Moochie’s Musings (and a pic or two)

Struck a chord

So, I officially abhor all the things that having the kik app on my phone represents. I basically feel like if someone asks to converse on kik now, I must be a dirty secret they want no one to know about... I mean, yes, I am a dirty little secret, but I don’t want to feel like one... does that make sense? Kik makes me feel the bad kind of naughty...like I need a shower after someone asks me something raunchy on there.

I now know how to use kik pretty well (I can even put filters on a video chat now! Impressive, I know) and prefer it over other messenger apps if you don’t have an iPhone (which, by the way, if you don’t, why not?! Get with the program, swallow your pride and be like the rest of us... one of us... one of us... gooba gobble, gooba gobble... one... of... us...) like I do, but really? You want to kik? With a classy little fucker like me? really?

To me, kik means you’re hiding me. Either from your friends, your wife, your husband, your girlfriend, your boyfriend, someone. You want to easily remove any trace of me on your phone by simply erasing the app. You want to be able to hide me when you need to by turning off notifications to the app, placing it in a hard to find spot behind a folder in your phone marked ambiguously so as not to draw attention to me... And when I start thinking about that (because you know I will, I’m constantly overthinking everything) I start to feel...wrong... about the whole thing.

So before we even start chatting there, I’ll ask you about “why?” Why kik? If you give me a BS reason such as:
- “I like the way chat works here”
- “It works better for me for sending you pics”
- “I can’t get the regular chat things to work on my phone”
- Etc.
I will know it is a BS reason, and although I know it is crap, because anyone can smell it on those answers, I may still choose to chat with you... but, at first mention of “oh, I have a spouse who says it’s fine if I chat with other people” or the like, I will know you’re lying, and won’t want to play that game anymore. So let’s not start a whole chat conversation playing that game, okay? I hate that game. Actually, I hate all games of that nature. I don’t understand the rules and they make me mad. I’m not a pretty girl when I’m mad. You don’t want to see me mad.

I would love it if people were just honest and upfront with me about things. Otherwise, I end up having zero respect for you... which, I mean, did you have much more for me when you tucked the kik app away in that far off, “other media stuff” folder of your phone? That’s what I thought.

The thing is, if you’re upfront with me: “Moochie, I am hiding you from my wife because she doesn’t sex me anymore and you have great breasts” then okay, yes, I am on board, have some boobs if we hit it off and get to know each other well and you’re not creepy and actually a decent human and I still reserve the right to say “no” at any time and for no reason because you should be grateful for anything I am willing to share past this place and a lot of other ‘ands’ here too. We can message away if and when I want to (just know if it’s on kik, I am well aware of the fact that I’m your dirty little secret).

***note on the pic: since it is self-tie Tuesday, here’s the marks left from a futo I tied on myself.

Coming out of lurking because this is a great post. Haven’t used Kik personally, but your description resonated with me. I would just say you’ll no doubt encounter many people who find you attractive and feel compelled to hit on you, but they will have varying levels of maturity in how they handle the other aspects of their life and the conflict with the taboo side that many of us entertain through these forums.

So I guess, I’m sorry people turn you into an erotic extension of an app that they can install, delete and hide as required - you’re clearly a very interesting person with much more to offer than that, but at the same time, understand people are navigating their often socially unacceptable “over” sexuality in their own ways and it takes time to understand how to be grown up about it.
 
I know what you mean about what the social messaging apps represent, and people hidingbit from partners, I had one lady tell me after a while ‘chatting’ that she had to delete the app after each session in case hubby checked her phone.

Yes. It is when people admit this that I get queezy. I don’t think I want to be a party to that behavior... which brings up a story I have and will write out.

I used to use kik to be secretive. I got the same “dirty” feeling, which is why I had to kik the habit.

(Posted in private browsing mode ;) )

Hey-o! Love the word play! I think there is a difference between good dirty and bad dirty. Kik (or other similar messaging apps, this one just seems prevalent) can be either of those depending on the person on the other side of the conversation. I am trying to say I prefer the good kind of dirty. The sexy, can-put-my-hands-flat-on-the-floor-while-flat-footed-as-well kind of dirty.
 
I love your thread. As a submissive girl it's difficult to find something real from our perspective.

Oh! Yay! I’m so glad you’ve found me! I think there are a lot of us that are a bit timid about speaking up. I know if I didn’t have the anonymity that this place affords, I wouldn’t probably never have the courage to step out and speak up about the things I do. Thank you for being here :rose:

I like you and your thread. :kiss: :heart:

I am so delighted and honored by your sweet words. I am glad you find enjoyment in my thread. *hugs to you*
 
Yes. It is when people admit this that I get queezy. I don’t think I want to be a party to that behavior... which brings up a story I have and will write out.



Hey-o! Love the word play! I think there is a difference between good dirty and bad dirty. Kik (or other similar messaging apps, this one just seems prevalent) can be either of those depending on the person on the other side of the conversation. I am trying to say I prefer the good kind of dirty. The sexy, can-put-my-hands-flat-on-the-floor-while-flat-footed-as-well kind of dirty.
I like that good kind of dirty, too.
 
Coming out of lurking because this is a great post. Haven’t used Kik personally, but your description resonated with me. I would just say you’ll no doubt encounter many people who find you attractive and feel compelled to hit on you, but they will have varying levels of maturity in how they handle the other aspects of their life and the conflict with the taboo side that many of us entertain through these forums.

So I guess, I’m sorry people turn you into an erotic extension of an app that they can install, delete and hide as required - you’re clearly a very interesting person with much more to offer than that, but at the same time, understand people are navigating their often socially unacceptable “over” sexuality in their own ways and it takes time to understand how to be grown up about it.

WOW. I... first off, I want to acknowledge that you’ve totally wasted a first post on my drivel and I’m ecstatic. I mean... you’ve been on lit for what, 3? 4? Years and no one else has tempted you out of lurking until now? I am truly floored. Thank you.

Onto the (very well-written and thoughtful) content of your message:

Yes, sadly I have had the pleasure of the gambit as far as levels of maturity I’ve encountered here. Believe it or not, I actually have a rigorous number of qualities I like to see from people I chat or PM with (usually I pay close attention to grammar and spelling, then there’s basic morality questions, and some secrets I won’t share publicly before I either think the person is worth my time or not... I mean, I also don’t care for or spend time on the people introducing themselves as my future Dom/Daddy, sending pics of myself back to me, simply complimenting me and expecting a conversation when they haven’t given a topic, or a lot of other basic things I get in PMs but those were just last night, so they’re fresh in my mind) and can usually sift out the precious stones (innuendo? Maybe...) from the dirt before I think a quicker messaging system is necessary.

I will accept your apology with terms: try not to do this yourself. Always be upfront and honest with anyone you want to get close to here. I don’t think anyone should fault another person for being themselves, especially in an “over” sexual place like this.

Thank you again. Really did make my day to pop your posting cherry.
 
I am so delighted and honored by your sweet words. I am glad you find enjoyment in my thread. *hugs to you*

Ooooh I love hugs!! Thank-you, Marvelous and Magical Moochie. I am most thankful for your hug! I enjoy reading this lovely thread but mostly enjoy how honest, kind, and thoughtful you are. You set a wonderful example to follow, for how people should carry themselves in life. Plus, you have wonderful taste in clothing and lingerie. Yippee! :kiss:
 
I think we have to lead a schizophrenic double life. Private front vs what we really are. Lucky I have a Sir and we are strong together.
 
I like that good kind of dirty, too.

Good deal. In agreement then on the dirty to strive for.

Ooooh I love hugs!! Thank-you, Marvelous and Magical Moochie. I am most thankful for your hug! I enjoy reading this lovely thread but mostly enjoy how honest, kind, and thoughtful you are. You set a wonderful example to follow, for how people should carry themselves in life. Plus, you have wonderful taste in clothing and lingerie. Yippee! :kiss:

I had an inkling you were a bit like me and a “hugger.” You’re very sweet to say such kind things about me! Thank you. :heart:

I think we have to lead a schizophrenic double life. Private front vs what we really are. Lucky I have a Sir and we are strong together.

It can definitely feel like that sometimes. If I didn’t have the wonderful support system I do have, I’d probably crumble daily (and don’t ask a certain person who deals with me most because they would tell you I do crumble quite a bit more than I let on...*looks at said person* you’re just good at righting me and fixing my ouchies with the right things to say or do, so I don’t feel those negatives as much *smirks knowing it will take SO much more than this to achieve that goal, but a girl can try right?*). I’m glad to hear you have found a strong support in your Sir. Feel free to show all your sides here. We’re a safe thread.
 
I shall call you Moochie the all knowing, now! Also can I have another hug?? Pretty please!

Oh my goodness! Absolutely, yes!!! *hugs galore for my lovely new friend*

I’m always striving for — sometimes struggling for — but always striving for sexy dirty. Some days I have it, some days I don’t.

I totally feel you on that. Me too. Me too.
 
So. Wanna kik?

:p

I don’t know... do you have references? What’s your current relationship status?

(Sorry... I’m totally going to use you as an example for a bit of teaching. For those of you who aren’t aware, it is not actually all that strange to ask someone for references from past or current playmates. Just one or two will suffice. Especially if you’re a sub and there is a possibility to meet, you want to be safe with yourself and know what kind of relationships the potential D-type person has had or is in. If they offer a contact for reference, cool. You can totally chat with them or not, your prerogative. If they don’t have any references, perhaps ask about their current situation/relationship status and why they don’t have a reference. I am passing on learnings! I am servicing the youths! Wait... that came out wrong...)
 
Oh my goodness! Absolutely, yes!!! *hugs galore for my lovely new friend*

I think in the interest of time and efficiency, we should just remain embraced until such a time as you are required to dole out hugs to other lovely people. I'm really trying to look out for you here. Definitely not trying to have a longest hug ever experience here, nope. :eek:
 
I think in the interest of time and efficiency, we should just remain embraced until such a time as you are required to dole out hugs to other lovely people. I'm really trying to look out for you here. Definitely not trying to have a longest hug ever experience here, nope. :eek:

*giggle* of course! I’m all in! World record hug, here we come!
 
Oh yes, support systems are so vital, vulnerable at times yet having somebody to reassure listen and understand you. The bond for a submissive need to be there and strong. Somebody who knows what you are thinking and can pick up on subtle signs.
 
I don’t know... do you have references? What’s your current relationship status?

(Sorry... I’m totally going to use you as an example for a bit of teaching. For those of you who aren’t aware, it is not actually all that strange to ask someone for references from past or current playmates. Just one or two will suffice. Especially if you’re a sub and there is a possibility to meet, you want to be safe with yourself and know what kind of relationships the potential D-type person has had or is in. If they offer a contact for reference, cool. You can totally chat with them or not, your prerogative. If they don’t have any references, perhaps ask about their current situation/relationship status and why they don’t have a reference. I am passing on learnings! I am servicing the youths! Wait... that came out wrong...)

I don’t mind being the example in order to further the education of the group. God, I’ve always dreamed of matriculating at Moochie U!

My references are shady at best, and downright absent at worst. I’ll just sit over here and watch from the corner with my dunce cone on.
 
Singular

No one like you
No feelings similar
How do you produce this
Spiraling self-doubt
And also pure bliss
at the same time?

Setting you apart
Is your innate ability
To be inside my head
Making so much sense
And causing me to be senseless
In the same breath.

Stepping ahead
I need you and
Think too much how
I’m scared of all of it
And don’t ever want you to stop
simultaneously.

Exclusive to you
Are these feelings
I’ve never had before
That make me worry
And be carefree
In the same moment.

Unrepeatable.
You are.
I am.
We are
Seemingly
In unison.
 
No one like you
No feelings similar
How do you produce this
Spiraling self-doubt
And also pure bliss
at the same time?

Setting you apart
Is your innate ability
To be inside my head
Making so much sense
And causing me to be senseless
In the same breath.

Stepping ahead
I need you and
Think too much how
I’m scared of all of it
And don’t ever want you to stop
simultaneously.

Exclusive to you
Are these feelings
I’ve never had before
That make me worry
And be carefree
In the same moment.

Unrepeatable.
You are.
I am.
We are
Seemingly
In unison.

Can't like anyone quite like you,
I wish to share your feelings,
No matter what you produce,
I have no doubt,
That I could follow you blissfully.

You were always unique,
You have quite the mature head,
Sensible you always are,
To compliment my insensibilities,
I could just follow your every breath.

Looking at the horizon,
I know I will need you,
Needless to say all I think of is you,
Not scared of what lies ahead,
Coz your company is all that I desire.

These feelings I observe for you,
I don't know when they became so exclusive,
Never before I felt this way,
Carefree I am when I think about you,
Carelessly immersed in the moment.

I'd repeat my words,
Countlessly if you'd like,
I just have one desire,
That our bond may always stay..
 
Can't like anyone quite like you,
I wish to share your feelings,
No matter what you produce,
I have no doubt,
That I could follow you blissfully.

You were always unique,
You have quite the mature head,
Sensible you always are,
To compliment my insensibilities,
I could just follow your every breath.

Looking at the horizon,
I know I will need you,
Needless to say all I think of is you,
Not scared of what lies ahead,
Coz your company is all that I desire.


These feelings I observe for you,
I don't know when they became so exclusive,
Never before I felt this way,
Carefree I am when I think about you,
Carelessly immersed in the moment.

I'd repeat my words,
Countlessly if you'd like,
I just have one desire,
That our bond may always stay..

The bolded verse is my favorite. You make me feel so blessed and special. :rose:
 
Oh yes, support systems are so vital, vulnerable at times yet having somebody to reassure listen and understand you. The bond for a submissive need to be there and strong. Somebody who knows what you are thinking and can pick up on subtle signs.

I couldn’t agree more. I think it’s important to know your strengths as well as weaknesses and how to care for yourself when those times of vulnerability sneak up.

I don’t mind being the example in order to further the education of the group. God, I’ve always dreamed of matriculating at Moochie U!

My references are shady at best, and downright absent at worst. I’ll just sit over here and watch from the corner with my dunce cone on.

Glad to help you realize your dreams! *cheeky wink*

No references, huh? How about we PM a bit here before I decide on the kik route. I don’t want to rush into anything with anyone right now...(and I’m sorry to say I’m quite smitten right now with a certain someone who shall remain in the lurk-mode because they think I’m not quite comment-worthy yet *raises eyebrow knowing I’m totally pushing the envelope with that remark*)


Woohoo! Can we talk about stockings while we work our way towards this gargantuan feat of hugness?

One of my favorite topics! I see from your profile pic you enjoy fishnets, I do too! I have been getting more into the patterned stockings lately and have some that have built in garters... like these. Cute, right?

Edit: 2/23/22 - removed picture
 
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