jimmyturtleman
Really Really Experienced
- Joined
- Dec 11, 2014
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First off, a little background. I am 67 and happily married for over 40 years. My wife and I had an active sex life until about 7 or 8 years ago, when she became very disinterested in any form of sex. I tried to coax her into some unconventional avenues, like having sex with other men, if she wanted to. She rejected the idea straight away and insisted that she had just lost interest in sex, not in me. I accepted her explanation, even though I wish she had taken me up on my offer of being free to play around.
My fascination of imagining her having sex with other men did not end there. It was fueled by reading 'Hot Wife' and 'Cuckold' stories in various forums, like Literotica, and watching whatever porn vids that were related. It was a slow transformation, to where I soon began imagining myself injected into the whole scenario. I would jerk off while thinking about eating another man's cum from my wife's freshly fucked pussy, or sucking her lover hard before inserting him inside her. I was absolutely enthralled by this and fantasised about it a lot. Every time I stroked myself, this entered my mind and took control.
It came to me one day that I was becoming just as interested in the cock as I was the pussy. The stories, and the vids, and my fantasies were fairly centered around cock. My wife sucking on them, or being fucked was becoming secondary. I wanted the cock. I wanted to taste one, lick one and suck one.
Sucking cock was now my new obsession. After a few years of dreaming about it and wishing for it to happen, it did. I met with a guy from a chat site for coffee and we ended up engaged in mutual oral sex. He got the ball rolling, by sucking me off first, then my much anticipated debut went off perfectly. We met three times altogether and I found it thrilling, exciting, and all the things that sex is about. Above all, I found it quite natural to take a man's cock in my hands and mouth and make him cum.
I had always been the dominant partner in my marriage and took on a rather strong leading role wherever I worked. It was just who I was. The first time I sucked my buddy's cock I couldn't help but feel proud as he praised my efforts and refused to accept that his, was the first cock I had sucked. (At least that is what he told me). I was glowing. I then had an overwhelming compulsion to ask for him to call me a 'cocksucker'. He looked at me, smiled and called me a cocksucker. I loved it. Right then, I would have done anything that he asked me to, or told me to.
Now for the part about the question. I have found that over the past two years, I want the buddies I meet to take on a leading role in our adventures. I tell them it is okay to call me a cocksucker, to tell me what they want me to do, to take physical control of the moment and hold my head on their cock as I suck them. I want them to be in control, more and more. I have preferred to make all of my encounters to be about mutual satisfaction. I blow you, you blow me. The last two were not. The last one, I just sucked the guy off as he leaned back against a tree in an outdoor trail. When he finished and I swallowed, he suddenly became afraid of being caught and insisted we vacate the area. The one before that I was naked in bed with my buddy and he was like the puppeteer. He had told me to strip naked when I walked in the door, and I did. He told me to follow him to the living room where we kissed and felt each other up. Then he directed me to go wait for him on his bed, and I did. When he came in, he pretty much took control of all the action and had me crawl up from the foot of the bed and suck his cock as he held me there. When he filled my mouth, and I swallowed he pulled me up along side him and had me jerk off on his cock and balls, and I did. I loved it. He was definitely in charge and I loved it.
I felt like I had no choice in the way things happened during my last two meetings and it is truly an exciting prospect for me to feel this way. I am thinking that there is no way I would ever accept being humiliated or being made to call anyone 'Sir' or 'Master', but I do enjoy being told what to do and how to do it. It is almost a relief, not being in charge. Maybe it's a lowering of testosterone, or growing older. Whatever it is, I am finding that I enjoy being the submissive, when I know I am going to be sucking a cock.
What do you think guys?
My fascination of imagining her having sex with other men did not end there. It was fueled by reading 'Hot Wife' and 'Cuckold' stories in various forums, like Literotica, and watching whatever porn vids that were related. It was a slow transformation, to where I soon began imagining myself injected into the whole scenario. I would jerk off while thinking about eating another man's cum from my wife's freshly fucked pussy, or sucking her lover hard before inserting him inside her. I was absolutely enthralled by this and fantasised about it a lot. Every time I stroked myself, this entered my mind and took control.
It came to me one day that I was becoming just as interested in the cock as I was the pussy. The stories, and the vids, and my fantasies were fairly centered around cock. My wife sucking on them, or being fucked was becoming secondary. I wanted the cock. I wanted to taste one, lick one and suck one.
Sucking cock was now my new obsession. After a few years of dreaming about it and wishing for it to happen, it did. I met with a guy from a chat site for coffee and we ended up engaged in mutual oral sex. He got the ball rolling, by sucking me off first, then my much anticipated debut went off perfectly. We met three times altogether and I found it thrilling, exciting, and all the things that sex is about. Above all, I found it quite natural to take a man's cock in my hands and mouth and make him cum.
I had always been the dominant partner in my marriage and took on a rather strong leading role wherever I worked. It was just who I was. The first time I sucked my buddy's cock I couldn't help but feel proud as he praised my efforts and refused to accept that his, was the first cock I had sucked. (At least that is what he told me). I was glowing. I then had an overwhelming compulsion to ask for him to call me a 'cocksucker'. He looked at me, smiled and called me a cocksucker. I loved it. Right then, I would have done anything that he asked me to, or told me to.
Now for the part about the question. I have found that over the past two years, I want the buddies I meet to take on a leading role in our adventures. I tell them it is okay to call me a cocksucker, to tell me what they want me to do, to take physical control of the moment and hold my head on their cock as I suck them. I want them to be in control, more and more. I have preferred to make all of my encounters to be about mutual satisfaction. I blow you, you blow me. The last two were not. The last one, I just sucked the guy off as he leaned back against a tree in an outdoor trail. When he finished and I swallowed, he suddenly became afraid of being caught and insisted we vacate the area. The one before that I was naked in bed with my buddy and he was like the puppeteer. He had told me to strip naked when I walked in the door, and I did. He told me to follow him to the living room where we kissed and felt each other up. Then he directed me to go wait for him on his bed, and I did. When he came in, he pretty much took control of all the action and had me crawl up from the foot of the bed and suck his cock as he held me there. When he filled my mouth, and I swallowed he pulled me up along side him and had me jerk off on his cock and balls, and I did. I loved it. He was definitely in charge and I loved it.
I felt like I had no choice in the way things happened during my last two meetings and it is truly an exciting prospect for me to feel this way. I am thinking that there is no way I would ever accept being humiliated or being made to call anyone 'Sir' or 'Master', but I do enjoy being told what to do and how to do it. It is almost a relief, not being in charge. Maybe it's a lowering of testosterone, or growing older. Whatever it is, I am finding that I enjoy being the submissive, when I know I am going to be sucking a cock.
What do you think guys?
