Moochienanu
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It’s a wall of white this morning
And I’m making decisions.
What do I want?
Not someone else: me.
It’s there and I know I can’t ignore something
This large and painful,
But I do need to wait a little longer
And keep myself together with them
Until I can call.
Calling all strangers -
Please stop trying.
I can’t seem to dream
While in this house
Where dreams are everywhere,
Canvases covered
And books filled with them.
I’m not better than anyone else
At anything else
And so,
I was unable to answer that one question,
Feeling a bit of a failure now with this revelation.
Shall I throw in some descriptive words
No one will read anyway?
My prose is lost
In the drifts of snow
That berm against the door with the wind,
Making it nearly impossible to leave.
What do I want?
To crawl under that white blanket
And hide until the words in my head
Go blank
Become covered themselves
In the thick mounds
Of precipitated thoughts.
And I’m making decisions.
What do I want?
Not someone else: me.
It’s there and I know I can’t ignore something
This large and painful,
But I do need to wait a little longer
And keep myself together with them
Until I can call.
Calling all strangers -
Please stop trying.
I can’t seem to dream
While in this house
Where dreams are everywhere,
Canvases covered
And books filled with them.
I’m not better than anyone else
At anything else
And so,
I was unable to answer that one question,
Feeling a bit of a failure now with this revelation.
Shall I throw in some descriptive words
No one will read anyway?
My prose is lost
In the drifts of snow
That berm against the door with the wind,
Making it nearly impossible to leave.
What do I want?
To crawl under that white blanket
And hide until the words in my head
Go blank
Become covered themselves
In the thick mounds
Of precipitated thoughts.