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There is a God. I have a Son. I have been emotionally compromised.

first: viva tejas!

second: your son has a right to know the genetic conditions which you may have passed on to him. i vote you track down all women you had unprotected sex with to inform them of your issues, in case there are any other little johnnies out there.

third: don't you have a sponsor to talk to this shit about? it's 8pm texas time, and you are spewing shit on this board, instead of in a meeting, which it seems would be a better place to air your issues. you serve as pure fucked up entertainment on this board, and to think otherwise is a joke.
 
Johnny_Ray_Wilson said:
I am emotionally compromised. What part of 'emotionally compromised' do SOME of you not understand?


In my youth? Indeed I did.


You are an entirely different matter, my poor misguided soul.



Really now? You think every 'instant' father is prepared to do so?

Not voluntarily prepared, \but I can do so, financially. I would much rather get to know my son personally before all that BS.

The man who, for all intents and purposes, appears to have been his father throughout his natural life, has provided him with with everything, materialistically, much better than I could have. And his 'father' seems to genuinely care and love him......as I would like to think I would. I do not think he is a bad man. In fact, I think he and I could get along well and eventually become good friends. That is, once we get over fighting about 'our' son.



What would you think if you lived in England all your life and some strange American comes forth out of the blue to say he is really your biological father?

Times change over the course of 22 yrs. Nor do I think of his mother as a slut. She never once thought I would discover the truth. I see now she had good intentions back then. She wanted a son for the husband she loved that could not provide one. Ruining someone's life is the farthest thing from my mind.

I was at a low point then. My mother had died from cancer, my father was close to death as a result, and my younger brother (dead now) had run off with some drug addicted bitch who eventually had a car accident while on drugs that resulted in his death shortly after our dad died. There was no insurance in either case.

Our parents wanted us (my brother and I) to think they were doing just fine because they did not want us to worry about them. We (again, my brother and I) sold the house to pay off funeral debts and I paid for my brother's grave out of pocket. His (my brother) 'alleged' insurance simply did not exist. His bitch of a wife thought I was the 'benefactor' of 'alleged' insurance for all 3 mom, dad, and my brother) of the dead. And so-called relatives I vaguely remembered or never seen thought the same thoughts as she did. I had lost faith in god, at that time, and was mad at the world.

Therefore, I fucked every woman I could, married or not, as a way to release my emotions and frustrations. Almost all the women I fucked then were married. I discovered that AFTER the fact...........Imagine that?:rolleyes:

I drank booze, heavily, for a long, long time. The drinking did not stop until several years ago. A wonderful escape that blinded me to far greater things. I know that now, but not then.

Hindsight is far greater than foresight. Youth is wasted on the young.


No RoryN.


Yep. You are a woman and claim to be a mother, correct? Yet you do not know the sound of your own child's voice?


Thanks. I think.


Thank you Vette. I did take all that into consideration. That is why it is all so emotionally compromising to me.

The kid has lived a life not knowing his real father exists. My interference in all that could change his beliefs on everything and everyone he knows. It could cause some serious emotional damage.

But....I want to meet my son. I been denied the right to help raise him because I never knew he existed. Do you understand that?

This is not really my fault, however I have the right to know my kid and he should know me.


That was the easy part by way of default.

Last time I was in TX, I met one of her American friends. For some reason, that woman recognized me and asked if I was *insert real name*. We talked for a long time in the parking lot. I started my search from there, based upon a hunch that paid off. This search has cost me lots of money baby. And I do not spend money unless I think it will pay off for me.


You have a son in the US? Interesting, considering many litsters do not believe you live in the UK/England.

And you think I am some dude named Scotty?

Interesting to say the least.


Nope.


GLWT. No more conversations w/you.


You are only pissed because you once though I was cool. I changed your POV as I continued to tell the truth about myself, asshat.


AS I said before, no more conversations with you.



Indeed they do, in your eyes. I find it ironic so many people have mentioned cowboys because I, or any other Texan, has posted here on the GB. Yet, Texans have not mentioned these cowboys in the same vein or intent as you or any other ill-informed Literotican has. Times change bubba. Not all Texans are the same, yet all Texans remain loyal to TEXAS.

Have I shattered the illusion you have of Texans?
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Kinda blew that, di'n'ya! :D
 
Squibbs said:
Sounds to me like you are 20 years too late finding your 'son'.

If the mother says to fuck off, then fuck off.

You knew the cunt was married.
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Nope. I have the right to know. How would you feel if your mother lied to you about your dad?


LillyO said:
Claiming parentage over a voice seems a little odd too me.


"Get the groceries out of the boot Y'all"
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There was a bit more to it than that. I did my homework Lilly.

hogjack said:
A self-proclaimed impotent man claims to have bred an off-spring with some desperate lady he shacks up with for "three days", two of which he spent trying to fumble his way into her, uh, under-thingies.

Never happened. Time to look for a similar Lit story that inspired his tale.
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Hmmm. My ghost writer username has never posted on the GB. Not even Admin can find that ghost writer through JRW (me).

It is a ghost writer for a reason.:rolleyes:



Image said:
Do you have other kids (that know you're their father)? Do you have a wife? Everyone will be affected, you know that, right?

Usually siblings are overjoyed at having another brother/sister, but not always...
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Not that I am aware of. Twice I thought so because the women in question accused me of such, legally. Twice, Blood and DNA tests proved them wrong. Both times I was preparing to legally take control of those children BEFORE the results proved I was not their biological father.

This time is a bit different. Both parents are good parents, from what I have seen. Not sure if I want to jeopardize that.

I have always wanted a child. For the first time in my life, after giving up on having one, I am the one who did the search and found my own kid after a hunch that paid off.

neci said:
first: viva tejas!

second: your son has a right to know the genetic conditions which you may have passed on to him. i vote you track down all women you had unprotected sex with to inform them of your issues, in case there are any other little johnnies out there.

third: don't you have a sponsor to talk to this shit about? it's 8pm texas time, and you are spewing shit on this board, instead of in a meeting, which it seems would be a better place to air your issues. you serve as pure fucked up entertainment on this board, and to think otherwise is a joke.
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Oh? You go about chasing Manu's cock and think I am entertainment do you? Talk about a joke.:rolleyes:

killallhippies said:
like i said: bullshit. i never thought johnny was cool.
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At least we think on the same level of each other. Fact can be stranger than fiction.
 
SeanH said:
And this has to do with what, exactly?
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As I have said before Sean, the whining thread about dolf was deleted. But we and a few others from 'Jurassic Lit' know it was really about you and MWF, a dumbass laptop, and the fact that she dumped you.

Should I pick up from where we left off? You thought I was some idiot named Scotty that I was not aware of until you brought it to my attention.

I really do not want to bring in other litsters on a private dispute YOU chose to make public, but was deleted. However, if you persist to insist, then I shall do so.

I have only been here for about 6 years, but I am well aware of the split of the sites. I do speak to several former literoticans periodically. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO GO THERE?
 
Johnny_Ray_Wilson said:
As I have said before Sean, the whining thread about dolf was deleted. But we and a few others from 'Jurassic Lit' know it was really about you and MWF, a dumbass laptop, and the fact that she dumped you.

Should I pick up from where we left off? You thought I was some idiot named Scotty that I was not aware of until you brought it to my attention.

I really do not want to bring in other litsters on a private dispute YOU chose to make public, but was deleted. However, if you persist to insist, then I shall do so.

I have only been here for about 6 years, but I am well aware of the split of the sites. I do speak to several former literoticans periodically. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO GO THERE?
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Go for it, I don't fear the beast.
 
The beast already impregnated one woman, you had best watch yourself.
 
in this scenario it would be utterly selfish to contact the kid.

yes, it would be wrong for a mother to lie to their kid about who their father is. but two wrongs don't make a right. destroying a person's life, destroying their relationship with their mother, marring their relationship with their father (and the man who raises and loves a child their whole life IS the 'real' father), the kid having to see the damage it does to the relationship between his parents, shaking is own sense of identity and making all the constants in his life seem unstable.

for what gains?

it'd be a really shitty thing to do.
 
Johnny_Ray_Wilson said:
As I have said before Sean, the whining thread about dolf was deleted. But we and a few others from 'Jurassic Lit' know it was really about you and MWF, a dumbass laptop, and the fact that she dumped you.

Should I pick up from where we left off? You thought I was some idiot named Scotty that I was not aware of until you brought it to my attention.

I really do not want to bring in other litsters on a private dispute YOU chose to make public, but was deleted. However, if you persist to insist, then I shall do so.

I have only been here for about 6 years, but I am well aware of the split of the sites. I do speak to several former literoticans periodically. DO YOU REALLY WANT TO GO THERE?
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You dumbfuck.

Sean called you Scotty because you tell retarded stories and everyone thinks you're a joke... just like Scotty.

Not because he actually thought you were Scotty.
 
and that fucker sean is as english as i am.
...except for being northern.
 
Johnny_Ray_Wilson said:
For what it is worth, I believe in the same God as you. I did my homework there as well. Though I was once in doubt and denied him, my faith has been restored long before I posted this first post to you.

Lupus has effected my body in the early stages, but not my brain nor its' memories, beliefs, and logic.
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You might have missed my earlier post. I was saying can't we all get along and then I said I quess not. Just trying to slow down the thread but to no avail. I am glad your faith has been restored. I never doubted your brain was fine. Hang in there with everything. Remember stress can play havoc with Lupus. Be careful. It's not worth your health to get upset on here. :rose:
 
SeanH said:
Go for it, I don't fear the beast.
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RoryN said:
SeanH, better run and hide. A beast is coming...
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You guys keep bringing that up, repeatedly. And you will 50 yrs from now.:rolleyes:

It was unleashed and failed with Laurel.

Oh, btw, I am being tracked. It was my idea to do so. And thanks for posting together in this thread. :kiss:


WingedKiss said:
The beast already impregnated one woman, you had best watch yourself.
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Good point. I was 25 then, now I am 47. How much more damage can I do?

No, wait.....don't answer that. I am still fertile. Do not speak to me from this day forth. I could, hypothetically, in the eyes of the dumbass drama queens here, impregnate you via the internet. :rolleyes:
 
i've gotta agree with dolf, i'm afraid.

sorry jrw but in this case it may be best to let sleeping dogs lie
 
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