Get off the Internet
You're over thinking things. You live in one of the most diverse and dynamic cities in this nation and if you don't find what you're looking for out there, it's on you. Stop wasting your time crying about shit online. Get out there and live your life.
Lately I haven't really been in the picture taking mood. Everyone goes through times of feeling down on themselves and this is one of them for me. I'm so happy that its summer, but at the same time I can't help but yearn for someone to touch my exposed skin...even if its just a hand on my knee and someone holding my hand as I walk through the park. Today I went to a book signing at my favorite bookstore and I had a great time, but I couldn't help but notice that I was the only one there alone--without friends or a mate. Then I asked myself, why am I so bothered by this? I really do like spending time alone, but it does drive me mad when I have too much alone time. Now that its almost been 2 years since I have been in a relationship, I am feeling the loneliness all the way down to my bones.
You're over thinking things. You live in one of the most diverse and dynamic cities in this nation and if you don't find what you're looking for out there, it's on you. Stop wasting your time crying about shit online. Get out there and live your life.