Dee takes this into consideration. The Other is not Ellie's home in the way this place is - uncomfortable and unwelcoming it might be, but no one can contest Dee's mastery of this tattered vestige. The pain this thing caused Ellie - he can taste her anxiety, and frustration at being anxious, and being perceived as weak - for all that confused mishmash, what he feels instead is a steady, weak thread of heat, building in the back of this throat.
With a blink, he recognizes it as anger, because of how his shoulders square and his hands tense in response. His anger, no one else's. With that realization is a sweet, sweeping relief at the sincerity of it, but he keeps that anger in mind, bides it, fans it for later. He can't affect anything permanently out in the real world, but if this thing is willing to pursue Elliie into his . . .
Well, that's for later.
"I'm glad you're okay," Dee says instead, and takes the flashlight. His hand crosses into the beam beyond the sleeve of the hoodie, and he positively scintillates under it, refracting light coruscating through the facets and divides within his crystalline skin. Under strong light, it becomes obvious there is no flesh anywhere in Tweedledee - he is crystal through and through, with ribbed layers of slightly different luster and cleavage. He's a walking hall of mirrors, and through him is a world slightly different, rotated and split and spliced from the one known. It's mesmerizing, until Dee clicks the flashlight off for the moment, and instead just - cradles it, in between his hands.
It's warm.
"I'm glad you're here," he adds, a little unnecessary, but there's a faint burning at the back of his eyes, and he had to say something. Nothing hateful, nothing petty like what he says to Elias, who loves so much and understands, sometimes, so little.
Ellie knows. He grasps this at his very root. She understands persecution, and being strange, and being alone.
"You are - welcome -"
And the word changes something inherent to this place, like a key clicking into a lock, though he doesn't know what it is or what it does -
" - here."
Dee tries to smile, and curls away from the unfamiliar pull because it's so strange, pulling the flashlight to his chest, a brief moment of intense shame, at being vulnerable, at being seen as what he is, a middleaged man being . . .
. . . what? What even are they, in human terms and paradigms? Is any man alive a parable for the things he's endured? There are no paths tread for him. There is only one thing he clings to, from the old world before his transmigration into glass and silence.
"My name is Jack Bolton," Dee says, soft, staring at the wall two feet to the left of Ellie's head.
With a blink, he recognizes it as anger, because of how his shoulders square and his hands tense in response. His anger, no one else's. With that realization is a sweet, sweeping relief at the sincerity of it, but he keeps that anger in mind, bides it, fans it for later. He can't affect anything permanently out in the real world, but if this thing is willing to pursue Elliie into his . . .
Well, that's for later.
"I'm glad you're okay," Dee says instead, and takes the flashlight. His hand crosses into the beam beyond the sleeve of the hoodie, and he positively scintillates under it, refracting light coruscating through the facets and divides within his crystalline skin. Under strong light, it becomes obvious there is no flesh anywhere in Tweedledee - he is crystal through and through, with ribbed layers of slightly different luster and cleavage. He's a walking hall of mirrors, and through him is a world slightly different, rotated and split and spliced from the one known. It's mesmerizing, until Dee clicks the flashlight off for the moment, and instead just - cradles it, in between his hands.
It's warm.
"I'm glad you're here," he adds, a little unnecessary, but there's a faint burning at the back of his eyes, and he had to say something. Nothing hateful, nothing petty like what he says to Elias, who loves so much and understands, sometimes, so little.
Ellie knows. He grasps this at his very root. She understands persecution, and being strange, and being alone.
"You are - welcome -"
And the word changes something inherent to this place, like a key clicking into a lock, though he doesn't know what it is or what it does -
" - here."
Dee tries to smile, and curls away from the unfamiliar pull because it's so strange, pulling the flashlight to his chest, a brief moment of intense shame, at being vulnerable, at being seen as what he is, a middleaged man being . . .
. . . what? What even are they, in human terms and paradigms? Is any man alive a parable for the things he's endured? There are no paths tread for him. There is only one thing he clings to, from the old world before his transmigration into glass and silence.
"My name is Jack Bolton," Dee says, soft, staring at the wall two feet to the left of Ellie's head.