AimeeLamis
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- Nov 7, 2009
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Thank you. I usually feel very lucky, but . . .
He doesn't like me very much right now. I am disappointing him, and annoying him. Maybe everything in his life is disappointing him . . .
But I don't want to do the things that would make him feel better.
And he doesn't want to bother to "make me."
Last night, we're out together. We sit across from each other and barely say a word. Fortunately there's music playing, but he doesn't like it. (I bought the tickets this time, for professional reasons.) On the way home, he walks ten feet in front of me, and though he glances back once to make sure I'm following, he only speaks to me when he can't find the hotel he's looking for.
I stand outside on the sidewalk, while he goes inside.
Oh sweetie I know what you mean. However, we must remember that our Master's happiness is paramount. It's directly tied to our own. If he doesn't feel like making you, perhaps you should take the initiative and do it on your own.
You are very lucky to have a Master like the one you've described in this thread. I'm sure he's trained you well. Call on your training and get to work making him happy. If life is disappointing him, you shouldn't.
Take it from a girl who's looking for a new Master, but has to settle for a cyber one, a good Master is very hard to find. I hope things get better for you soon. Keep me posted.