm not all that special. It's all about power for me. Not pure pain or sensation. It's the mind fuck.