Reinventing AJ

funluvinaj said:

Drac - great! got some play time while the fam was at church ... 3 orgasms and some hot chat... Then went to see New Moon with the girls ... felt like a total perv drooling over a 17 year old!!!! roar!!! How about you?? How have you been?

PH - hey girl.... im awesome! how about you? how are you and mr. P.H. doing?

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draconus_infernus said:

I've done a whole lot of nothing this weekend and enjoyed every second of it! I'm glad to hear that you're doing good

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funluvinaj said:

just pulling a few pics from my stash...

the one is my sig pic and the other was taken the same time... but for some reason the one with my hand down my pants has been hugely popular... i guess people just like to think about doing naughty things!!

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funluvinaj said:

just pulling a few pics from my stash...

the one is my sig pic and the other was taken the same time... but for some reason the one with my hand down my pants has been hugely popular... i guess people just like to think about doing naughty things!!

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funluvinaj said:

So I figure if I am sharing AJ and finding my way then I share fully. This has become a place where my closest Lit friends stop in and check on me so I figure you won't mind. There are so many brilliant minds out there - maybe you'll have an insight I won't... two quotes ahead... song lyrics from the Sideways by Citizen Cope (would make a great song request after the holidays)

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away.
Clarence Greenwood, also known as Citizen Cope

and an excerpt from Prozac Nation...This quote choked me up... it's where I am right now... depression sucks...


That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key.


slipping, slipping, falling
clawing at the sides of the abyss
blackness surrounds
beauty dissipates
i am broken.

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funluvinaj said:

just pulling a few pics from my stash...

the one is my sig pic and the other was taken the same time... but for some reason the one with my hand down my pants has been hugely popular... i guess people just like to think about doing naughty things!!

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TalondeKarrde said:

Depression is not something easy to deal with

and the methods doctors and science do

tends to have all sorts of other complications, ramifications

and sideways tendencies

I'm not suffering from it but lives with someone who does

its scary and difficult as its like a roller coaster

and you are never really sure which way it is going to turn next

not too good at putting these things down to paper either

but know that there are those out here who are pulling for you

and there for support and a hug

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funluvinaj said:

“The most terrifying thing is to accept oneself completely”
Carl Jung

In my time at Lit I've gone through lots of changes... I've been on a journey to find myself and fall in love with myself. I am so much closer to that goal than I've ever been in my life. I have many people to thank on that journey but my husband, D, and my lover, J, most of all... their love and acceptance through everything has been life changing.

When I first came I posted pics for attention and validation... and I suppose in this, my 4th thread, this is still true but there has been a shift of need. Since the deletion of my last thread I've found that I have made some amazing friends here at Lit. This thread will be different, I will still post pics, some old ones, some new ones... I want a place to communicate with them, to share our thoughts, celebrate erotic thoughts and pictures.

“I think that when we look for love courageously, it reveals itself, and we wind up attracting even more love. If one person really wants us, everyone does. But if we're alone, we become even more alone. Life is strange.”
Paulo Coelho

I know for many this thread will not have enough pictures... but I challenge each of you to look within yourselves and find the sexy person I know is there whether you believe it or not.

To those of you that have played a part in this journey, I think you know who you are, I thank you. I thank you for accepting me, loving me, and getting to know me.

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funluvinaj said:

So I figure if I am sharing AJ and finding my way then I share fully. This has become a place where my closest Lit friends stop in and check on me so I figure you won't mind. There are so many brilliant minds out there - maybe you'll have an insight I won't... two quotes ahead... song lyrics from the Sideways by Citizen Cope (would make a great song request after the holidays)

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away.
Clarence Greenwood, also known as Citizen Cope

and an excerpt from Prozac Nation...This quote choked me up... it's where I am right now... depression sucks...


That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key.


slipping, slipping, falling
clawing at the sides of the abyss
blackness surrounds
beauty dissipates
i am broken.

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TalondeKarrde said:

Depression is not something easy to deal with

and the methods doctors and science do

tends to have all sorts of other complications, ramifications

and sideways tendencies

I'm not suffering from it but lives with someone who does

its scary and difficult as its like a roller coaster

and you are never really sure which way it is going to turn next

not too good at putting these things down to paper either

but know that there are those out here who are pulling for you

and there for support and a hug

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crowfiend11 said:

AJ,
While the two of us have rarely chatted I have followed you on the boards. I find you extremely attractive and so very sensual. You are quite a lady!!! I do hope that one day you can call me one of your friends. As far as depression goes, I'm usually depressed this time of the year. I do know the reason why and I have fought against for 20 years or so. It is not an easy thing to overcome but the last few years I've been more happier in my life than I can remember. Your friends and family will help you overcome your depression and be there when you need them, whether it be through words or just to hold you when you need it most.

TalondeKarrde,
Very well put. I don't think I could've said it better.

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funluvinaj said:

EvilMcMonkey - love the name! we only got about 7" (insert appropriate joke here) Happy about the Orange bowl?

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funluvinaj said:

just pulling a few pics from my stash...

the one is my sig pic and the other was taken the same time... but for some reason the one with my hand down my pants has been hugely popular... i guess people just like to think about doing naughty things!!

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funluvinaj said:

So I figure if I am sharing AJ and finding my way then I share fully. This has become a place where my closest Lit friends stop in and check on me so I figure you won't mind. There are so many brilliant minds out there - maybe you'll have an insight I won't... two quotes ahead... song lyrics from the Sideways by Citizen Cope (would make a great song request after the holidays)

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away.
Clarence Greenwood, also known as Citizen Cope

and an excerpt from Prozac Nation...This quote choked me up... it's where I am right now... depression sucks...


That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key.


slipping, slipping, falling
clawing at the sides of the abyss
blackness surrounds
beauty dissipates
i am broken.

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funluvinaj said:

i have to get back to work -but thank you so much for those of you that took the time to stop and share your feelings/thoughts... I promise to respond tonight...

my heart is aching... but this too shall pass... eventually the sun will shine again.

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funluvinaj said:

just pulling a few pics from my stash...

the one is my sig pic and the other was taken the same time... but for some reason the one with my hand down my pants has been hugely popular... i guess people just like to think about doing naughty things!!

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funluvinaj said:

So I figure if I am sharing AJ and finding my way then I share fully. This has become a place where my closest Lit friends stop in and check on me so I figure you won't mind. There are so many brilliant minds out there - maybe you'll have an insight I won't... two quotes ahead... song lyrics from the Sideways by Citizen Cope (would make a great song request after the holidays)

You know it ain't easy
For these thoughts here to leave me
There's no words to describe it
In French or in English
Well, diamonds they fade
And flowers they bloom
And I'm telling you
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
They've been knockin' me out lately
Whenever you come around me
These feelings won't go away
They've been knockin' me sideways
I keep thinking in a moment that
Time will take them away
But these feelings won't go away.
Clarence Greenwood, also known as Citizen Cope

and an excerpt from Prozac Nation...This quote choked me up... it's where I am right now... depression sucks...


That's the thing about depression: A human being can survive almost anything, as long as she sees the end in sight. But depression is so insidious, and it compounds daily, that it's impossible to ever see the end. The fog is like a cage without a key.


slipping, slipping, falling
clawing at the sides of the abyss
blackness surrounds
beauty dissipates
i am broken.

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funluvinaj said:

i have to get back to work -but thank you so much for those of you that took the time to stop and share your feelings/thoughts... I promise to respond tonight...

my heart is aching... but this too shall pass... eventually the sun will shine again.

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