Moochie’s Meandering Missives (and a pic or two)

Moochienanu said:

I am in that post-play state where a can of chocolate, ready-made icing sounds perfect.

However, I do not have a can of icing... or even a bag of chocolate chips to mix with sweetened-condensed milk and microwave (Yes. This is amazing, and if you don’t eat it all in one sitting, pour it into a baking pan and put it in the refrigerator for fudge later).

So instead, I’m taking a sumptuous bath and reminiscing.

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Moochienanu said:

I coloured a box
With all my crayons.
I sat
On the inside
As I coloured it
So many different shades of
Reds, yellows, greens, blues,
Every crayon making the inside
Of this box
Look like a rainbow masterpiece.
But, when I got out of the box,
I couldn’t see every bit
That I had masterfully coloured.
I hopped back inside,
And, with a hand on each side,
My back to another,
And feet in front,
I pushed out
Like a four-pronged star.
The flattened box
Lay colours-up,
For everyone with eyes that see
To view
From any angle,
As a temporary backdrop
For a human star.

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Moochienanu said:

Right now
I am not very happy
With the way my body is
And how all the things I want to do
Are things that make it ache
Or hurt.

I must be getting old,
But that’s not the problem.
The problem is the sleep
Or lack thereof.
The problem is that I want to be
Awake and doing things
When my body doesn’t.

And although I know it’s alright
If I want to stay in bed longer,
I am going to get up
And push myself
Because otherwise
I won’t be alive.

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Moochienanu said:

The colour on my lips
Stippling the rim of a glass
Full of diet soda,
Ice,
And mostly bourbon
As I drink in a world
Which is just waking.

Ignitions and car engines turning over,
Growling to life
Through a screened window
Open for heat to escape
Leaving nothing but a chill
In the negative space
As it wafts out.

I need a hammer
To break through this feeling
Of being held captive
This morning.

http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2077802&stc=1&d=1566130730

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Todger65 said:

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. I hope the day changes for the better.

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Moochienanu said:

I have a bit of time,
So it should alleviate.
Also, I have a project to work on today,
So that should really help this feeling.

I find having goals,
Even small ones,
Gets me through these lulls.

(Also Manni is the next-best snuggle buddy, so that helps too)

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Moochienanu said:

Holy fuck!
What a morning...
But, with His voice in my ear saying ‘good night,’
I say it to you all as well.

http://forum.literotica.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=2077887&stc=1&d=1566157179

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Moochienanu said:

Holy fuck!
What a morning...
But, with His voice in my ear saying ‘good night,’
I say it to you all as well.

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Moochienanu said:

Holy fuck!
What a morning...
But, with His voice in my ear saying ‘good night,’
I say it to you all as well.

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Still unsure it was the best use of time.

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Moochienanu said:

So... for everyone who doesn’t know,
I got myself involved in a conversation about
DD/lg dynamics and what being a little actually is
Over in the playground.

Still unsure it was the best use of time.

Still need to write poem for today,
So that’s where I’m headed next.

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Moochienanu said:

So... for everyone who doesn’t know,
I got myself involved in a conversation about
DD/lg dynamics and what being a little actually is
Over in the playground.

Still unsure it was the best use of time.

Still need to write poem for today,
So that’s where I’m headed next.

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AlliaPotestas said:

I’m glad of your input - I am no longer paying attention to the thead. I can’t quite cope with where some of the age related discussion takes me.

Thank you for speaking up, it does stop me lumping the whole community in together (that may be a lie, it may be I just see the little community and you as very different things...)

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Moochienanu said:

Lighter notes

Snap together
Click clack
Every piece it’s place
Falling into them
And fitting together
Like a puzzle without edges,
instructions,
Proximity feeling the fact
And fit.

A hand
Thousands of miles from you now,
And yet,
Moving yours
Over the pieces
Each with their position
They belong
And the soft graze
Of guiding
With every preposition.

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Moochienanu said:

So... for everyone who doesn’t know,
I got myself involved in a conversation about
DD/lg dynamics and what being a little actually is
Over in the playground.
Still unsure it was the best use of time.

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AngelicaS1780 said:

I, for one, really appreciated you taking the time to answer questions and help set the record straight as to how, I think, most "littles" see the idea of underage sexual role playing as abhorrent.

You are good people, my friend.

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I tried. Thank you, Lovely.

Moochienanu said:

Lighter notes

Snap together
Click clack
Every piece it’s place
Falling into them
And fitting together
Like a puzzle without edges,
instructions,
Proximity feeling the fact
And fit.

A hand
Thousands of miles from you now,
And yet,
Moving yours
Over the pieces
Each with their position
They belong
And the soft graze
Of guiding
With every preposition.

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Moochienanu said:

I don’t flaunt my little side. Just because it is a background piece of who I am, doesn’t mean that I need to walk around waving the flag all the time. I completely understand not wanting to read or follow a discussion that makes you uncomfortable, and I wouldn’t expect you to.

Incest and even RPing incest disturbs me. I will come out and say it is not for me and I don’t want to read or see anything about it. It makes me feel like throwing up to think that my kink gets so easily mistaken for two things I abhor: incest and underage sex.

It makes me uncomfortable to think that people can turn away and not report something they see here which is obviously child abuse/ discussion about abuse of people who cannot legally consent, or even role playing these scenarios (which, is just as bad if not worse in my eyes).

I want to believe the best in people, especially the ones who identify under the same label as I do, but, in the end, I am skeptical of a community who doesn’t see the difference between a kink and abuse.

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planetbeat_ said:

You my dear are a delight for the senses.

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ohverbatum7 said:

Lighter notes

I don't understand much of your prose, but I can appreciate the skillful way it is constructed: however I enjoy your photos, and love this grainy image of your beautiful body.

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heathrowinneo said:

angelic and lustful in one shot.... you are simply amazing through words and pics... great posts!

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I am convinced my hair (which I believe gives me a lot of my emoting through pics not of my face) has a mind of it’s own sometimes.
Thank you.

TANSTAAFL58 said:

We've all spent a lot of time and emotion on this.

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Ugh. Enough.

I like the imagery in the poem above. The picture rising out of the murky background is a nice touch. Together, it reminds me that there still a lot of dark beauty out there.

Pretty deep. Way too deep.have a great day.

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